"Just some sleepy thoughts"
Hey, how's everyone? It's already Friday evening here in our country as of this writing . Which means tomorrow is weekend. Any plans? As for me, I am planning to go to church specifically at Quiapo to explore Binondo. Sounds like a great plan rather than staying here in our staff house and getting bored.
So as of this time, I don't actually have something in my mind to write about. Oh, by the way I was talking with my Boss earlier, not the COO but our Group head during our lunch break. Yeah we eat together if she is onsite. Like what I had mentioned in my previous article my Boss was so cool! She is actually one of the reasons why I stayed in the company I am working with. Not only she is cool but I had learned a lot under her supervision. I am confident to say, I grew, I was honed.
Too much for that for my Boss, let's go back to the topic, so yeah while we were eating I had mentioned to her the article I published last night. It was about my Young LOVE. Then she asked me, why does it happen sometimes? I mean have you experienced smiling unknowingly upon reading either a message, seeing someone's picture or even just remembering him/her? I am not referring to a family member but indeed an opposite sex. It is because even her sometimes felt that too towards a certain guy. No, it was not his ex. Let's just say "supposed boyfriend" but things happened so it didn't happen. It doesn't mean that she still has a " feelings". Just I don't know. How to explain that?
Honestly, I felt that too, yet not because of my previous "ex" but because of JM. Hahaha, JM, JM. Even @ARTicLEE was curious about what JM look like. Maybe what is in him that makes me dream of having him for years and almost turns me into a cheater. I was even laughing earlier while talking to sis @Pachuchay . Yeah I did some flirty acts before, so why not didn't push it through? A time machine pleaseeeeeee!
Naaaa, I don't know what I can say, I was really captivated by his eyes. Even now when I remember him it makes me smile for no reason. Don't get me wrong, not that he is always running into my mind, I just suddenly remembered him last night.
Anyone can relate to this?
Oppss, you might find me like a cheater.. haha. No, I no longer have that young love I felt for him. Maybe it is because he belongs to " HAPPY memories" of my younger years. LOL, I speak like I am too old. I am not po.
Before I forgot @Sydney2 also commented in my article and I remember she asked if " young love" is different from the Love to be felt in marriage life.
My answer was only based from on own experiences and I could say YES. It is. There are so many types of love. Young love is also what we call " puppy love". Which I believe is just an infatuation or let's say admiration.
Aside from that, there is the FIRST love and the GREAT love.
Don't they say First love never dies? Well maybe yes, maybe NO. As for me maybe? But one thing I am sure of GREAT love can surpass the LOVE that you felt from your first. Greater enough to let you go from heartaches, pains, doubts or whatsoever.
What about you? What were your thoughts?
Hehehe, I was actually sleepy while writing, so please pardon me if you find some errors.
10:05PM
04/29/2022_Manila_Philippines
Speaking of naaangiti ka kapag naalala mo sya is ganyan din ako minsan u til now sis.. I am like that towards my first love. And kagabi lang eh napanagi ipan ko sya, kaloka, HAHAHA