Meet the Other Side
Date: February 4, 2022
The weather is really dedicated to those lovers out there and makes me feel like I have no one to hug aside my pillow of course hahaha. Seriously, the weather makes everyone lay all day and cover the whole body with a blanket as the rain and cold-breeze manifested. Gosh, a cup of coffee and a cup of noodles can ease some coldness. Eating or sipping while reading a book in a hammock. Geez, what a perfect combination and beautiful aerial created in my mind. Also, what I love about the weather today is how I feel as the waves rage on the seashore. Lastly, the weather calms my heart and lets my soul rest from being restless these few days.
This gloomy Friday was supposed to be my rest day and unproductive but I realized I need to grind harder to start over again my 1BCH goal that is always being delayed for converting in emergency purposes. I don't really plan to publish today because my mind didn't cooperate again but luckily while reading some articles I got an idea what to publish or what topic I should be. Thanks @Probinsya for saving me from having writer's block. You can read her entry which is more nasty than mine. Gosh, I want to try all the questions but I decided to choose what I can handle to answer because I feel awkward but maybe next time I will😉. Funny One by Probinsyana embrace yourself and be ready. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/funny-one-2075b6da#bad-link
**Committed in a relationship or friends with benefits?**
Of course committed relationships were serious, loyal, faithful and loving. Yes, no relationship is perfect and all relationships tested by trials even though how hard it was I will always choose the committed one. I believe we all want that kind of relationship co'z who couldn't be, right?
**Accidentally send nudes to a stranger or your parents?**
It sounds awkward but I chose to accidentally send it to my parents and I know they will be mad and Mama's mouth machine gun is ready but I am ready to face it. For sure if I send it to them they will keep it and talk to me privately to save my dignity. While sending it to a stranger, gosh what if he will post it with the caption "lost and found", lol.
**Comfy clothes or sexy clothes to bed?**
Comfy clothes but sexy hahaha, why? Because my preferred and comfy clothes when I was just in the house were shorts and sleeves but when I was outside my comfy clothes were pants or knee short and a shirt.
**Good morning text or good night text?**
I choose a good night text especially when both of us are ready to sleep considering that time it was he and I alone but because I have no one night text, I proceed to next.
**Kissed goodbye or left to sleep?**
Kiss goodbye serves as a souvenir before leaving and going hahaha.
**Read 50 Shades of Gray or watch 50 Shades of Gray**
I think I'll go with the reading of it because I can create what I want in that scene or part hahaha.
**Kiss in public or private**
Kiss in private to avoid the Marites and to give some respect to all the single like me hahaha. I believe kissing in private shows respect and it will be more cherished and valued.
**Jealous hardworking partner or lazy trusting partner**
I don't want a lazy partner so I choose the other one. This part it seems like Papa's attitude being a jealous partner but super hard working.
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Father Thread
Date: February 3, 2022
I lost track what date to day. Geez, time is moving way too fast noon kayo pa ngayon hindi na hahaha. What good of it, the classes will be end faster that we never notice upon. Speaking of it, I am so happy because this week or next week will be the end of our first semester and hello weeks break. Our class plans to have a small party to celebrate as well as our bonding with our professor who will sponsor the foods and maybe for more convenience to everyone it might be within the city because of the continued virus spreading. Hopefully it will not be drawing outing hahaha.
So many things I must do today because of my laziness and my heart is troubled. I couldn't do anything else aside from laying in bed and sleeping and the weather and cold breeze dwells on it. I don't know why when I am not okay I totally lose my appetite to move and make things which I don't like at all. It became more heavy as I saw a shared post on facebook, everything flashback like a photograph and it is so clear and vivid.
It was a thread post on facebook where many people do the shared post like what I am doing in my account. Tears, longing and sadness summoned my system as I tried to type everything I wanted to say from the very beginning until he lost his breath. Also, I feel proud and happy as I reminisce every single detail that happened to our family.
It makes sound biased and of course it will because he is my Papa hahaha. His character, attitude and the whole him is what I always compare to those fathers and partners who abandon their family for pleasure, those who let their family starve and those who choose to leave. I know, I don't the reason the behind on it but as what i saw in Papa he tried his best to become a father even he has a vices because he always thinks his responsibility as the head of the family. When we don't have something for meals he will do something by staying at the sea for hours to catch a. Yes, he is a fisherman, baker, farmer, construction worker, truck assistant and newspaper deliverer. He enters all of those just to make sure we have something to eat every meal time.
Papa stood their marriage vows until his last breath on earth. Papa and Mama's marriage is not perfect but their love and commitment binds them too tight. In marriage, they were processed by many trials especially when Mama is sick and no longer can walk and stand. Papa was there assisting her all times and Papa still needed to work from farmer and fisherman, he endured it all with complaint. And when Papa was sick with cancer Mama took Papa responsibility. They experienced a downfall but it didn't end in leaving each other because they chose their marriage despite everything.
My adornment to Papa becomes my standard in the relationship. I don't know if someone existed like that but I firmly believe it has and they are rare gems to find.
Papa never signs our school cards report even if we don't have a failed grade or line of 7. One time I was about to make him sign my report card, I was so confident that time that he would because at the back of head "he will because I am the youngest". Sadly, he never did and said "everything you learned applies into reality" but he makes a promise that I will never forget "Papa will be the one who will escort me to graduation" even in my debut and wedding but it will not happen because he is no longer here with us anymore.
`Papa, by the grace of God months from now, you little JustMaryel will graduate like what we both dream.`
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Update: Mama's Medication Operation
Date: February 2, 2022
Last January 28, 2022 I published the article "Mama's Medication Operation" where I stated that Mama needs to go to the hospital and see some specialist due to her lumps in the neck that bother us so much. I made some delay in converting my BCH earnings within a month due to busyness at school. Today, I did what I must have done days ago. I sent my hundred bucks in coins.ph that is equivalent to 5000 pesos from my own earnings ($86) and $14 from the tip I received with the article and someone sent her help to the wallet address I provided which I didn't expect to receive at all. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/mamas-medication-operation-b4271fd1
With that amount, $70 will be exclusive in Mama's check and laboratories because my sister plans that we will undergo Mama in overall laboratories to examine and secure and to know other areas of her body. Mama felt so much pain after she got her allergy triggered and we cannot let her take any medicine because it might be triggered again. With her situation, I always make sure if I go out or go somewhere before getting I always take a bath and wear a face mask around the house. One thing, I really thought I am covid positive because within that day I was in the city, meeting people and interacting. Prior to that day, I got my fever and I could feel some signs of Covid19 virus. To ensure Mama's health I isolate myself in the room while wearing a face mask. The worst meal I got was eating alone while my family was eating in my Ate's house. Loneliness will kill me, not the virus. Thank God it didn't last too long. Right now, I become more careful and as much as possible I avoid unnecessary gatherings.
By tomorrow around 10 am I will be able to cash out the money in Palawan where I usually cash out. By the way, my sister will be the one who will assist Mama because of the hospital regulations of one person allowed.
The $30 will be allocated at our one month rice budget. $20 is equivalent to 1000 pesos and the 25 kilo or half sack of rice is just 960 pesos. The rest $10 or 500 pesos I'll be using into some essential groceries especially Mama's milk. Hopefully, I could add more.
Honestly, I really wanted to hold my earnings and use it to trade to earn more and to achieve my desired 1BCH goal like other users here dream. No matter how long or far it takes I always set a goal of 1BCH but maybe for now it will be delayed again. Achieving it will be useless if I starve my family and let Mama endure more even if I can do something. So, I will never regret it as long as I can meet my family's needs. 1BCH wait for me hahaha.
Sis @Mayiee and Mare @Ruffa thank you so much for extending your generosity and giving heart in Mama's Medication. I owe you so much because you never hesitated to give when the market is still red. God will return it into a thousand folds. To those who extend their prayers (many to mention) thank you also for praying for Mama's fast healing. To Rusty, I wanna say thank you for your generosity since my first day here at read.cash. You never leave by my side. I can help and provide because of you. Lastly, read.cash thank you from the bottom of my heart because again and again you save me from drowning.
**Closing Thought**
This virtual community and family, I am forever grateful that once in my life our path crossed that slowly changed my life.
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Guidelines on How to create and deposit in Abra (CPRX)
Date: February 1, 2022
**Happy February sa mga magagandang at gwapo nilala sa read.cash.** Does everyone happy and productive with their January recap. As a trend and become tradition, at the end of every month we kinda monitor and trace back all our activities to know our gain and loss and to know if our goals are being achieved. If we didn't achieve it, then let us grind and be back on track and it is not too late to start over again. We can still achieve it as long as read.cash, noise.cash, Metamask and all cyptrocurries exist and I firmly believe it that we have future on it, if we just hardwork and go compassionately.
By the way, I will not the recap in my January progress instead I will share something that I find profitable, legit with minimal risk. Before going through let me just remind you, this is not financial advice co'z I am not an expert. If you wanna take risks, do your own research.
Last January 2022, @MJTECH introduced me to the Abra application and honestly I was amazed with the benefit but it didn't hide my doubt and thought it was a sc&m because imagine I will just invest $15 and after a month my $15 will become $25. The process will be to deposit $15 and wait and hold it until 30 days. As MJTECH said to me, he received $15 after two weeks of depositing. Initially his capital had already returned and he received another when he reached a month in Abra.
I find it minimal risk because I don't need to trade and monitor it always and by investing and holding I could earn. Finally I invested today with the help of @MJTECH by guiding me through the process and where to go and what's next.
First, download the Abra application from the Play Store. After downloading, you will create your Abra account and prepare a valid ID to verify your account and be able to proceed in Abra activities such as depositing and trading. In my situation, I used my National ID to verify and it just took minutes to verify my account. Most importantly, you will be able to receive the initial $15 by using the referral code. You can use my code RCEYEAWZK as a referral. https://www.abra.com/ref/?deep_link_sub1=RCEYEAWZK
That is all about setting up the Abra account. Next is about "**how to deposit in Abra?**".
