Can be my half

#Blog 327

Are you familiar with the word AFAM?

Yesterday I came across at @alicecalope blog and it's makes me think if I will share also mine hahaha. As a matter of fact I'm out of topic again today. If you have spare time you can check here blog in this link my afam stories lessons i learned. So let's roll it and fasten your seatbelt lol😁.

Wayback 2009 I've meet a American guy through online dating namely dateinasia. His name is James Bennett that lives at Mississippi. That time I have my eldest son already. His just 4 years old that time. Then me and ex husband been separated for few months. I've decided to go back to my parents house.

Apparently I'm a chatter when I'm still a single but I'm just lucky only when I have a son already. Woahh! I never expect it. I just try it again when me and ex husband have been separated. It's not easy also finding an Afam at internet because a lot of scammers also. They will just say sweet words and later they will apply their best modus hehehe. But oppsss they can't fool me because once the guy will be totally serious they will not let you doing some stuffs that you don't want to do.

I'm too much aware with it so I'll ignore it and blocked. Find another one. Then James is a good and sweet guy. His contented only talking to me at video call through yahoo messenger. His a divorce man with 2 kids. His 100% support for his kids is always there not like in the Philippines. Abandonment is real.

His attitude that makes me falling inlove that time, it's real! I'm supposed to be migrating at US that time but sad to say it never happened. He tell me that if once Barack Obama will win as a president, all Americans will be having a problems when it comes to our works. James is a foreman and his not rich as what you think. His just a hard working man that he want to provides everything. He had his own house but he lives alone for a few years.

Our relationship lasted only for 1 year. He didn't tell me the reason and he didn't reply my emails. I'm too much frustrated that time. I don't know what happened to him. Our last Convo is about the election. Then Obama wins. Maybe that's the reason. I never stopped contacting him and explained it to him that he dont need to worried. We can provide our needs.

I have a weekly allowance from him so I can buy the needs of my eldest son. At first I didn't get his money at western union because I tell him no need. He really begs on me to get it because its his decision to give us. Until now I'm still searching him at Facebook, twitter, Instagram and many more but I can't find him. I can't forget his face. His been good to me and treat me as his wife..soon to be. But never happened.

I just want to say thank him that he accept me for who I am. I never demand also because all I want is a trusted guy that can be my half for the rest of my life.

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November 3,2022

10.29 pm

Thursday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

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