Mama's Medication Operation
Date: January 28, 2022
Supposedly, my article today should be the part 3 of "Love and Fate" which I mentioned yesterday but circumstances happen that lead me to type this one just to express my emotions that I couldn't bear to handle. Pardon me, for the delay of Part 3 of the story but tomorrow I'll make sure to publish it.
My everything since the beginning. Your life is the most precious gift I ever received that I could trade everything just for you sake. You never let me see your downs moment because you know we are looking and our source of strength to continue. You sacrifice your life so I could live. One of your feet was in the graveyard at that moment but you fought it for me and for us. I never heard you complain no matter how difficult and struggle our life is especially when we lose him. You stand as a head and light of the family by taking all the responsibilities that you never experienced before.
Avoid being defeated by circumstances throughout the years. I've seen you tears of suffering, tears of pain, tears of longing, tears of sacrificing and tears of joy. You tears are so precious to me that the moment I see teardrops my heart is crumpled and broken into small pieces. You taught me to be a fighter of pain and suffering so that no matter how deep it is I could overcome it. You taught me almost everything aside from being independent. I always asked you to let me be independent but you never gave me what I wanted. I felt hurt because I thought you would never trust me to be an independent woman but I was totally wrong when I overheard your conversation with someone.
Misinterpret lead by my emotions considering you never give what I wanted the most without knowing your reason. I vividly remember you said "If you give me the independence I want, you will be left alone" after hearing it, I burst into tears and realized my selfish desire. You don't give because you are afraid of being alone once again which I never consider. You secretly, proud and happy with everything I accomplished and will be accomplishing. You are there when standing and cheering me up when no one believes in me.
As time goes by, our bond becomes stronger. I've seen and witnessed that your body needs to rest like you should be which leads to being eager to help you in some way and read.cash made it possible. I know this is not enough, that is why I am more eager to be successful so that I can give everything I want. My success will be useless if you are not there witnessing it because I dream to be one because of you. So, please wait for that moment that our dreams will become reality.
The acrostic word is "Mama" the person that I couldn't afford to lose. I know this platform helps so many lives and here I am hoping to be one of them in the life of my Mama. It is not my attitude to ask someone like that, but today I will drown myself and forget that attitude for the sake of Mama. Like I said, I could trade everything for her life.
Right now, she is having trouble with her neck because something strange develops like a lump that makes it sometimes difficult to swallow food. Early while we were eating she was in a situation of life and death as she couldn't breath which bothered me the most especially the lumps that slowly grew bigger. I decided to take her to the hospital next weeks to see and be examine by specialist doctors. All the expenses from check up and laboratory will be shoulder into my BCH savings literally I will cash it out even the market is still in dumps and I know my savings is not enough for her medication.
If you wanna help, I'm gonna be forever grateful and I'll make sure to share it with you to prove that the money is not used for any other purpose.
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Lead image is mine.