After you finished setting up, just click the "Add Money" and choose "Deposit Cryptocurrency" and look for the Bitcoin.com (BCH) and click the "I agree". and copy the address. Then, go to your Bitcoin.com wallet to "send" the amount. In my case, I send $16 instead of $15 for the purpose of the gas fee. Thank God I was told in advance that the transfer will take hours before it will reflect in Abra amount. So, I just waited an hour and a half minutes.
The process didn't stop because after reflecting on the investment, go to the "Exchange" and click the "See All Assets" then type the "CPRX". Click the " Exchange Maximum Amount" then review and confirm. Lastly, wait until a month or weeks to receive the initial amount.
**Things that You Must have:**
Abra Application
One valid ID
Referral Code: RCEYEAWZK
Minimum of $15
Internet Connection
If you were asking, "**what if I cannot invite, do I still receive the $25 total in a month?".** The answer is Yes, as long as you have the referral code. We all know, when we say referral you can gain some benefits of it like read.cash link referral if someone registers under your referral you can get 3% on his/her earning which is not bad and too much by thinking "because of this person, I am able to know this wonderful platform."
`Once again, this is not financial advice. I am not an expert regarding this and if I say something wrong let me know in the comment box.` **Shalom!**
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What if's Strikes Me Again
Date: January 31, 2022
Blessed Monday read.citizens❣️
Today is the last day of January and tomorrow will be another month of grinding more like we usually do. Let us keep hitting the rock on top read.cash citizen. I never thought that I could go far from this because I expect a month or two months is the span of staying at this platform because honestly in my month here I almost surrendered for not having a topic to write about, especially since my mind didn't cooperate most of the time. Thanks to all the prompts, challenges and links that help a lot during writer's block.
Tomorrow is the day where I will convert my monthly earnings together with the "Mama's Medication Operation" and maybe by next day I could cash it out and the following day will be her medication with th specialist. My heart filled with happiness and thanksgiving for those who extend their generous and giving heart "thank you so much" it will be a great help for Mama's health. If you were asking why tomorrow? It is because today is the third article where I could compute and tally the total amount. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/mamas-medication-operation-b4271fd1
**What if your cell phone fell into the toilet bowl, what would you do?**
Gosh, it is the reason why I always kept my phone in the safest area when I about to leave the comfort room. For the knowledge of everyone, I always bring my phone with me everytime the nature calls me. While pooping or peeing I just love to scroll in social media or visit the site. To answer the question, I would still pick it up using a stick and regret it afterwards for bringing the phone hahaha.
**What if you had one supernatural power, but it had to be silly. What would it be?**
I want to be invisible to sneak into someone 's room and see what they are doing hahaha. Maybe by sneaking I could find the love of my life and make sure he is healthy, lol. To see some yummy pandesal together with hahaha charot.
**What if you could see someone all the time? Which person would you like to see the most?**
No other than my Mama, I will never get tired looking at her face. And when I could see her all the time which is better because I could monitor her and take good care of her.
**What if you could bring someone back from the dead? Who would you resurrect?**
I want to bring back my father and my brother but I will only choose one to answer the question. I prefer bringing my Papa back to life for the reason that Mama longing for him will be put to an end. I want also to witness once again how Papa loves Mama so much and prove to me that they stood for what they had vowed in the front of God until the end. More importantly, I want to show Papa that he is proud of me and hopefully he will escort me during graduation and even at my wedding. Gee, it makes me cry
**What if you were allergic to food, what food would it be and why choose that?**
Without hesitation it will be exotic food, I really can't imagine eating exotic one. My monster can't handle that kind of food.
**What if someone touched you inappropriately in public, what would you do?**
First, I will be shocked and my mind will think it was an accident but when it happens again surely I will punch and kick him in his "the most hurt part". Even when I did it the trauma was already printed in my system which always haunts me down.
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Where to go Ramblings?
Date: January 30, 2022
One day to go and we will welcome the month of heart which is February. Speaking of love of heart specifically February 14 known as "Valentines day" I am happy to announce that our calendar doest have February 14 at all hahaha. Geez, time is fast approaching and we never notice the ending like your relationship charot hahaha. It seem like yesterday was January 1 but now we are in January 30. Honestly because of fast moving of day I never know what symbol year this 2022 but thanks toy the calendar given by sari-sari store and uki of Mama, I am able to know that we are in Year of the Tiger.
Sundy is my best day ever as I can go to church to worship and listen to the word of God with excitement and heart filled with happiness. Sadly, my used Sunday feels suddenly fades. I felt no more excitement and happiness and Sunday was a normal day and going to church became a tradition which I feel few Sundays have passed. My mind decided to stop serving Him and I already composed a chat message to our pastors but afterwards I instantly erased it. I could God didn't me to stop serving Him because surprisely Pastora communicate me and ask me about having counseling which I agreed upon. Throughout the counseling Pastora listened and let me express my feelings and later on she explained and advised me what to do.
Very unusual to wake up at 6 in the morning to prepare everything and do the household chores but now my waking up call is 7:00 am because my mindset was to be late. I found it convenient to arrive when the service had already started. Like what happened today, I arrived at 7:40 am where praise and worship almost ended. Luckily everyone is so focused that it seems no one notices me.
My sister and my cousin 's wife decided to start a small business to earn even a single penny. It's been three years since they started. By the way their business is afternoon snacks and when evening comes they sell barbecues. Every around 2 in the afternoon, I will help them out in exchange to have and eat when something's left. You know food is life hahaha.
Moreover, how could you tell that someone is toxic? Can a friend be called toxic if he/she chooses to side with others and says many things just to make him/her heroic?
`Note: This is not my story but we are friends.`
Our circle of friends are super supportive and we are all vibes but we cannot deny that we have one friend that we don't like his boastfulness and always making everything he says is right. Recently, they had a misunderstanding that led them to call him toxic because that person says something towards my friend's enemy to save his name without thinking that his behaviour might break their friendship. As a girl in the team, I tried to be transparent on both sides because I want to understand each side. Since that day, they never talked to him or pansin him which I felt sad about. Initially, I am the one who talks to him and the other side also without favoring one side. I know he made mistakes and also they are and I already did my part to explain his side. So, it is up to them to decide.
**Author's View**
I realized that I cannot judge both because they have boys who only understand. Sometimes boys are complicated but girls are more complicated. Right girls?
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Love and Fate: Destiny Play
Date: January 29, 2022
I'm back my lovelies to continue the story series of "Love and Fate" to end it. If you haven't read part 1 and part 2 just click the link below. Love and Fate: Beginning and Trouble and Love and Fate: Small World. Yesterday I planned to finish it but I published another one entitled "Mama's Medication Operation". Thank you to those individuals who extend their generous hearts. I will not mention you today but I will write one article exclusively on it. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/love-and-fate-beginning-and-trouble-ab149d8c https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/love-and-fate-small-world-42fe7947#comment-2f664d73 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/mamas-medication-operation-b4271fd1
Many users, especially @BCH_LOVER awaits the ending of the story of Uncle and Auntie. Are they destined with each other or pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana? Either one of them will be the ending. Without further ado, lemme me start😊
*Uncle and Auntie are both tied with someone else that they never expect. Auntie's marriage life was terrible and horrible as her husband abused her so much while Uncle was doing his duties as head of the family but he still asked for updates on Auntie's life.*
*Auntie endured everything for the sake of her family. Her husband abused her kindness that she never complained at all not until one night when her husband went home drunk and attempt her again to beaten like other night around. She bursts into anger that she fights back which wakes her husband. At that moment her husband started to lessen his alcohol and gambling.*
*Fate really played their destiny. One day, her husband had a stroke that caused his life loss. Auntie never cries even a single tear instead her husband's death made her feel relieved that finally her suffering ended at that moment. Meanwhile, years after Uncle's wife went into an accident that lost her life. Uncle's wife had many secrets that only Auntie knows as they are friends way back in their teenage days.*
*From years passed, they haven't had any communication and even Uncle stops asking Auntie's life. I could say that they are really destined to end up in each other's arms. Last year 2020 their path crossed once again like really destiny wrote like that. Meeting again opens the unbreakable love story they had because even though they have family already and years passed they haven't uttered any break up lines for formality of breaking up.*
*Prior to the 2020 month of December when they finally agreed to continue their love story. Uncle's children and Auntie's children didn't agree at all because they didn't want to until they knew that Uncle and Auntie were lovers before. After knowing, both children never disagree anymore and even support them afterwards.*
*Right now, they live together happily and sometimes they talk about their past and Uncle always teases Auntie about "if you only give in, surely you never experience those horrible memories that haunt you down". I could see the sparkle of love in Auntie's eyes as she told me their love story. Auntie final words " Dili ko swerte sauna nakong bana pero karon sobra nako ka swerte sa iyaha" (I am not lucky with my first husband but now that I am with him (Uncle) I become lucky).*
**Author' s View**
No matter what life brings into our path if we are destined it will happen maybe at first circumstances interfere that encourage to give up but who know maybe in second time around fate will make it happen that it could be. Their love story proves that kung kayo, kayo talaga. In their situation they are really destined. The love they cherish now is more mature and grows by trials.
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Mama's Medication Operation
Date: January 28, 2022
Supposedly, my article today should be the part 3 of "Love and Fate" which I mentioned yesterday but circumstances happen that lead me to type this one just to express my emotions that I couldn't bear to handle. Pardon me, for the delay of Part 3 of the story but tomorrow I'll make sure to publish it.
**M**y everything since the beginning. Your life is the most precious gift I ever received that I could trade everything just for you sake. You never let me see your downs moment because you know we are looking and our source of strength to continue. You sacrifice your life so I could live. One of your feet was in the graveyard at that moment but you fought it for me and for us. I never heard you complain no matter how difficult and struggle our life is especially when we lose him. You stand as a head and light of the family by taking all the responsibilities that you never experienced before.
