Would You Want Me To Tell? No I Wouldn't

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Have you kept a secret and you never knew this would result in the way it did when the promises are broken and you're the one left to pick up the pieces. Who knew that this would be the result of keeping a secret somehow the evidence started leaking and my masculinity started to weaken....see I had entertained these thoughts for so long that I began to imitate these forces. Sexual urges started clinging like the spirit of anger and the spirit of pride and the spirit of lies and the spirit of pornography.

I was held in content of my sin to witness my own demise but I can testify any day and anytime that wasn't me. The scripture describes those who will inherit his kingdom and also this is message to all that I wouldn't tell if you don't want me to but you would have to do that yourself and make the decisions not to do that anymore.

One thing about keeping secrets is that you make them and promise to keep them till death because it's impossible to change. I though being quiet would choke the life of it but keeping quiet was what was the feeling towards it. To consistently choose the right way means you can live that same exact way and for this outcome to come we must start at overcoming because God's message is worth repeating.

So I'm praying tonight that we release some of the loudest and deepest secrets, only to his ears alone and make sure we are open to receive our healing. If God did it when I was challenged and felt consumed by own thoughts and the things I knew would damage me, he will equally change you. This is how secrets works, if you tell somebody like the first person you think you can trust... there is a likely chance that before you wake up the next morning your story will be all over the place.

That even makes the whole thing a lot difficult, but only if you can confide the truth to God. Sexual urges can lead to so many things, that I can't even start listing them and its effect psychologically. The person you made a commitment to, never to open up would be living their best life and allow you suffer with it for the rest of your life.

I was exposed to so many things from age 15 and my innocence was stolen, but who would predict the conflict with several leaks, one touch with no lights. That was my struggle, living in darkness and craving for it every single day. How do you feel when you know the truth but choose not to because what you do is fun, well I have a word for you today it's never too late to tell.

If it's something that would require you to talk to someone for an advice then go for it...this is planned to be short today cuz I'm really unwell with fever....so I love you all so much.

Thank you for reading.

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Living in Nigeria we have been exposed to a lot of things from a very young age that have left us scarred for life. We can't even talk about the things we have seen, but it's better to just tell it all to God so He can lift the burden from our heart. There are some secrets that are better left buried, but God sees all

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3 years ago

Sorry for the late reply, but it's the truth, there where so many things I was exposed to.....its so common and those things stroll into our thoughts and our heart and imprint something permanent. But only God can listen to us and help us out of them.

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3 years ago

You're definitely right, the things we have seen has somehow altered the way we think and have left a permanent scar that only God can remove

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3 years ago

That is the truth....

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3 years ago

so sorry about you health issues..I'm sure you'd get better with rest. I just want to add that keeping a secret can be very tasking as you've pointed out. Takes away you peace and keeps you on the edge mostly. Secrets are not easy to let go of but they are indeed dispensable.

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3 years ago

Get well soon brother. It's the stress from the just concluded exam. Take out time to rest well.

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3 years ago

Thanks Happyboy....its actually a part of it, I'm quite better now and happy new month.

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3 years ago

Oh my. I am worried as one of your friends here. Please do rest and take meds.

Me, I open up everything to God though I knew he knows already what happened. Talking to him makes the heavy feeling vanish

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3 years ago

There's no one too tough for God to change. He is ready to hear from us though he knows all things. Get well soon dear.

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3 years ago

Thank you Queen, I'm feeling much better now. Exactly Nothing is hard for God to do....

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3 years ago

God is always ready to hear us even though he knows everything, I love this article

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3 years ago

Thank you for stopping by....he truly knows it all

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3 years ago

Yeah. Most times people tend to hide from God who sees all things. It'll be better if you open up to God

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3 years ago

Exactly Jerry.....thanks bro.

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3 years ago

Our deepest secrets should be revealed to God, Man has no solution to it

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3 years ago

Exactly man has no solution atall.

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3 years ago

Keeping secrets is quite a heavy task. Humans are naturally social, hence constantly engage others on different matters, some that might be relevant to the subject matter of one's secret. I really feel it's better to live like an open book

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3 years ago

We really should directly pray and confide everything in God because if we do so we will never go wrong. As long as we are sincere, God will forgive us, change us and our old self will be replaced with a new one

Get well soon.

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3 years ago

You start with the problem, prayer as the climax and end with a sad message. I was speechless with this actually, but get well soon. *Virtual hugs

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Thank you Ling for the hug you are a great friend....I'm doing fine now....I'm glad for your support.

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3 years ago

God is the only one that can keep our secret cos man will surely disappoint. Get well soon bro, rest very well.

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3 years ago

Thanks Loroginal.....I'm much better now and also more active. Instead of trusting anyone we can talk to God and he alone can heal us.

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3 years ago

I hope you overcome with what you are facing right now. Just keep your faith to our saviour and he lightened your mind and soul. Stay safe and stay strong.

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3 years ago

Aww.I hope and include you to my prayer that you will be okay soon. Take your time caring yourself friend..

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3 years ago

Thanks Jher for your prayers, it means a lot to me....I'm a lot better now...

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3 years ago

I hope you're okay, King. Cheer up! Do you need someone to talk to? I'm here. ☺️

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Hmmm, just take a deep breath after reading this! I think there's nothing God cannot do, we should take our burden to him, he will lighten it for us. He knows everything about us , and Even to our deepest heart. He just wants to us to come to him and stay at his foot.

Keeping a secret within ourselves is something that difficult to do, and is not better to make it open and be free from its tangle?

And don't forget to take care of yourself, your health is more important, and we have gotten the message.

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3 years ago

I hope you get through whatever you are feeling King, and yes, confide in HIM and for sure you will know better.

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3 years ago

Get well soon Gozie.. Prioritize your health more than a anything else

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3 years ago

Thank you so much, now I can literally see better, have so much to catch up on....happy new month.

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3 years ago

Brother, secrets are not always funny but scary too. Depends on how you take that. Well, I'm not joining that conversation. I think you just need someone to share your feelings. You are not ok.

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3 years ago

That's true, I think I'm way past my exodus now...talking to God about it is the best thing to do. Thanks a lot

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3 years ago

Hey King, go to the doctor and take a break. Take care of yourself. I hope you get better soon.

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3 years ago

Thank you Coin....I'm a lot better now, I have a lot catching up to do.

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3 years ago

That's deep. I opened up to HIM, everything. So I don't have a heavy heart.

Dear, take medicine and get well soon.

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Sorry for the late replies, thanks Momma....glad you did that. Happy new month.

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