I'm Officially 25 It's Not Happy But Also Not Sad Birthday To Me

Gosh! 4 days already passed since my last article and I'm again outdated here. Sorry, just busy with priorities. (Sigh)

24 hours is not enough to accomplish all my task and my earthly body need to recharge. Whooo! Living is so hard.

Oopss! I don't complain. I mean I love to live even it's so hard. My battles was nothing compared to those who literally fighting for their lives just to survive. I don't have rights to say I'm pity because I'm really not.

Huhu. I'm teary again. I remember their faces spreading everywhere. February is supposed to be the love month but why turned out like this?! The world is not yet cured and people are starting another problem again. When all will be this be over?! (Sigh)

By the way, last Friday is my 25th birthday. I'm not happy but also not sad, I just don't feel to celebrate it. In fact I washed my laundry that day. Lots of thoughts running in my head that's why I distance myself in my mobile.

Noon passed and still I didn't receive a message from my mom and my boyfriend. I thought they forgot about it but actually it's no big deal to me. I know they are busy and it's not that important.

After an hour, my phone rang, it was mom. She greeted me and apologize for greeting me late because she also had problems with her employer there. My heart feels crumpled everytime she rants about her situation. I wish I can go there and replace her but it's impossible, she's very far from me.

I can't celebrate my birthday thinking my mom is not okay there. It's my first time not to have plans for my birthday but she said I should go and enjoy with @EJ.

3:30 PM someone knocks. I thought he will not come because he didn't message me since morning. He said his charger was broken cause his cats played it. He noticed my eyes are puffy and ask what's the problem. I told him I cried about my mom's situation and I'm not in the mood to celebrate or go anywhere. But mom messaged him to take me out so that I will not get worried. He convinced me to changed clothes and wear his gift shoes.

We went to SM Mall and took some pictures in their decorations. My worries fade a bit in my head but my heart still aches.

We roam to the stores and ask me what I want, I told him nothing I just want to eat because I haven't eaten since morning. He wants to treat me at Jollibee but I told him I want unli rice hehe then we went straight to Mang Inasal and ordered pecho wings for meal and halo-halo and crema de leche for dessert. I didn't capture the desserts because the crushed ice already melts after we finished our meal. I consume 3 rice while him 4 hehe.

I'm so lucky that I have a kind and long patience partner. I'm already independent but when he's with me, he handles everything. I hope he never change till last.

I know this is late update but still I want to share here. I miss you all. I will try to be more active again. See you around! :)

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