**A**void being defeated by circumstances throughout the years. I've seen you tears of suffering, tears of pain, tears of longing, tears of sacrificing and tears of joy. You tears are so precious to me that the moment I see teardrops my heart is crumpled and broken into small pieces. You taught me to be a fighter of pain and suffering so that no matter how deep it is I could overcome it. You taught me almost everything aside from being independent. I always asked you to let me be independent but you never gave me what I wanted. I felt hurt because I thought you would never trust me to be an independent woman but I was totally wrong when I overheard your conversation with someone.
**M**isinterpret lead by my emotions considering you never give what I wanted the most without knowing your reason. I vividly remember you said "If you give me the independence I want, you will be left alone" after hearing it, I burst into tears and realized my selfish desire. You don't give because you are afraid of being alone once again which I never consider. You secretly, proud and happy with everything I accomplished and will be accomplishing. You are there when standing and cheering me up when no one believes in me.
**A**s time goes by, our bond becomes stronger. I've seen and witnessed that your body needs to rest like you should be which leads to being eager to help you in some way and read.cash made it possible. I know this is not enough, that is why I am more eager to be successful so that I can give everything I want. My success will be useless if you are not there witnessing it because I dream to be one because of you. So, please wait for that moment that our dreams will become reality.
The acrostic word is "Mama" the person that I couldn't afford to lose. I know this platform helps so many lives and here I am hoping to be one of them in the life of my Mama. It is not my attitude to ask someone like that, but today I will drown myself and forget that attitude for the sake of Mama. Like I said, I could trade everything for her life.
Right now, she is having trouble with her neck because something strange develops like a lump that makes it sometimes difficult to swallow food. Early while we were eating she was in a situation of life and death as she couldn't breath which bothered me the most especially the lumps that slowly grew bigger. I decided to take her to the hospital next weeks to see and be examine by specialist doctors. All the expenses from check up and laboratory will be shoulder into my BCH savings literally I will cash it out even the market is still in dumps and I know my savings is not enough for her medication.
If you wanna help, I'm gonna be forever grateful and I'll make sure to share it with you to prove that the money is not used for any other purpose.
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Love and Fate: Small World
Date: January 27,2022
Another gloomy day read.cash citizen. The weather dwells along the dump market. It has been almost three day since I visited the market.cash and dex screener. I just stopped monitoring for the meantime because it gives me heartache every time I see red here and red there but I know and I believe this dumping will not last longer because sooner or later it will pump higher than we never expected. This dump is a good time to hold and buy tokens at the lowest price. Let us hope that this situation will ends.
Yesterday's article "Love and Fate: Beginning and Trouble" was just a glimpse of Uncle and Aunt's story because the twist is just about to start. I mentioned that I will continue the story today and Mars @BCH_LOVER is excited to know the next. So, Mars, this is what you are waiting for. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/love-and-fate-beginning-and-trouble-ab149d8c
*Auntie decided to live under the protection of her cousin in exchange for doing house chores and helping them. Early at 6:00 pm Uncle is ready to visit Auntie to have a talk and more time to bond to getting more each other. When Auntie starts working in another place their relationship never ends with that point. They have unstable communication due to lack of cellphones but their relationship never ends, like having a proper break up or saying goodbye. Either distance and lack of communication cut their ties.*
*Someone loves Uncle that she even offers herself and it leads into a shotgun wedding. Auntie returns was also ends bad into being rape victim by her own friend and also turn into force marriage to avoid on what people might say. She decided to keep it but never forget.*
*Technically, Auntie and Uncle are both legally tied up into someone's arms. Uncle had three children and Auntie had nine children. Uncle seems to live peacefully with his wife but deep inside Uncle always asks about Auntie's situation. Gosh, fate really played with them because Auntie's sister 's husband is a close cousin of Uncle and every time Uncle and his cousin had drinking moments Uncle was always looking for Auntie. What a small world.*
*Meanwhile. Auntie marriage situation is quite disaster according to her. Her husband is an alcoholic drinker, gambler and has no stable work. Everytime he is going home, it always end at fight and worst her husband beaten her but she endure it because of her children and the aim of having complete family that she never experience. One time, she had encourage to speak out and told " Dili man unta ikaw akong asawa kung wala ko nimu girape" (You are not the one whom I will marry with, if onle you never rape me) with that her husband suddenly englighten by looking for job. Auntie always despises her husband and the regrets start to summon her by thinking "if only I agree with him (Uncle) and give myself, I will never experience this hardship and suffering".*
*Another small world, Uncle's wife is Auntie's friend. Auntie knows very well the depth of the secrets and doings though she never mingles with it because when her husband knows it will only create fights again. Throughout the years, being married and having a family already, they never forgot each other. Apparently with those years, no break up scene happened.*
I will stop again with this point and continue again maybe tomorrow. I'll tell you this story is a real life story and not a fiction one. Even me, I never accepted that this kind of story existed. So, tomorrow I will end it.
What do you think fate will do this time? Are they still destined to each other? Or pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana?
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Love and Fate: Beginning and Trouble
Date: January 26, 2022
Geez, if yesterday I am super productive but today I am still productive hahaha despite being a walking zombie. Who wants eyebags?I can give you freely hahaha. Walking zombie because yesterday literally no sleep until Mr. Sunrise showed up his mesmerizing beauty which I love to stare endlessly. Wanna witness his beauty? See yourself in the picture below.
Beautiful right? Co'z it is indeed beyond beautiful. If you ask what I used to capture it, I just simply used my phone but before capturing it I adjusted the brightness to a low level to emphasize the brightness and sunlight of the sunrise. I could say, I did a good job on it. And I am proud of myself considering I am not into technology type and have photography talents.
Moreover, in the afternoon I could feel the abnormality of weather from rain becoming hotter that leads to a drop of sweat. To relax, I decided to go to the seashore to get some fresh air. By the way, our house are just nearby at the sea just two house block - my sister house and my brother house. In the middle of relaxing, someone suddenly interrupts me but I never felt annoyed. Instead I was surrounded with happiness because of her story which I instantly admire.
`Here it goes...`
Let me just address her as "Auntie" because I forgot her name and her age is around 35 years old, I think.
*When Auntie was still a teenager, she loved to go to parties or disco when one barangay celebrated fiesta, she never missed one together with her circle of friends. One time they met a guy who let me call him "Uncle" who crushed one of her friends. She becomes their bridge to getting to know more until the two become a couple. After a month, Uncle broke up with Auntie's friend because of cheating but Uncle and Auntie relationship stayed the same. Until one day, Uncle asked permission from Auntie to court her and he confessed his feelings. Auntie recognized her feelings and let him court her for a month to prove if Uncle's intention was pure, I could say Uncle succeeded because afterwards they became a couple.*
*A typical couple before, a boy will visit and court the girl into the girl's house. Auntie says " Uncle always visits her at 6:00 pm and helps her with household chores. When everything is done it is the time they will talk on the balcony" . This happens within their relationship. Uncle even attempts to ask Auntie to give herself to him but Auntie refuses it always to save herself to the man of her life. After Uncle knows it, he admires her more aside that she is not a cheater like her friend. Uncle attempts it once just to test if Auntie is an easy girl type but it turns out otherwise. I know Auntie is a girl who will stand her words, co'z I felt it.*
*Their life changed into up and down like a roller coaster when Auntie decided to work in another place to help her grandmother. By the way, she has no mother and was raised by grandmother. Months of working did not hinder Uncle and Auntie love story until unexpected persons came along the way. Both of them are being admired by others but they never yield that temptation, especially Uncle. The one who love Uncle, force him to marry her and Auntie was being forced to her boy best friend to have s*x which is case for rape.*
I will just stop here, and continue the story by tomorrow. Wait for the great twist of the fate in Uncle and Aunt's lives.
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Highschool Highlights
Date: January 25, 2022
**Aloha, read.cash citizens**😊. What a productive Tuesday I have. Waking up early to do the house chores especially the laundry because I have no clothes to wear na hahaha kidding aside. Before doing the laundry, I did general cleaning to have a new ambiance in the house from weeping dirts into changing curtains and including them into the laundry. I never use the washing machine because I am in the mood to do the handwashing.
After hours, I finally done with it and take a rest but in the middle of dreaming my beautiful niece **sarcastic** wakes me up to edit her choose pictures for her collage and as a wonderful auntie, I did it and finish it less than 30 minutes. I thought I could go back to sleep but she never let me because this time she asked for help. Geez, cutting here and there and thank God the finished product turns out good. The rest of the afternoon is my time to think about what my topic will be and of course the online class is real. Happy student when the teacher is not around but a bit sad because we will be taking a quiz. Hayst, student life, makapag-asawa na nga, lol.
Anyway, my apology with that blabbering introduction and let me take you to my main topic for tonight. Without further ado, lemme start😊
People say "highschool is the best and unforgettable at all" and perhaps I firmly agreed with it because elementary school is all about fun, making friends and establishing preparedness on how school will be. In highschool it is more fun, adventurous and exploring. I believe mostly this stage where entering a relationship starts and more cutting classes and others trying vices to act as cool. While in college it is more on career goals as everyone is busy aftering each desired profession and college is a preparation for entering the real world.
My most unforgettable highschool moments that until today it feels like yesterday. I always love to reminisce about the old days, especially when a good girl, as they called me, became a rule breaker.
**My math teacher almost had a stroke** believe me or not but it actually happened. Before I loved math but I started to hate it after he became my teacher. He teaches well and is always well-explained but what I don't like is that he is impulsive and a bit of a maniac that sometimes we use. Example, when we don't want to have a class we will use our beautiful class to talk to him endlessly to kill time, hahaha. One afternoon he told the class to stay in right wing chairs for more convenience but my hard headed attack. I never listened to him that led him to shout "JustMaryel I will make sure you will get failed grades'' and scold me but I just stare at him and boil his emotions. To release his anger, he breaks the meter stick and walks out wearing a red face.
