Monday is not my Day

Today is not my Day.

Last night, I have a problem with my sleep. I couldn't sleep again that's why I took some supplement to make me sleep. My partner bought that he said it will help me. It's really effective. I felt sleep after 30 minutes.

I wake up around 6 am in the morning and walk straight at the comfort room then back to bed again. I played a calm music so that I could sleep again. I wake up again at 8 am and went again to the comfort room then back again.

I stopped the music I played on and back to sleep again. At 10 am, I wake up since I have a stomachache. I didn't get out on the bed because I observed it first and put some Omega. After 5 minutes I felt, it became worst then I ran fastly at the comfort room. While I was inside, I pain the ache and it was too much. It wasn't normal already. I cried because of the pain. I didn't know what could be the reason.

Then my vision became blurry and it was about to dark. I was really nervous. I was out of myself. I cried again. I want to ask some help but I was alone. I was really scared. I called God. I talk to him. I know he will help me. My face looking at the floor because the pain was really hurtful. Everything was really dark. I didn't have strength already. I felt something different, my whole body felt something I couldn't explain. The pain was spread out. I cried and cried. I was really nervous and scared. I prayed to our almighty God again and again. I know he's always beside me and listen my prayers. He is my only saviour that time.

I observed my stomach while having my tears. I couldn't bear the pain but I fought it. I wanted to shout for a help but I was hesitant since I know no one could hear me and my phone I left at the room. I prayed how many times and call the name of our almighty God. I hold my stomach so that I couldn't feel the pain a lot. After 10 minutes, the pain was lessen. I was really thankful to God. He heard my prayers that time.

After I was done at the comfort room, I decided to go back at the room. I lay on the bed and put some Omega again for my stomach. A few minutes, I felt hungry so I decided to went on the kitchen. I get some foods and ate there at the table. After eating, I felt something different. My body was like shaking in pain and my vision became dark again. I ran fastly at the room and lying on the bed. I look at the ceiling but there were a lot twinkling lights and a little bit dark.

After few minutes passed, I have stomachache again. I don't know what I'm going to do. I can handle the pain compared the first pain but still I wasn't comfortable. I put some Omega again. I felt I want to vomit but I couldn't do it. I was really weak. After that I slept and I didn't noticed it. I wake up at 12:58 pm when I looked at my phone but my body didn't cooperate. I felt drowsy and my body has no strength even my arms.

I fight it since I need to eat my lunch so I went directly to the kitchen and ate my lunch before I went there I put some Omega again in my stomach. It helps me because it will lessen the pain I felt but still it gives me a weakness. The reason I didn't have a mood.

"Now I have still the pain and I hope it will be gone. I don't like this that's why I have a problem when it comes to my health. I easily get pain. I don't want this but I know God will help me and listen my prayers. I trust him always."

I realized that's it's really hard to be alone. Sometimes we need it because it help us to release our stress. We need it sometimes because we need a peaceful place. It give us relaxation and a peace of mind. No distractions when it comes to your task or routines but there are a lot of bad sides too.

It's not good when there will be an emergency occurs since we cannot predict what will happen especially those worsen cases, those worsen scenarios. For me it should be balance, sometimes it's okay to be alone but sometimes we need to have an accompany also to help us in a difficult situations. It should always in the middle.

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some thoughts with this article of mine.

God bless everyone.😇 Stay safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