Sometimes it seems as though we've got a script in front of us but we don't play or choose the right act. You know what, there's only so much my ears can hear that my eyes cannot see and only so much that life ought to speak. So what will it cost you to simply express yourself in your own values and love. All I'm asking is for you to leave the plain facts behind because whatever one is, is from the plainness of his heart and whatever journey that has started had to be really hard at the start.....so I'm begging you that you play your part not based on practical rules set for you.
There is something new that everyone loves in you maybe from the way you are or from your poise or nature, remember you are beautiful and no one can take that away from you. Fortune always favours the brave, i will illustrate a brief story to learn from.
I've had it at the extreme, definitely it felt so at that time but I'm sure we've all experienced some version of this in our lives. Always a victim to someone who'd want me to see myself less than, and on this occasion it absolutely worked. I submitted my papers last year for a job even though i was still schooling, i just needed to solve my needs then and when the the letters came by to me signifying I was given a shot at the job.....then came the big problem, it was as if everyone where against me accepting the job. No concrete reason of why i should't have it. It got to a point even my siblings where against me on my approval. And you know once family comes in, you have no option than to obey.
I really told myself that you will regret it if you don't pick this job and instead of me doing the right thing I never gave a feedback about it. And after the turn down I wasn't fully myself. I knew my condition wouldn't have ended this way.
My excuse was that people never supported me but the problem was with me although their words where so powerful that it had a huge physical effect on me, I still saw myself as someone that wouldn't fit the job descriptions. I still question what occured till date, and that served as a learning phase for me. There where so many options to choose from but i chose the side that cost me so much. So today have you had close intentions that you never got to finish because of several factors, you know you can still break out just like you have always done.
The main thing to take note of is that our words carry much weight and people whom they were intended for will not seem to get it off their minds. I want you to ask yourself "what would you have done in that moment and how would you have reacted?" Would you think everyone was against you and no one was left to save you, would you take it as if you where heading for trouble and those people where there to stop you because you where following a dream that wasn't yours.
So from hence forth i have made my own rules, this doesn't mean you are going to be the most loudest or the most vulnerable in the room. Its about taking those chances and moments in life to let yourself be honestly heard. Think of places you've been silenced....maybe you didn't take that job because of that or because you've never really focused on what the real truth is.
Then I am writing this to serve as a reminder to the both of us that we can make the right choices if we are left sometimes to take them ourselves without pressure of not making a mistake. So Goodluck on becoming better.
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03 SEPTEMBER 2021
There are times we want something because of in need but when we got there we question ourselves if we really think we can do it. This happen to me to me. I wrote an article about the job I recently worked in but I quickly quit because it was really mismatched.
Don't worry you'll soon get the job what your heart really feels. Hugs to you! <3