The Closer I Get To Completion The Farther It becomes

This is me thinking of the good things I should have started at this point in time and also the same thinking of how many opportunities I could miss if things weren’t as it is presently..it’s been months now and going through series of strike with the fact that 1 year is gone from the school setting that is terrible, the controlling body has gone off saying “ it’s ready to remain this position till something is done. This is a country where decisions are made with no consideration. Mentally we’re all grown and there is a thin line between trying to discover every aspect that can flow with one and staying within the initial goal..

Age isn’t telling on anyone but in as much as we can’t do anything to change what is happening, why don’t I use this opportunity to be better at many things.. “Have you ever felt so unsure about what you’d be when leaving school?” I feel that way right now and I’m trying so hard not to get consumed by my thoughts.. if the system doesn’t change then I shouldn’t break down completely either.. the more I get close to actually completing what has taken so long the harder it gets to cross over..

I don’t want to spend every last word lamenting if how things should have been or how pathetic the situation is but to take it all as a phase that will be over soon.. the level at which I have made some gains on sbch is at a fast rate, might be coz I have all the time in the world to make adjustments and run as fast as possible when something doesn’t feel right.. initially this was a problem for me, I don’t keep track of my capital and it burst into flames..

There will surely be an end point to all of this but I don’t see that happening for a long time… confusion starts with a career choice and in terms of me being successful I have to define what success means, what do I do in this position?” The school system is crazy bad, if I’m not doing anything related it’s also bad for me, so taking up several chances and putting them together to form a string bond.. if I let it all slide, difficulty and solid drop will follow..

I hope with no doubts that I can write something different, this isn’t the first problem and this might not even be the last of it.. learning has to continue, you will be surprised if I make mention that these leaders don’t have their children schooling here.. so less concerned about the community says or what is required to literally build a good learning environment.. these are times when so many things can go wrong, the recent information are the surge in some students missing, I pray all of this will change soon..

I think that will be all for now and I want to appreciate a very special person @BreadChamp for your sponsorship… this made me really happy and I’m thankful for the months of support… to everyone whom I missed seeing yours thank you as well God bless you all..

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April 11th, 2022