You wear a mask covering up your past and it seems like you have it all under control on the outside but in the inside you're too broken to be completed because all of your life's crises has held you hostage.
I know you wished this is the anonymous trend we all know....but trust me.
The tastiness to be free cringe deep but you feel so afraid of sharing the truth wondering what they'd say about you. Your secrets feels so unbearable when it eats up what's left of your soul creating more wounds that hurts so bad.
You've got this hatred for yourself and to the people around you, anytime you try to speak you fall back into your armor. Have you been a victim of sexual molestation even from a young age being fearful for your secrets to be opened and you sincerely wish to be free.
You saw someone close to you be murdered in cold blood and the hatred is right there in you, and anytime anonymous tries to speak vocals feel up with fear blocking the truth from springing forth and forcing the delivery inward.
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This is happening really fast and it hurts you to see that nobody ever notice. Your soul is still being held hostage to your past conforming to the easiest thing that can temporarily take off your pain like sex. How anonymous can be just lost, living but dying for a rescue longing for the day where things are free once again where dreams can finally come true.
It was just a mask hiding the beat and the agony that no one's ever seen, you hear a solid preaching in church and you believe Christ died for everyone else except you. Whatever be the heaviness that has kept us so grounded and had prevented our praises from reaching the heavens hoping for God to completely look down and wipe off the stains and the ugliness. That is absolutely what he's going to do if we can live uncovered.
You are beautiful, for everything you've been through it is time to go uncovered....you can't give up on living your life and your dreams when the person who confronted you is, this life can be balanced for you again...
Do not leave anything out, everything within you that you feel is too hard to be broken God is able to completely set you free....but you've got to come out of your shadows. Seek help from people who you know you can confide in, talk to leaders who can listen and pray with you.
Do not ignore every chances for freedom, that may just be the right time for you. You may be this mystery girl or boy who has failed to look into the eyes of people who care far too well for you without having this feeling of guilt.
Out of all the things you've placed as a cover can be broken and I use this medium to pray for anyone out there who is going through alot right now....that you find strength to overcome. I know you must have grown up thinking Jesus is too big to fix the broken part of you. He died on the cross for you to be saved, he is waiting for you.
For every anonymous remember Jesus knows your name no matter the lies they tell you he's still searching for you, he still craves for you to taste of his freedom and he wants you to always have it at the back of your mind that when he says he will cover all your past, that's exactly what he'll do.....so whenever it's time to speak up please do! knowing fully well that you've got the full backing of a community that cares....
Thank you for your time.
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Bye for now.
Its really difficult to move on from the past. But if we will open our doors for a new chance and let God lead the way, everything will fall into places.