" Have you?"

Hello readcash fam! How's your Monday? Hope you had a productive day to start the week. I usual always find this day tiring. It's the busiest day of the week for me. Plus earlier, I don't know what got into my head and I wear a heel even though I know I will be commuting to work. Well I had been wearing sneakers since the pandemic happened. So I don't know why the h3ll I bought a high heel sandal the last time I visited the mall. Hayyyy, can't deny the fact that I was an impulsive buyer sometimes. Now, I felt my legs hurt, lol! Was it because I am no longer used to wearing heels or I am getting old eh??

Did I talk too much? Haha by the way, for today I chose to write this Prompt by @meitanteikudo . You can check here his article.
As always thanks for saving the day Prof!

Oh yeah, here are the questions;

Have you ever been In love?

LOVE? Being in love was great but feeling those heartaches brought by love? Haha, I can say you would tell yourself " how I wish I didn't fall in love ".

To answer this question YES of course I did fall in love. Who haven't?

Have you ever felt lonely?

This made me remember an old song entitled Mr. Lonely. I think it was released way back in the 1960's. Don't wonder why I know it, my neighbor was fond of playing old songs every weekend. Our room windows were facing each other so I couldn't help but to listen to his/her music too.

To be back with, YES I felt lonely before. I think when I was in my early twenties. That was the time I decided to leave my hometown and find my luck here in Manila. I find it hard to adjust as I was trying to live alone. That's it, I always felt alone maybe the reason I was lonely. I chose to as I find it hard to communicate verbally using tagalog language. Yes I can understand but I could not speak fluently. I find it inappropriate to speak in English too.

Now? No, I just felt sad sometimes. Mostly at the end of the day after I talked to the love of my life. Why? because talking to him via video calls reminds me he is still not home.

Have you ever been on an overseas trip?

Oh sadly NO. I was supposed to as I was planning to visit my husband in Taiwan but a pandemic happened. As for now I am waiting till it opens for tourists and maybe I can apply for a tourist visa. I am planning to stay there for months.

Have you ever talked to Strangers?

Aside from here in read and noise cash as we are all strangers at first, or maybe at work. It's a NO. Many say I am a snob.
I don't know but I am not really comfortable talking to strangers if not needed. " Isang tanong isang sagot lang", hindi ko feel!

Have you ever eaten a lot of ice cream?

Yes, yes, it's a yes! Haha ice cream is my favorite comfort food.

Have you ever fought with your sibling?

I think it is normal though. Either a petty fight or real fight, lol. To answer yes. I grew up closer to my brother ( I was next to him) rather than to my sister next to me. Inday ( her nickname) was so brat when we were kids the reason why we are always fighting. Mind you she was so thin and everytime we would fight physically ( catfight) she would end up crying and a loser. I remember there was a time I twisted her arms due to too much anger. She really triggered me.

My mother was so mad at me and I was even hit with matching pinch 😂. She brought Inday to a "hilot". Still that was not the last time we fought. Haha, I think we only learned to tolerate each other's presence when we were in college. Oh, we are okay now, we never treated each other as enemies. It is just she was a bratty and I got my attitude from my Father. Hot tempered.

Have you ever been dumped?

OUCH! Can I ask the next question please? This question made me remember those days,,lol! Yeah I experienced being dumped not once but twice! Sheeeeet! The first one was my boyfriend in college. He dumped me on our 1st anniversary. He was never honest about his intention to me in the first place.

The second one was my long term boyfriend of four years. I don't know what's on them. I am perfectly sure I did loved them with all my heart. Ahmmm, maybe sometimes LOVE is not enough??

Have you ever dumped someone?

Oh first let me say SORRY! It was not my intention, I was just too young that time! How young? Only 14 years old and I was in second year high school. He was my first boyfriend but I am not in love with him nor puppy love. It is just that all my friends have a boyfriend at that time . In order to be "IN" I say YES to this suitor of mine. He was so happy then.
If my memory was right he would even accompany me to my next classroom/subject especially when it's raining. Yet I seldom talk to him as I don't like too.

Then one time I was walking through the corridor when I saw him together with his friend. I smiled at him and I was surprised he didn't smile back! He just looked at me, he was so serious. Me being me got mad, so I returned to my classroom, got my bag and took his picture! During our time it was in trend to give a picture with matching dedication at the back. I didn't ask for it in the first place.

I went back to where he was and handed him his picture while saying " oh, you know what I mean".

Since then though he tried I never talked to him again. I just found out that one day he stopped studying!

During those times after I got dumped twice it crossed my mind about the golden rule. See I was the one who dumped someone without valid reason. I was just not serious about him. Same thing happened to me with my boyfriend in college. Karma is real, I got the taste of my own medicine.

As for Mr. J ( my 1st boyfriend) we actually met when I was in college and had a chance to talk about the past. He told me that he was really serious about me and it pained him seeing me as the reason why he stopped studying. He actually continued his studies after I graduated from high school. ( Should I believe him?).

He then asked me if he could court me again. Ehhhhm I did not entertain him though he kept on texting me. Ganda ko? LOL!

Hehe the last time I heard he is happily married now and has kids.

That's all for today and if you wish to join here are the questions and you may submit it in Prompt factory.

05:54PM

05/30/2022_Manila Phillipines.

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