I know it is not good but I realized it after the scene and I regret it because it is so disrespectful on the part of my teacher. Good thing nothing serious happened.
**I became badass unexpectedly**. I am a badass but I never let getting low grades or even failing grades to fulfill my good girl image in my parents. I become one because I do cutting classes together with the whole class with me. It happens not once but thrice.
**Authors Views**
I will just cut with those two and continue it when I remember hahaha. Seriously, I am not proud of those, however it completes my highschool days. What are your unforgettable highschool memories?
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My First...
Date: January 24, 2022
**Happy cold Monday**❣️ It's getting colder and colder as days from now February will be welcome. Sana malamig din Valentines niyo, katulad lang sakin hahaha. Let us not forget to keep hitting the rock on top while grinding in read.cash, noise.cash, tokens holder and NFT games. Shout out to all the multitasking people out there who can do all of that - reading, writing and playing while earning.
Anyways as I think about what to share today with you guys, my mind can't process nor think what topic it could be. My loading mind can't operate but I need to push into my limit and achieve the per day article goal. If you're thinking I shouldn't do it because of my health, good news is I am recovering from it but then a little bit of cough and cold tulad ng relationship niya, lol. So, I am back to being jolly and ready to grind and also ready to clear and clean my notification bell because it is super dami na talaga hahaha.
Did you experience it? Because of the desire to write, I came to the point that everything that my eyes see I am thinking of "what if I will write about it?" then another thing or ideas popped out and say again " what if I will write about it?" until I write nothing because of many things my mind thinks. After a decade I finally got an idea what to write and without more blabbering, lemme start. Let me apologize with that super lengthy introduction😊.
`Finally, without further ado, lemme start😊.`
It's been a while since read.cash and my path crossed. I vividly remember it was the 18th day of August last year and I could say since that day my life is slowly changing and I think not just my life but all the lives of the users here. I am on cloud nine in my first week because a day after I registered, Rusty already visited me, which I never knew that it was him and all users desire to be visited by him. At that moment, my eagerness to publish and how I poured my effort and heart into my writings paid off but I cannot deny that I have no confidence in it and I could say until today. First week of exploring and interacting and making comments to other users and they never make me feel I am an outcast. Instead they encourage and motivate me that I can do well and even give some suggestions in improving.
My second week was challenging because I was out of topic and it frustrates me more considering I am sick that time but I can manage to publish one which I firstly got my biggest earn which makes me happy. Within a month, I found it more comfortable to share my feelings and whatsoever in life without receiving criticism and many incidents that only here I can openly share that lead to read.cash close to my heart and the more I found value in it.
In terms of earnings, I got my first cash out with the amount of $50 or 260p pesos in Philippine money which I firstly brought one sack of rice, some groceries and the rest money I gave to Mama. I could say my hard work paid off and through my small earning I am no longer depending on Mama in terms of my load and when I want to eat something I could buy it without pestering Mama hahaha. Until today, it helps even more from one sack of rice into bills, gas stove and sack again.
**Closing Thought**
This platform read.cash brings out our best from introvert into extrovert, from nothing into something. Therefore, I conclude read.cash changes our life into better that we never expect to happen.
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Face the Consequence: It's not too Late
Date: January 23, 2022
**Blessed Sunday read.cash❣️**
Due to overuse I slowly feel the effects of my abusement on my body. Right now, I could say I am not okay because the flu brings this changing weather. I think having flu or fever is what people also experience. Most pharmacies here in us we are experiencing shortages of medicine such as biogesic and neozep. I really need to take a rest at this moment because tomorrow will be another time to face paperwork that needs to be done on time. Hope you take your rest too😊. Don't forget to give yourself time to rest from everything because **health is wealth.**
Anyway, that is not my topic to share these moments. I know in life we always make decisions either impulsive decisions or fix decisions. Of the two, I can't deny that sometimes I have regrets making certain decisions that lead me to the point of wishing that I never did it. If only I knew but then through those regrets we learned that until today we carry.
First regret, allowing people perspectives affects my personal growth. I really thought it is okay to always say "yes" to those people who need favor but recently I realized it was my big mistake pleasing them and letting their words affect my life because slowly I forgot to show the real me. I experience brokenness and struggle because of it. I am always afraid of what people think of me but now that I have been encouraged to go out of my comfort zone, I will make that regret a lesson.
Second, not asking Mama's opinions about buying things which turn out I regret because of the quality and durability of it. If only I ask, surely my money will not be wasted on useless things. Note, consult before buying because our mother knows what's best for us and also they have been doing it since we were a kid. Trust their taste.
Third, I regret not listening to Mama about using gadgets which lead to the slow damage on my behalf. If only I listened to her I would not experience blurry eyesight and teardrops when I am too focused on gadgets. I know that it is not good but masarap ang bawal. I believe this is a warning for me and I need to face the consequences of my actions.
In every decision there are consequences whether bad or good it always depends on us. By making decisions we need to think a thousand times on what could be the result of it. Our future depends on our decision. Also let us acknowledge the suggestion or advice to the people who are mature enough and to the godly people that surround us. If we make a mistake right now it is not the end. Let the mistakes turn into learning, experience and through this we become dependent on God's plan.
Let us not lean on our own understanding but instead submit our plans to God and He will guide and establish our path that connects to his plan. Every brokenness there's goodness. God will let some brokenness in our life because He has a purpose and through this we become matured to face many challenges that have to come. Let's trust God in any circumstances because he is a controlling God and he is able. Somehow, some of us have wanted something for how many years but then it's not already granted by God and some are asking him why? Always remember God has a perfect timing of everything, he priorities our needs rather than our wants. Everything we experienced, good or bad, is a sign that great things will come about.
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Hear My Heart
Date: January 22, 2022
As the market still in red as well as my tokens I decided not to monitor nor look at it because it breaks my heart into pieces and I can't help to regrets and blamed myself if only I listen to the small voice to swap it, surely my investment capital will he return but then I'll take it to charge experience. Better luck next time.
I was awake at 2:00 am due to the earthquake, thank God it was just a small shock from the epicenter which experienced 6.5 magnitude as the NDRRMC informed me. From that time, I became weary and I felt like I was not sleeping but then I still managed to take our final quiz.
`Moreover, let me take you to my main topic and I'll stop blabbering.`
*Dear @Probinsyana*
I always thank God for your life and our paths crossed in my mess moments. You never know how grateful I am with your life because you saved me from drowning.
**I love you because** you are my source of answers hahaha.
**I love you because** you are God sent that time.
**I love you** **because** you are my kabit like what you said in your article.
**I love you because** you never fail to intend to help others.
**I love you because** you are you, and,
**I love you because** you are part of my rare gems.
**When did you meet that user...**
As Probinsyana mentioned in her article "beautifully made" we met during our first year in college and were totally civil to each other because we both have a circle of friends and we sit in opposite rows. Her posture speaks that she is intelligent and it is true. I remembered one of our professor examinations is literally mind blowing because it is an objective that I need to memorize for the essay and mind you every time I look at her it was just like an easy pea. We become closer when online modality is implemented. I can always count on her especially in terms of asking for answers hahaha. Yes, she is my source and her specialty is essays which I am not really good at. Specifically, we are vibes. She does the wordy thing and I do the solving thing. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/prompt-beautifully-made-eb3f1e14
**What was something the user did for you or for somebody else that impacted you and developed a sense of love and respect towards them..**
She never closes doors towards somebody. Every time I/we clarify things, she is always there to assist us along the way. Of course, every time I am not in the mood to do assignments, I just chat with her and she is willing to give. Importantly, she impacted me the most when no one was there at my deepest but here she comes and offers her ears.
**What advice do you want to give to that user if any....**
I always tell it to you lately, soon you will do it😊 and when that time comes whatever it is I am always here for you like what you did to me. Aja😊
**What do you wish up on that user**
Hopefully, you will do what I always advise you to do. Whatever paths you take I know you will stand out. Your situation right now I know you are happy especially with someone who always spoils you. So, don't be stressed and let things flow into their own places.
**Closing Thought**
While typing this one my heart filled with thankfulness not just for her life but also for those people who impacted my life the most. I just want to tell all of you that **I love you because** once in my life our paths collide though it is virtual but then you all never fails to make everyone feel love and accept. Let us spread positivity and be facets of love.
This beautiful prompt initiated by @Theblackdoll " **I love you because**", the more the merrier. https://read.cash/@Theblackdoll/i-love-you-because-prompt-d61e4d4e
Red Frustrates
Date: January 21, 2022
**Magdiwang ang lahat kasi end of weekend na**🎉❣️ and 10 days to go its February. It is indeed time is fast approaching as I lost track of the date today and worst even the year. I always put the year "2021" luckily I noticed it before publishing but one time I never noticed it and also you don't hahaha because if you do you will tell it to me through commenting but no one does hahaha. The year 2021 lasts almost one day before I notice and I immediately change it while laughing. Am I the only one who lost track?
My waking up is a bit weird lately because my usual waking time is around 6:30 to 7:00 am to have ample time to execute routine morning and household chores but this two days prior I wake up super late at 9:30 am which is very unusual and weird co'z the weather is not gloomy nor cold breeze. Also I started to sleep as early as possible because I quit being in team puyaters hahaha (night owl person).
Even though with that weird waking up, good thing I still become productive, no more procrastination as the deadline is approaching in a few hours from now. I think around 2:00 pm I finished the activity and submitted it but hours after our professor told me that the last part of the paper needs to change with the data supported on it. Geez, seriously I don't know how to do it and where to start with that data due to my normality hahaha I just predict the data's to make a graph that is based on our current situation, lol. Gosh, I'm just trying to divert my mind and emotions by having regrets and frustrations in my tokens. If only I'd listen to my instinct to swap it but then I have nothing to blame but myself. I need a hug, charoot hahaha.
