Everything is Just a Dream!

Yes! I'm in pain, I want to start a new life! The problem is I don't know how. What will be the first? How will it be?

I am so much tired with this. Why I need to experience this? How long it will be? I don't want this. A painful one that I never expect. This is not the life I want!

How could you do this to me? You gave me hopes. You gave me sweet messages. You gave me a lot of surprises. You make me smile everyday. You give an effort for everything. A lot of gifts I receive. A precious words that make my heart flattered. A twinkling stars that memorable a lot. The endless happiness. The images of the laughter throwing each other. The tears of happiness because of the achievements we have in life.

What happened those memories we have? Did you forget it? Everyday is like colorful rainbow that can never be explain. Exchanging sweet conversations. A lot of times we communicate that the smile always been there. Can you still remember what are the promises we have? What about our plans? You are the one and who make the plan first. I was shocked that time since I didn't expect it.

You still remember? You wrote it one by one then after some of it you drew it also. You still remember that right? You explained it carefully so that I would understand what are those things for. I saw your face that time and I felt I was the lucky girl in this world. You told me the reasons and what are those things making you to inspire. I was relief that time. You make me tears all of a sudden.

I felt your greatest love to me. The way you care and the way you protect me. I felt very secured with you. My heart jump into the happiest one. You make my world full of brighter colors with stunning lights everywhere. You always send me a gifts every special days. You showed to everyone how proud you are on having me into your life. You gave me the paths of dreams. You always gave me a motivations in life.

The reason that I become more stronger while facing the life. You teach me the important things we need to learn in order to achieve our dreams. You gave me a confidence and teach me that I will always trust and believe with my own self. You boosts me a confidence. You gave me an inspirations. You change my life. You are my mentor and my savior all the time. You are always supporting to me and always present if I need your support. You always gave me a wishing luck.

I remember when it was my birthday. I was really happy and shocked because of the surprise you showed me. You make it special to the most. I couldn't explain the emotions I have that time. It was too much. You make me special on that day. You make it out of the most. You gave your best and efforts to make those surprise with having a beautiful bouquet of flowers. The dashing red roses that you gave me. You make me princess. The happiness I felt that time was really unmeasurable and it was the unforgettable surprise you gave me.

It was the time also that I didn't know how to react because of what I saw. It is the most wonderful surprise I receive in my whole life which I never expect it will happen. The time which I realized that kind of surprises was real.

What happened? Where are you now? I don't know what will be the reason. You change out of the blue. Sometimes I ask myself, am I not enough? Why did you leave me without saying anything?

You know what? You gave me a lot of memories, not an ordinary but the memorable one. I thought it's real! I thought you're the one! I thought you're the perfect one for me! Now I am standing there and said...

"Everything is just a dream!".

LIFE THOUGHTS:

Life is not perfect as well as in a relationship, there's no perfect at all. You can encounter a lot of challenges if you already committed to someone. There will be a small, in the middle then the worst one. It's part of a relationship.

It's depend of a two person how they handle the struggles or the worries they've face. You need to be ready and be brave all the time. You need to accept the reality and move on. We need to stand then start something new.

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some thoughts with this article of mine.

God bless everyone.😇 Stay safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