My Obligations As The Eldest

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We see the eldest child as the one who will be the second parent to other siblings. They are the firstborn and so, we cannot deny that most of the work is shouldered to them.

I saw this psychological post about being the eldest that they are usually the ones who succeed in life. They have more potential than the other siblings.

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In this article, I will be mentioning my obligations as the eldest. In my situation, I have 2 younger sisters. Our age gaps are two years and eight years. Yes, it is a bit hard to be the eldest, no sugar coating there. Sometimes I am mad that I am the firstborn. Sometimes I dislike being the one who is always the worriers. So here is some of my obligations as the eldest.

As the eldest...

1) I am the "checklist".

"Hey, have you locked the door?" "Hey, have you already fed the dogs?" Yes. It is always a question when I am around the house. They always ask me if this chore is already done. Or if this thing is missing, I am the one who is the one looking for it. Agh, it is stressful sometimes but I have not choice. I have to be the one who will step up for my younger sisters. I do not like to be a burden to my parents. It is one way of saying mg thanks to my parents. I do not like them to have a child who is just sitting on the couch all day.

2) I should be the good model for my younger sisters.

I believe that the older people are copied by children. Whatever they are doing is, for the kids, is good. It is like a mirror. What every you do, in the child's eyes, they are right, even though you are not doing good. As the eldest, I want to be a good role model to them. I am not a perfect person but I want to be the best sister, I want to be the best "ate". Sometimes I have tempers, of course, I am a human too. Sometimes I do not like what they are doing. Sometime I do not what they are doing. I do this because I love and care for them.

3) I am the problem solver.

They have petty problems all the time, literally all the time. They something to worry or to "sumbong". Sometimes they are having issue with the internet and they will call me. I am the problem solver of their problem. I say to them that fix it first for 30 minutes and if it is not working, then you can call me. I cannot be the one solving their problem everyday. They are being spoon fed so it is not good too to be the always solver. Instead, the problems that I onl entertain is about the big stuff. The one that really matters.

4) I am their emotional punching bag.

"Hey, I have a problem.', 'Hey, someone said bad things about me, I want to let it out.". What I obsevred during the pandemic is that, our mental health is highlighted. We are more sensitive and easily get emotional. We have thoughts in our head like things that we cannot ever control. We overthink. For me, it is okay that I am the one hurting. I want to catch all their bad feelings. Seeing them sad or disappointed is not a good feeling for me too.

5) Sometimes I am the ATM.

My sisters are not splurgy when it comes to things. We are thought to not spend beyond our savings. We kind of like on the thrifty side. We will decide more than twice whenever we want to buy something. Money is very hard earned and so, it should be not wasted to petty things. I only lend or give money to my sisters when they are buying things that they really need. I do not tolerate spending on gambling or in-game stuff. I always make sure that they know the value of money.

Final Thoughts

I am the first child and so, I should be the second mom to my sisters. Do I like it? No. Do I want to help my parents? Yes. So, even thought I do not like some of the obligations, I will still do it because I want to help my parents. This is the way that I can say thank you to them. My sisters are not hard to discipline. There are just some hiccups but a good communication is always the key.

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I can relate since I'm the eldest, too. I'm not the emotional punching bag of my sisters (they know I'm already stressed), but I am to my parents and grandma. It seems like I'm the mother because everyone listens to me, like everyone. And these words are carved deeply in my system: If you fail, your sisters will fail, too. But without those words, I wouldn't be here. It's hard, really hard, but it helps us to keep going.

And since we're poor, I have to work my ass off to send my two sisters to college, who are studying in a private university. That's why I consider them lucky, especially the third one, because she is pursuing her dream of becoming a doctor. I, on the other hand, tried so hard to pass the entrance exam of a state university (before free tuition happened, per sem is ranging from 3k-4k only) because our parents can't afford to send me to a private uni, where I can study pharmacy. That's why I am supporting her because I can no longer achieve my initial/main dream.

I also don't like this setup. It's frustrating because it feels like I was born to be the breadwinner, to be the absorber, but it gives me the joy to see my sisters studying without anything to worry about and to my parents, as well. They don't have to worry that my sisters might stop studying.

You're a strong woman! Keep going, fellow eldest. We can do this! 😊😄

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2 years ago

Aww, you are such a good person! I know how it feels to be the one financing most of the time. Your sisters are so lucky. I do hope she will become a doctor to give back to the family. God bless!

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2 years ago

Eldest has really a vital role with their siblings. That is why I am proud with my big brother.

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2 years ago

Bunso ako and only son so I think I saw that too to my Ate's hehe. At first, I thought it's just normal but day by day I understand more how heavy it was. It's like everything is depending on you.

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2 years ago

aghhh i am not the oldest, pangalawa ako pero realte ako sa punching bag. ako ung paborito ng parents ko lalo na ng mama ko laging pagsabihan ng kung ano ano eh. hays,, but still, salut to all oldest ate and kuya out ther!!

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2 years ago

Awts, sorry to hear that sis. Pero yeah, salute to all the eldest there! 😊

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2 years ago

Being the eldest isn't easy, you have to make sure everything is in place. Too many responsibilities..

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2 years ago

I feel you bro haha. But I have no choice. 😁

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2 years ago

That’s why I am glad because ako yung youngest. Hahaha!

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2 years ago

Hahah. Lucky you! Paborito talaga mga bunso 😉😁

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2 years ago

Nku sis pasan mo talaga lahat eh sa amin share share kami sa prblma. 6 kami pero kaming lahat may ambag tlaga at eldest nmin medyo pasaway eh pero sya ang namamahala ng farm nmin.

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2 years ago

Kami 3 lang po kami pero madisiplina naman po mga sistersko hehe. Di naman po sila mahirap imanage.

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2 years ago

Buti nmn at di pasaway.

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2 years ago

Hindi ako yung eldest sis pero ako lang yung may matinong trabaho kaya ngayon parang pasan ko ang mundo may pamilya na ako pero ako lang ang nag iisip para sa magulang ko huhuhu 8 kaming magkakapatid pero lahat walang wala din kasi naman hindi nag iisip ng kinabubukasan.

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2 years ago

Ako rin financially tinutulungan ko mga kapatis ko hehe pero ok lang sakin basta sa mabuting bagay nila gagastusin.

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2 years ago

I can understand your obligations being an eldest child and I am glad you are doing your job well to make your parents happy, because they really did hard for us in their life.

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2 years ago

Yeah, I am lucky too that I have good parents. It is my way of giving back to them.

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2 years ago

We're the same sis. You article I relate a lot. I am the eldest. We are three and I have two sisters also. I am the problem solver too sis but my second sister help me also because our gap is one year only.

Sometimes hehe. I am an ATM machine too sis. Especially my youngest sister. She always make a request to buy her a new dress and shoes. I missed my sisters a lot. I haven't got a chance to go home because of the pandemic.

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2 years ago

Yes, it is okay to lend or give money to siblings as long as they will use this money for good. hehe.

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2 years ago

Yes sis that's true.

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2 years ago

You have a very funny way of putting these things,,, but as a firstborn myself,,, I attest to the truth of it... Nice write up my funny friend... (:

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2 years ago

Aww, your siblings are lucky to have you as their eldest :)

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