It stresses me out, when I checked the dex screener to monitor my small tokens price and it is visible of how clear and vivid the red on it, dumps but not so hard hahaha still red is not a good sign in swapping and harvesting. I think it has already been two weeks since I became addicted to dexscreener and market.cash especially when I see the pumps on the tokens even though I don't own them. I am still happy because I know someone waits for it to gain profit. By monitoring I always focus on my tokens to pumps so that I can swap my tokens to return my investment which I am gladly that pumps happen but sadly I never swap because my instinct told me " it will pump until tomorrow" and I trust my instinct but now I don't trust it anymore co'z the market dipped. I promise to myself that when that pumps again I never think twice to swap but I also need to make sure I gain profit of course.
What frustrates me the most is the ZOMBIE tokens because when I search it on the market it shows that the token is no longer sold and supplied at all and I don't know if I am connected. I am dismayed because even though I just claim it freely, I paid gas fees for it huhuhu. I got 5000 tokens and I don't know what to put in my wallet or maybe a design hahaha. Really, I don't know where this article headed to, maybe it is better to end here and be back at dex screener even though my heart broke every red. red and red co'z even the BCH rate dipped.
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My Dream and Him
Date: January 20, 2022
**Magandang gabi sa lahat ng nilalang sa read.cash**😊 Kumusta? Is everyone okay and doing great? Time is fast approaching coz 11 days to go we will welcome February a month of heart. Sana, all my partners hahaha. Seriously, here in the Philippines flu and fever is spreading because of changing weather. Let us keep safe and hydrated😊.
I remember memes about the spreading fever. It has been said " month of December, tightening the proof, month of January, strengthening immune system as the flu spreads. So, what will be in February, hardening of what?" hahaha it makes me laugh so hard. I think it is hardening the heart because it is months of the heart or whatever it is, lol. Move on with it co'z that's what I am discussing or sharing with you guys. So, sorry with that very long nonsense blabbering.
I think it happened last yesterday night when me and him talked about random things and we came to the point with no more topics at all and it means that we will sleep afterwards. Suddenly as if out of nowhere, our dreams collide which makes me giggle🙈 co'z who wouldn't be if we never shared or talked about the future. In short, we both have no idea of our dreams for our future family.
It started when he told me to see the my day of a certain person we both know and I checked it by myself after I replied to him " Hala, dream house ko na" ( Gosh, it is my dream house) and he replied "ako pud" (same as me). The house is a two storey building with a simple design but what makes it my dream house is because in front of the house there is a small store as a small business which he also dreams of in the future. I tried to search for it but I couldn't find it anymore but it is still vividly how the style and design capture my heart.
As our conversation go through, he mentioned about having refrigerator which is normal to have in the house if can afford to restore the foods and groceries but what amazed again is when he add up " refrigerator na puno ug pagkaon" (a refrigerator that is full of foods) which also I want to have in the future. When it is full of food or groceries you can cook whatever you crave anytime and also I am influenced by the random videos on facebook about restocking in their refrigerator.
Lastly, we both dream to live in another place away from Marites, Mirabol and CCTV neighbors. I cope with that dream because of what I've seen in my environment, which is the Marites roaming around hahaha. If possible a place away from others but a nature friendly environment to have more peace. As we exchange our dreams we become more comfortable with each other but then we are not thinking that we end at each other's arm because we allow the will of God in our stories. I will be hypocritical if I do not say that I can't help to pray to God that if possible "he is one what I am praying for" because I also invest in it.
**Closing Thought**
To make it possible we must work hard for it in our different paths we walk. If God allow us to be at each other that could be more better but what he always say " Let the will of God work upon us" which make me more adore him.
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Read Thoroughly
Date: January 19. 2022
Happy day read.cash citizen❣️
When it comes to writing, the most difficult part is the introduction. Thinking about what will be a good great startup or how to start not just in blogging but also in school work. Do you agree? If not I salute you because making an introduction makes me delay and wonder often. I believe the more intense the introduction is, the more catchy it is. It could apply here on the platform but most of the time some users neglect the introduction as well as body and direct to conclusion hahaha which I admit I did before hahaha. Just scan and pick to make comments but it is not good because through reading thoroughly each article can make us better in writing. Reading each article means a lot to the writer because he/she spends hours thinking and writing to make an article.
Let me share with you the takeaways in reading articles carefully. `Note, everything I'll be mentioning is from my experiences, opinions and perspectives.`
`Without further ado, lemme start😊`
**Reading thoroughly** can influence us to improve each day and aim to be a good writer. With all our knowledge we do have many exceptional writers here with their different style of writing and genre that I always look up to and wish to be one of them of course not totally. I will not mention because there are too many to mention and believe me all of us here are great writers in our way of expressing our told and untold stories. Some point, especially when I enter this platform, I really doubt my writing and have no confidence in my published articles because of my wrong grammar, common use of words everyday and I am not good at expressing and explaining but I never stop aiming for improvement and a great help of it is reading word per word of one's article. I was enlightened when one author wrote about how to improve writing and throughout the article I learned that "reading and reading is next to improving" because while reading we put desire in our heart to become like one.
**Reading thoroughly** can teach us new sets of words.To tell you honestly, I encountered articles here that I literally need a dictionary beside for me to understand what that word is. Super literally nangangap ako sa dilim dahil sa sobrang lalim, hindi ko ma reach, lol. Even Though I learned a lot of words I still used common words because I prefer to use them and that is what my brain can do hahaha.
**Reading thoroughly** can open new doors of opportunities, especially articles about trading. tokens and cryptocurrencies that I am still alien and noob. Related articles of it awakens my heart to desire because I see the future in it and I see myself diving and joining that kind of world even if the risks are invisible. When I first stepped in, I didn't mind the risk no matter how big or small. Through reading, I met the DYOR which is vital in trading together with investing what you can afford to lose to avoid more stress thinking of the token fluctuation.
**Reading thoroughly** is making you or us different because our minds are filled with new information, motivation and inspiration that slowly change our perspectives. Our thinking becomes broad and our understanding towards others also improves because we are learning based on what we read.
**Closing Thought**
We all want to improve and one way is to read and read and read. So, self be back on tracking in reading. Don't scan and pick alone. Let us learn from others.
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Challenge Accepted: Virtual Tour
Date: January 18, 2022
I've read an article about gallery raids, which are trends in platforms. My original plan was to participate in this prompt after reading Sir @Meitanteikudo article that day, which I never did because I publish different articles. And, yesterday was my plan but circumstances happened again which I need to breath. I think today is the perfect day to join the trend and Probinsyana challenges me and who I am to refuse. Before going through, I just want to share that this challenge makes it more memorable as we scan our gallery of different memories flashback while checking one by one.
`Without further ado, lemme start😊`
**Oldest Photo on your Phone**
Literally that picture will also be an embarrassing and funniest photo because every time I look at it, it makes me laugh and cringe at the sometimes looking at how I am trying to look cute with that pose hahaha. I also find it cute and adorable having chubby chicks. Side me is my Ate who celebrate her birthday last January 12. As what the time frame details, I took that last December 2, 2019 a day after I buy my phone which I still using today. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/happy-cold-breeze-sista-5e9b10c2
**Latest Photo on your Gallery**
It was last January 11, 2022 when me and @Probinsyana processed some letters for our studies requirement in one subject. We waited hours to get inside and talk to the manager to ask their permission and luckily a day after they approved it.
**A Photo you have No Idea What it is about**
As I scan and check that one got my attention, I don't know what it is and why I captured it. Maybe it was a moon and I captured the result very wrong like that but whatever it is I will delete it afterwards co'z my mind creates creepy things like that hahaha.
**The Worst Photo**
Hahaha I can't help to laugh as I remember why my hair scattered into my face. It was January 1, 2021 when I went to my best friend's town to unwind and we decided to take pictures of the sea view. I was ready plaster my big smile and wait to capture but then a strong wind comes together with waves which makes me jump and my hair cover my face and end of the story hahaha.
**A selfie/Groupie**
I already shared the story behind that photo. As a recap it was January 6, 2022 when our Pastora celebrated her birthday at the resort. It is my first time to ride a banana boat because I have spare money that time and it is worth it.
**The Best Photo**
Everything I read or heard is the best photo. My mind automatically remembers that picture. It happened way back in March 2019, specifically my graduation day in Senior High. They surprised me with a simple celebration but for me it was a big celebration because that moment is the sign that our family is finally welcoming a new journey just the five of us. So. It is the best picture.
**A Place you have been that you want to visit again**
The Canavico El Mari at Samal Island but this time with my family and if I could save more I want to treat them in Cavanico for them to witness the mesmerizing beauty of it.
**A Photo of Someone you Admire**
No other than my Mama. I admire her the most because she raised us independently after my Papa died due to cancer. Being a single mother is so hard but she fought it bravely from nothing to something. I think all mothers also become fathers. Salute to all the mother out there❣️.
**Beach/Resort/Gateway Photo**
The nature-friendly and budget-friendly Cavanico El Mare. I once featured one of my articles on how beautiful it is, just read it and you will witness. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/mesmerize-the-beauty-of-nature-friendly-f4f06a88
**The Most Memorable Photo**
It was my Mama's birthday last May 3, 2021 and indeed the longest celebration we did. From midnight until evening we celebrated it full of happiness and gratefulness. We serenaded her 12 midnight, took some snacks and soup at dawn, cooked in the morning and ate in the afternoon. Around 3:00 pm we continue the celebration at the resort exclusive for the family until 9:00 pm and the rest of the time is spent sleeping from an exhausted but memorable day.
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Don't Abuse Me Again
Date: January 17, 2022
**Aloha Monday read.cash citizens❣️** Even the weather makes everyone lazy especially me, let us keep starting our week with the big bang effects to hit the top on rock.
