I Have No Purpose In Life, It’s My Darkest Path
In my self development journey I've encounter this.. trying to change and transform my life overnight. I say that I mainly struggle with hitting the gym or doing something I love consistently but really that isn't easy. What you want to do or achieve don't get easy over time and if it is, something is wrong and you're not doing it right. What you're doing presently is training your mind that brings resistance to work on your growth and once you start to hit your late 20's, you're going to face some degree of resistance and getting these habits going at that young age will help you build a mental force to outweigh any encounter in some form of obstacle or adversity..
Its not about you doing something crazy all the time but when you consistently do that one thing and develop yourself, that's exactly when your journey starts. Recently I've been planning my sleep schedule and I noticed that I could wake up by 2am but I don't stick with this but when I started waking up later on I noticed that I stayed consistent in that.. I learnt from my past article to stay honest with myself and try to be better than my previous self and if I can keep up with that then I would have a direction towards anything I do..
But all of this are relative, do you feel like you don't see any growth or do you feel like it's never going to be better for you even if you keep trying?" We all have a purpose, it takes time to fully out grow ones self and fully give way to doubts.. but I don't necessarily see a problem with that but all I do see is someone who isn't ready to deal with self. Stick with a schedule you can stay consistent with, it unfolds you to do more even without you knowing within a little space of time..
The first dilemma, will be for me to not have anything doing in life and i'm not getting any younger which signifies me not knowing what to drift to.. One thing you and I should grab so quickly, is to figure out what your pattern is and it can be the thin line between your sanity and depression and if you spend all of your time searching for this outside of yourself all you'll find is false senses of purpose but why not look within and create what you feel really comfortable doing that can create a community of people ready for expansion..
When you don't know who you are, what if I told you that this is the best time to unleash who you want to become.. it's the feeling you would have when all others around you are doing something and you don't have anything pleasing.. your work can be purpose, a dream can be a purpose, your hubby can be your purpose, your service can be your purpose, your mind gesture can be your purpose... When you get transformed, the next thing is a follow up and evru other thing will fall in place.. my way of finding fulfilment is to be myself.. it takes one step back to deviate from the sketched plan. These last few days, my life felt like I was living in help.. I was questioning my choices and what will be my end point with the decisions made so far..
I'm not the best in what I do, but the struggle within will always make me distinct and so is you.. Make sure you don't see everything you've been true as a failure, its the moment to work harder and love everything you make hence forth.. Take good care of yourself and thanks for reading... I want to thank some special people as well for your sponsorship @CoquiCoin @Bloghound @MegaKyodaiBanrai @HappyBoy @Eylz2021 @FarmGirl I’m so grateful for your constant support, thank you for renewing your sponsorship.. God bless you all so much..
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Happy Friday
January 14th, 2022
We need to find our purpose in life,it could be anything like our work or whatsoever,we shouldn't see whatever we are going through as a failure,we just need to buckle up to and work harder.