I cant ignore the part of me that clearly wants to run into your arms.....when God is moving allow him to move, and the smile is a challenge to you when you see him doing something in your life. It is not our job to interrupt him or stop him but just flow with him. I've gotten to a point in my life where I was done with religion and was ready for him to really show himself to me and I was ready to either become an Atheist or a completely sold out Christian, but I needed a sign in a real way.
So this is an expression from the heart because I was in a place of tears and in distress, that I lived a double life. So this piece is the challenger to take a chance. All of a sudden, sometimes when you lay yourself out and become transparent before God he gives you an 'all of a sudden' he shows up in your life which is why you have to allow him do that.
So I heard a still small voice as he said "Yes of the Lord, the Ancient of days, the one that drops blessings when the saints give him praise.....working up the equations and my spirit is the reason for the rising of the sun so I would always catch you when you fall." You have to take the good chance that he is offering.
These aren't just stories but the real truths, because who's silly idea was it for this lavishing beauty to love an atrocious being like me but haven't you heard that once God gives you his love he pours down masters pieces straight to your heart that all you'll do from there is to start worshipping.
The thoughts I had in me played my conscience, the strong desires to bury those feeling at the back yard of my mind proved ineffective...I think I did a great job translating my bitterness and God was already aware of the brokenness of my heart that I could have sworn that I saw God change me completely in just a split second and it became my testimony.
And from there, past the past, past the ugliness, past the depression, past the hurt, past problems. It was as if it all got rubbed off of me and I began to see my future standing right in front of me but we where polar opposites then considered that there must have been something like an untamable transformation of thoughts that drew us far apart.
And at last due to the impact, the spell was broken, it happened just like a Disney movie because when he came through for me when Dis knees where on the floor lifting up my hands to him I felt that he already did it.
What I want you to believe is to never stop trusting him, because when grace shows up it introduces a perfection to every problems that you may be faced with.
We were lost and found by he who's presence makes a complete change with a passion so indicating that he just loves and loves the hell out of us because he understood every little thing that has kept us unhappy. So when I opened my you where always there, always there to restore my heart.
I couldn't think of anything else but to encourage us today that no matter the circumstance God will show up just like he did for me throughout my exams. You will have scars from all this experence because you've tried to hit every pavement that blocked your way, his help doesn't just come for one purpose but to completely change everything.
My next goal is to sponsor as many more friends, and I hope I do that fast before the month is over.
Thank you for reading.....I love you all so much ☺☺
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18 SEPTEMBER 2021
There's one person with whom I have no regrets loving and following him, he is God. You nailed it, I like how every part of you is in the process of your description of God.