The Gallery Raid is what trends today and I want to join with the trend which I decided to make now but circumstances happen which I can't control and I really need to express before I explode. Pardon me, if it sounds like a rant, I just really need to breathe and I don't want to do it on Facebook because Marites is waiting and double sided people and toxic people are there.
I am so sick of being myself because I still do care the person who hurt and torturing me emotionally. I want to fight back to heard my side but they made me voiceless again and again. Oh, I made it to myself co'z I let them do it, nothing to blame but me. I always asked myself, Why I am like this? Why I still care people who cause me pain? Why I still love them? Why I let them? Why oh why?
They called me strong without knowing the value within, without knowing how fragile I was that once I was broke everything would follow. From one mistake to two mistakes to countless mistakes that slow down my worth and identity. Losing my worth in the validity of my emotions, the loss of the things I want and the loss of what I love. If I love this thing and they don't, it will be rejected but if it suits their taste or preference it is approved. If they want this for me, I oblige to do it because it makes them happy. Sometimes their happiness is my brokenness as I lose my identity and slowly become a puppet.
I love them so much that is why I did everything to make them please even my opinions are useless. Throughout my existence, their voice is the rule and nothing more. What they said, I obey because I love them but time goes by what they wants for me is not what I love to do. If they likes white, I love black. All of that I obey because I know they wants what is best for me which I am grateful but doesn't they have rights to hurt me again and again. I can accept it physically because in just a few days bruises and wounds will be healed but emotionally it is a lifetime of scars , especially those words I've heard na tagos hanggang kaluluwa. Words kills me again and again.
Why did I let them do this to me? Simple, I just love them so much and respect them so, like what could younger do to older people but I think I just give too much that nothing is left for myself. I thought I'd overcome "pleasing people" but I was totally wrong. Maybe one day, if I have enough courage I will leave like nothing happens but my heart says "please don't push me to do". I think I will just wait for my heart to get tired of loving but never forgiving. Hopefully this time around after seeing my fragileness, you will realize that I am still human and not a puppet of yours. My heart and love is too big to always give forgiveness, please don't abuse my kindness co'z the demon inside of me is just sleeping so don't abused me again. Let me drive and enjoy my life's journey co'z it will happen once. This phrase will be closed soon and I welcome a new one.
`Now, I could say I am okay but not totally of course hahaha. Thanks for listening and reading❣️.`
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Happy Cold Breeze Sista
Date: January 16, 2022
**A blessed cold breeze Sunday read.cash citizens❣️**After having fever in 3 days where I could say my life is at risk. Why do I say so? Aside from a heavy headache, I got cough, catarrh, body pain, dysmenorrhea and difficulty breathing because of the heavy catarrh but today it's quite good, not totally okay but also not like before which is a sign of recovery. Take more care when going outside because the virus is still there waiting for prey and the changing weather might result in fever so don't forget to take more glasses of water.
It is so strange when I wake up around 3:00 in the morning and I can't sleep back when the weather is soothing. I got up and peed and decided to go back to sleep but my mind wanted to check and visit the site which I did. Read some articles, leave comments, reply to comments and renew the sponsorship which I forget to do so. After a while, I also checked my stake and token price on the dexscreener.com site which I got from the mareng @Ruffa article. I could say it is pretty convenient and easy to access because before I used market.cap to monitor the price and fluctuation but my problem is it is so lagging in my phone I don't have it. I was very happy and energetic when I saw green most of my hold tokens. My instinct again said "it will pump up to the sky" which encouraged me to leave it untouchable. Hopefully, this time it is correct co'z if not my regrets are also up to heaven. https://dexscreener.com/smartbch
Along with it, I also brought a new token when I saw the price dumps but not too much. I got 9 tokens in my Metamask wallet and the new one is MIST which I have wanted since the very beginning but the price of it was high so I waited until it dumps to get some which I am glad I made. Also, early I claimed another 500 ZOMBIE tokens freely. Can someone tell me where I could swap my ZOMBIE? I couldn't do it in benswap.cash and other DEXes I'm familiar with. (Thank you for your help❣️).
Around 4:00 am when my eyes get tired and back to sleep and wake up again at 6:30 am to prepare for Sunday service. In spite of the coldness I was able to take a bath successfully with panginginig hahaha.
Before I forget today is special because our chief in the house which is my Ate's is her 31th birthday. We just had lunch with the family and I brought her cake without her knowledge to surprise her. I succeed because while blowing her eyes speaks happiness and it becomes teary-eyed. My gift will be delay because I will still to grind as Rusty aloof at me as this moment🤧.
Throughout the day and night the raindrops' weather accompanied with cold breeze manifested. A cup of coffee will ease the coldness in our relationship, lol. Coffee is a great way to awaken my whole system and be productive like this moment kasi wala naman akong kayakap ganito kalamig na panahon🤧. As I've said, we are near the sea, just one house blocked Sea becomes more beautiful in the raindrops which I love staring at.
**How's the weather in your area?**
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Facts about Him
Date: January 15, 2022
**Rainy weekend read.cash citizen❣️** Time running so fast as we are half of the month. It's like yesterday we're celebrating New Years Eve and now January will end faster. Let us keep hitting the rock by grinding everyday❣️ **Aja, familia❣️**
Vividly remember it was January 12, 2022 when I wrote " You make it more special" where some of the co-writers wanted to know or reveal about him. Following day, I mentioned how to clarify his identity because someone misguessed a wrong person. To make things clear, I want to share facts about him but of course I will not reveal the name again co'z my friends here will surely search for him on facebook which I don't want too. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/you-make-it-more-special-4db34b2c
`Without further ado. lemme start😊`
**He is my second Mother**
It sounds strange but lemme me explain it for the both of us. I regard him as my second mother as he always acts like one. The way he scolded me about this and that and his lines are what I commonly heard in Mama mouth machine gun, especially in a stubborn and hardheaded mood. Above all, he always stays awake when I need to finish something in school like an examination and Mama acts like that, she will sleep until I finish.
**He is my Human Diary**
He knows almost everything. What I like about him is that he doesn't care about other people's lives but that was before because I influenced him to be Marites sometime hahaha. You know, to have chikas in life hahaha. My one-call-away when I felt like binagsakan ng langit at lupa. He is there listening to my chikas and kadramahan in life hahaha. He knows how to handle my tupak and he knows how to change my emotions. Also, he knows all the people I hate which he hates also because he knows what those people do to me. In short, we are vibes.
**He is very Understanding**
I already shared in my previous article that I am one of the boys which I love to bond with especially playing mobile legends and there is one friend of mine who is very close to me and it happen he is the one who they guess which is wrong. Our closeness are more than best friends which I explained to him co'z before he comes into my life, my friends come first and it doesn't mean I love him I will stay away from them because he truly loves me he will understand our friendship but I know my limitation of course. I am truly happy when he understands my friendship with the boys.
**He is an Online Gamer Player**
Through Mobile legend we became close and mind you no one noticed that we were playing together because we avoided having a party together. Particularly we seldom play together when my friends are not around but we do 1 versus 1 to teach me different heroes which I still don't know co'z am "bob*" hahaha. I can say he plays very well in online gaming such as ML, COD, DOTA 1 and 2 and more that I don't know the names of hahaha. I support him but sometimes not, especially the tupak attack, hahaha.
**He is very Straight Forward**
Literally vocal which is opposite of me. He will say whatever we feel. If I did something he would be mad immediately and be okay afterwards after he heard my side. Intendedly tease him "maybe you were a girl in a past life". Pag ako pumutok, he will be silent and he knows to make me silent when I say something below the belt.
These Are just 5 facts about him but those 5 I've mentioned is what I love about him. Lastly, we both agreed to do things slowly. If you were thinking you were in "relationship status" you were wrong because we are still in the process of cherishing and growing individually on the side of each other. Maybe one day, pag ma reach ko na si 1BCH hahaha. I will end here, baka may masabi pa ako, lol.
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Know the Core
Date: January 14, 2022
Another cold breeze madlang read.cash❣️ This cold breeze posses the entire day which makes people wants to stay at home. I love this weather because it makes me more relaxed even though my body shivers. I still want to take a rest from this platform for a while until my body recovers and is back to normal but then I still need to grind and I can't help to open the site because it has become part of my life since the beginning when I joined this platform.
Today's news, probably by January 16, 2022 our municipality will be under total lock down as it reaches alert level 3 because of the increase of virus affected. Gosh, I can't help but ask and think " what is the use of vaccines? Co'z mostly people are vaccinated". This lockdown means many people will be starving and hungry moments if the government does not do something about it. Hopefully, it will not happen again. Honestly, the first totally lockdown happened. We experienced no food on the table and I can't bare to happen it again and I know it will not because this platform existed.
**Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?**
I love to hide real self in people not because I am plastic or tupperware hahaha but because I am afraid to show how valuable and fragile I am that can easily get attached especially to those people who show me kindness but in the end they will leave me behind and worst backstabbed and spread my secrets. As much as possible I am neutral but also I have friends who I can show who truly I am and I can count on them. To answer the question I am truly afraid except on this platform because everything I wrote and will be writing is based on my emotions and experience, even with those so -called fiction. I create fiction to express my emotions within. Emotions that are hard to figure out and emotions that seem unpredictable.
**Who was your favorite cartoon character when you were a kid?**
Its Mr. Bean who couldn't be? Mr. Bean completes my childhood memories as it gives me happiness and I can escape real life through Mr. Bean. Honestly, until today he is my favorite character and becomes more fond when I realize the moral of it. Mr. Bean taught me "love is not all about vocalizing but also through action". Mr. Bean never leaves Teddy no matter what happens. through thick and thin.
**How often have I said yes when I wanted to say no?**
I lost count because before I always said "yes" . I wanted to say "no" but I couldn't do it because of my mindset of "pleasing them" which I changed now after I realized things. Today, I have been encouraged to say "no" to the things I want to do.
**What am I most afraid of about life?**
Most afraid is losing her (Mama). By just thinking of it I know I can afford to lose her but also I know that it will happen one day. Probably that day is my totally devastated and fearful date for the entire year.
**What would I do if my biggest fear came true?**
I literally don't know because I can't bare to think of it like what I mentioned above. Maybe I'll just wait until I am fully healed and acceptance is the key. I will not elaborate more because it makes me cry😊.
I just saw this one in @Athaliah article, if you want to try just spank me😉. https://read.cash/@Athaliah/deep-questions-to-ask-yourself-39a03ff6 https://www.developgoodhabits.com/deep-questions
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I'm Double Dead
Date: January 13, 2022
A rainy evening read.cash citizens. It is pretty cool here as the wind brings a cold breeze that sends shivers throughout my entire day. Even though I don't feel like making one today, I still need to grind to save and buy goodies co'z it is running out of stock.
As I watched the news earlier, it makes me sad and worried co'z the city will be in total lock down again as a result of my level 3 and the risk is quite increasing, which I wonder how because mostly people got their vaccine but then we cannot say anything because their voice is the law. Hopefully, it will not last longer because many jobs will be affected again like our neighbor who delivers fish everyday. Let us bind our prayers for the total lavishness of this virus both covid and omicron.
Another thing, I am totally double dead, totally in pain and totally double trouble which encourages me more to be lazy, unproductive and not to publish. Am I the one here who doesn't like to do something when in pain? Am I the one who doesn't like not being okay? Or Am I the one who wants to lay in bed when the tide comes? Yes, one of the reasons is the tide, not low tide and high tide but a red tide. Hello, lumilipad na bumubulong hahaha. The more I hate it because it dwells in my other pain which is the fever. I don't know which one I should prioritize either red tide or fever co'z honestly, even though I know what to do my body will didn't cooperate.
I want to move and get up but my body wants to rest and sleep. I want to eat what I crave but my body neglects it and my taste buds also do not cooperate along with my stomach. I am in a positive, positive mood today that cannot combine to create something. I feel like I have two people in my body that want to do what they want. To resolve my problem, I will ask Mama to buy what I crave. Surely she will give it co'z I am in pain but I will not eat it today instead it will be eaten when I am no longer in fever, lol. Crazy mind I have hahaha but I will not do it of course, I am a good girl with a little bit of a bad side.
Many things run through my mind including him hahaha kalindi. Seriously I just want to clarify something about yesterday's article "You make it more special" regarding who he is because one of the comments was specifically a friend of mine who guessed the wrong person by misinterpretation. Maybe one of these days I will make one article intended for him to clear things out. So, Probinsyana are ready? You wait for it quite long hahaha you even stalk my social media just to know who he is. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/you-make-it-more-special-4db34b2c
In spite of my pain, I am on cloud nine as I visit my little stake tokens co'z I can't see that some of them are doing good in making profits, not that big but good enough to return the capital. I am in the middle of exchanging it but I hold myself to do so because I have faith in my tokens that it will pump up to the skies hahaha. Also, I claimed some ZOMBIE tokens freely with small gas fees.
Before ending this blog, I just wanna say "Pardon me to be MIA again co'z my body really needs to be on rest and I don't want to be too rushed".
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You make it more Special
Date: January 12, 2022
Maligayang buhay sa lahat❣️ Kumusta?
Another time I woke up on the wrong side of the bed which I really hate the most because it will ruin my day but today is way different because I don't let my emotions ruin the ambiance. Early as in super early around 12:30 midnight when our neighbors start their task and plan for this fiesta in our community. They prepared everything for the Lechon to celebrate the fiesta and the baptism of their child. Along with it exactly 5:00in the morning when my nieces start to prepare for their services and sinulog dance.I could see how excited they are that they even wake me up to borrow dresses and other things they need which boils me.
You know, we Filipinos has celebration called "fiesta" either whole barangay or specific area aside with city fiesta that how we love celebration and mind you we have many to offer on it. In our area today is the fiesta "January 12" and everyone is excited and having fun.
Community offers so many games for everybody's happiness including basketball, volleyball, boat races and some parlor games for the kids. After the basketball, volleyball follow which excites me because my sister will join. Oppss, I force her to join hahaha. I tease her so much that if she joins the team I will cheer her out loud and at first she always refuses but I am more hard headed and determined so I won hahaha. I immediately message my niece to get her pair of shoes and towel and worst tease that she feel ashamed is when I brought her bottle of " Gatorade" hahaha. I tease her yes but my intention is to boost her confidence by my full force support even I look over react sister but who cares hahaha. I just want her to enjoy and feel support no matter what. Luckily. my effort is paid off when their team won. Worth it shouting, cheering and being water girl. A beautiful water girl charot hahaha.
Behind the enjoyment, I hate myself feeling something missing out and something wrong. It is just my opinion and observation. I hope you respect it. I cannot deny the fact of hating how politicians used these kinds of events to gain popularity, especially this coming election, because many candidates show their faces, which is very unusual but then it's their choice. Maybe I just misinterpreted their presence😊.
What makes this day more special is that someone invites me to a simple so-called date🙈. Guess who? No other than my secret one. It's not like being in a fancy place but I could say this is my definition of a perfect date. Being with that person, talking random things and eating random foods. Also because I am a modern girl who doesn't let the guy pay everything so I insist that we will share the bill. He treats me or buys something then I will do the same. Important is the moment we share becomes our memories to look back on. If you're asking who he is, I will not surely tell you now but maybe not soon hahaha. If you remember I wrote one article about his interruption at my birthday celebration. Some ask if it is fact or fiction, now you know which one😊. I'd love to share about him but because I have friends here, I decided not to avoid teasing. I love to keep it private to make it more cherished and away from marites and destroyers hahaha.
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Another What If's
Date: January 11, 2022
Magandang gabi sa lahat ng magagandang dilag at gwapong ginoo. Kumusta? Hoping you'll doing good and great😊Let us keep hitting the rock on top😊
I could feel everything spinning around like my head. Early I went to the city together with Probinsyana to do our final project this semester which is a substitute for our research paper. I kept and welcomed positive thoughts that we will be successful in getting the approval of our chosen bank. In my mind, there are banks who don't like to accept researchers for their privacy, which is totally understable. Hoping, by tomorrow we will receive some response to them.
Mr. Sunny shines so bright that it results in a headache and mild flu like what I experienced today. Let us keep hydrated to avoid heat stroke and dehydration co'z our weather changes from time to time.
WHAT IF YOU WOKE UP ONE MORNING IN ANOTHER COUNTRY SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO SPOKE NO ENGLISH AND WITH ONLY THE CLOTHES YOU SLEPT IN, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I will roam around n#ked the whole day until my one clothes were dry, hahaha charot. Seriously, I believe there are one or two ways to communicate with others. Gesture and posture is also a language. For me to communicate and convey a message to them I will express it through gestures.
I remember when Papa gave shelter to a homeless man because he was suffering from mental incapability so we knew if he was hungry he would just gesture.
WHAT IF YOU WERE GIVEN THREE WISHES, WHAT WOULD YOU WISH FOR?
First, healing for those people who are in pain because of the virus and this covid and omicron will totally disappear.
Second, healing for those who are in depression, anxiety, discouragement and giving up.
Third, I will dedicate it to my family for their safety as they are in other places especially Mama's safety.
WHAT IF YOU COULD MOVE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE?
I will move to Mars away from CCTV and marites neighbors hahaha. Maybe it could be in Japan because I see more opportunities there and many Filipinos have been there.
WHAT IF YOU COULD BE IN THE MOVIE OF YOUR CHOICE, WHAT MOVIE WOULD YOU CHOOSE AND WHAT CHARACTER WOULD YOU PLAY?
I will choose the movie "Squid Game '' and my character will be HoYeon Jung co'z I really love her character and attitude especially the way she sacrifices everything for the sake of her brother. Cold at first but deep inside fragile and valuable hide. She is my bias in the Squid Game. Her braveness and coolness shook me.
WHAT IF YOU COULD SIT ON A BENCH IN BEAUTIFUL WOODS, WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SIT NEXT TO YOU ON THE BENCH AND WHY?
The man of my life but for now he is not around and nowhere to be found I choose the woman of my life - my Mama. I will not surely get bored with her. Mama and I have very similar vibes in spite of the age gap. Some people misunderstood me and Mama co'z they usually mistook us as sisters. What an insult when one of my classmates told me "murag ikaw ang inahan sa inyong duha" (I am the one who will look like a mother" I don't know how to react because the message deliver like an insult but then I don't care hahaha.
If you want to try just spank me to lead you in a way in my heart hahaha. https://www.mantelligence.com/what-if-questions
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My Behalf Situation
Date: January 10, 2022
You were there since the very beginning. You were my light in my path. You were my beautiful asset that I couldn't want to lose. You can see what the world is and how beautiful it possesses and how it is the worst today. Slowly, I could feel my reckless behavior towards you. Reckless to abuse which I regret. As days passed you were slowly becoming unhealthy and showed some results of my wrongdoings.
Tears fall apart without any reason until they become swollen and reddish. You hurt me until my head is spinning, which sometimes leads to migraines. Gosh, I really regret my behavior and overusing you. Now, I realized I will really try my best to take more extra effort to take care of you co'z you were my sight in my paths. Your weakness is my downfall. When you give up means my darkest. So, as early as now I will cherish and value you more than anything else.
Geez, my apology being inactive and MIA (missing in action) for this last week co'z aside my reading habits slowly fades. My eyes are slowly enduring in too much radiation. Literally, it will blur and tear when I soak myself in my cell phone, especially when I browse the platform for almost straight 1 to 2 hours of reading and interaction and I'll be back when I think my eyes are okay. But yesterday night was the worst ever because it triggered my migraine. Gosh, at that moment, I almost lose my breath co'z of too much pained. Pardon me again, if I cannot interact like before co'z I really need to prioritize my health. Health is Wealth. I miss you read.cash citizens. While inactive one day, I felt like something is missing throughout the day and it proves that this platform becomes part of our life.
Together with enduring many random thoughts across my mind that stress me out and make me weary. Many "what if's" in my head that make me feel terrible and feel horrible if it happens. What if I lose my sight?, what if I couldn't see anymore?, What if one day I wake up seeing the darkest of all? and what if I become totally blind? Those what if's explode when tears won't stop falling. I am not a broken heart either sad or in pain because I am totally fine and healed.
When Mama knows, after asking and gave me medicine and drop an "eye drop". She is about to leave when she says " cellphone pa" or "kata cellphone mo yan". I don't know how to react with her statement hahaha but she reminds me the memes and videos in facebook. As a remedy, I need to limit myself using my cellphone or any gadget to avoid radiation but I cannot do it because I have unending assignments for final outputs. Procrastination has no room co'z the deadline is waving and I don't like cramming things to wrap up.
For now, I just need to have more alternative ways to relax my eyes such as time limitation in gadgets and take my eyes rest for an hour or even take a nap. Usually when I use my laptop I wear anti-radiation to lessen radiation. I observed this is one of the disadvantages of online classes because we students are more focused on gadgets to make assignments and requirements. Also reading white papers as self study. Hopefully, this year face to face will come back and the pandemic will no longer be back to normal.
**Closing Thought**
Keep our health a top priority , especially our eyes, which we use day to day. Let us take care of it and don't get soaked too much in radiation that causes our eyes to hurt. Our eyes are our responsibility in life, when we have healthy eyes the more we see paths clearly.
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I can't publish nor visit any article for today because my body really needs rest together with my eyes. Geez, migraine attacks🤦♀ I'll catch up tomorrow😊
Meet Small Tokens
Date: January 08,2022
In line with my "dream come true part 1" and "dream come true part 2" where I shared with you how big my dream is being a small trader or diving in the trading world. I've mentioned my struggles upon setting up everything and my quitting moments. And I've mentioned who helped me thoroughly by guiding me through each step and where DEXes should go. Shout out to you Mars @BCH_LOVER, I never stop saying thank you and being grateful to you because you are a big contributor in my dream come true. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/dream-come-true-19074ff6 https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/dream-come-true-part-2-208b9636
Let me share how I sent the amount in my Metamask account and the tokens I've purchased, and held at this time.
`Note: This is not financial advice and I am not an expert on this. If I mention or say something wrong let me know in the comment box and I am glad to hear and accept your suggestions and opinions. Let us spread positivity.`
**To send a certain amount in Metamask to buy our desired tokens.**
First, go to the browser part of Metamask and put in the search box "hop.cash", click connect to wallet then BCH to smartBCH. It offers very low service fees but with amazing easy and quick transfers within minutes. After the "BCH to smartBCH '' below will be shown two addresses but choose the "CashAddress' ' and copy the address and go to the Bitcoin.cash application to send money using the code you copied. Just paste the code and send the amount with the minimum of $5 and instantly go back to him, hahaha. Seriously, go back to Metamask specifically the hop.cash site and wait a few minutes until the amount you've sent is being detected.
When I was doing the process, I was so nervous thinking "what if the money I send will not be detected?" co'z I've waited ample minutes to see the word "detected" which I was wrong, hahaha I am so naive hahaha. To test the hop.cash, I just sent $6 worth of $6 to make sure, hahaha. I was so worried because I haven't read "detected" so I asked mars and sent it to her a screenshot and without a second she told me the amount was being sent into my Metamask.
For $6 I first brought the CLY "celery" token which I am familiar with the most because some authors shared their experience on it and I could say it is good to invest. Overall I spent $4.10 on celery together with gas fees. While waiting, I was on cloud nine co'z I finally owned a single token.
Overflowing excitement and happiness made me send again an amount simply because I wanted to buy another tokens. Second token is rBCH which I claim is free but I need to pay gas fees for it. rBCH holds 11,442 and half of it is auto stake to make some profit. Together with it, I add more celery and spend again $4.10. Gosh, I love Celery but it makes me sad when I see red on it but I have faith in it to pump and sky into the sky.
Next on the list, the MILK funny thing when I exchange some I really thought I could bring maybe a thousand of it but the price is a bit high, so I brought what I can afford too. Last token is $CATS. I also brought what I could afford. So, MILK was in auto stake and I held my $CATS and waited for the perfect time to exchange it.
In total, my initial investment is $20 and I am still planning to add more tokens if I earn more.
`Note: I am not bragging co'z it is so small hahaha but I am so glad and excited to share my small tokens and trading experiences.`
**Closing Thought**
Risk what you can afford to lose and always do your research.
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Mesmerize the Beauty of Nature Friendly
Date: January 07, 2022
"After the rain, there is a rainbow". I could say "after enjoy with activities, there is body pain". Geez, one move attempt my body scream for pain literally I can't move together with waking up wrong side of the bed. Even it really hurts ang magmahal ng ganito, I need to wake up and do the routine slowly and decided to do swimming to relax my body pain. The pain is worth it because my happiness can't be contained and my eyes feast with the beauty of Cavanico El Mare at Samal Island.
As I've mentioned in yesterday's article "Not One but Thrice" we celebrate at Cavanico. I think there are more than 70 people who go there. We departed at 5:00 in the morning and arrived around 8:00 am. As we touch down on the resort, it is obvious and obvious the beauty it has even at the entrance the overview will be seen. Cold breezes embrace me while traveling, thank God I brought my hoodie. They thought my hoodie cost around 300 pesos or $6 without knowing I just got it at a thrift store with the price of .70 or 35 pesos. It is cheap but the fabric and style makes it costly. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/not-one-but-thrice-cf8e983b
The resort color theme is what makes it more elegant and clean and indeed truly clean. They have many cleaning crews and service crews that always monitor every side of the resort. From the entrance the beautiful swimming pool can be seen. I really love their shower co'z it is uniquely made of bamboo. I can't describe the design and I forgot to take a picture of it.
After a few minutes of walking, we finally witnessed the beauty Cavanico possesses. View is really mesmerizing, eye pleasing and very relaxing. Also it is a white sand all over. This resort is very nature friendly because cleanliness is what they prioritize the most from the environment, surroundings and proper waste garbage. Aside with it, I salute their services because time to time their is a crew who will make sure the comfort is clean, they are approachable and what really amazed me, they have a vehicle service that roam around to usher people where they want to go. It is for free. Lastly, the resort is budget friendly and very affordable. Amazing right?
Around 10:00 am when one of my church mates asked me "if I want to ride a banana boat" and of course I want to but it is not for free though, hahaha. When we asked the details of banana boat ride, he said "it's 1500 pesos or $30 for 20 minutes, for 6 person. 5 for the banana boat and 1 behind the jetski driver". So, each one of us contributed 250 pesos or $5 which became more affordable and I didn't hesitate to join and experience it for the first time. My $5 is very worth and becomes more worth because of my group. Banana boat shake my world that he loves someone else, lol.
Sadly, at 5:00 pm we decided to pack our belongings and go back home. Another experience, witnessing the beauty of riding a barge in the evening but because of tiredness I don't go to the deck part. Exactly, 7:30 pm I am home and attended my second class while half sleeping hahaha.
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`Photos also found in Facebook.`
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Not One but Thrice
Date: January 6, 2022
**Wonderful Thursday read.cash citizens❣️ Kumusta na kayo? Ok pa ba? Hope you do❣️.**
Today is a special day. It is special because my second was born this day. She is a melancholy, multi-performer, beautiful outside and inside, approachable, loving, preacher, teacher and one of the toughest people I've known. It becomes more special because we will also celebrate the other achievements. Not one but thrice celebration.
I woke up at 3:30 in the morning to prepare myself for dawn travel to avoid traffic. A trip with some of my church mates and my first trip in 2022. Flashback, last Sunday, January 2, 2022 when our Pastor and Pastora open it up about her celebration in Samal Island, I felt that I will not able to join nor come with them but with the friends influence I am also able to convince hahaha. Excitedly I went home to inform Mama about it but then sad news shocked me when my sister's partner had a lock in jaw problem. They went to the hospital but none of them accepted them. They roam the hospital in our city one by one hoping to cure but from one. two. three. four. five, six, seven and eight hospital no one accepts them co'z it is complicated and badly needs a specialist to perform.
My sister doesn't give up and is still finding another hospital and finally the ninth hospital accepts them and luckily they have a specialist but not available this time around. He is cured around 2:00 in the morning with the help of the senior doctor. These events discourage me from attending because the money is being used.
Days forward, Pastora asked me "if I am able to join?" I told her, "No pastora because of the emergency the money is used but she is so preserved and encouraged me more to join that she even offered to pay my entrance fee and foods". Very tempting but I still decline and reason out again "I do have class that time" and more reasoning but later on because of her perseverance together with Pastor in convincing me I was able to say "yes to them". Of course I pay like the others for fairness.
First celebration, today is her birthday like what I mentioned above and yesterday most of the church members did their greetings and declaring while I still haven't.
"*Pastora, you are so amazing for being still in the calm in the wilderness. You taught me how to give importances the things I have. You taught me to be taught even something dying inside. You taught me to be a better version of me by helping me to discover my passion and talents that I never expected. Thank you so much for every lesson you've thought of. Thank you for inspiring me to be a blessing to others."*
Second celebration, last 2021 when they got their car that proves how God is faithful to answered our prayer but of course it need and require action to fulfill it. It is a car pray over to that car. Pastor announced to everyone that it can be used for emergencies or for outings but they must be informed ahead of time.
Third celebration, another biggest achievement she unlocked last 2021 when she took an LET examination. Last December the results are being release and her name is included in the list. Her dream is to become a teacher but God called her to be a Pastoral and she accepts it heartily. Through the years she still wants to become one and thanks to God her dream finally comes true.
`Allow me to be a MIA (missing in action) because my body really badly needs rest.`
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