It's my Birthday but please pray for Pachuchay!!
September 6, 2022
Yesterday is my birthday, September 5. We had a simple celebration just like we have most of the time. My cake was given by my bestfriend and some of the foods are contribution of my family.
I was tired at work because of new procedure regarding documents. I had a headache. I thought I will not come home on time, because my family was waiting for me for my celebration. I able to come home but late, we ate, blow the candle in my cake and make a wish.
After that, me and my bffs had a chat. A certain situation I am facing right now made me feel stress and down. There is someone that makes me feel sad and heart broken but I think it is all my fault. My attitude makes me feel that way. My personality and perspective in life is bringing me down. I hate being pessimistic but I cannot live a normal life if I am not that kind.
When I feel positive, I will just wait. I will just rely in manifestation and affirmation. I will not do anything. Being pessimistic works my brain. I continue to find solution to problems and I have plans. However that kind of attitude is draining me. Addition to that is my personal problem with someone but I will just keep it with myself.
Because of all the thinking, I felt down. I even had suicidal thoughts instantly. I immediately think of ending my life, but only thoughts, and I don't care of the people I will be leaving behind. I stop using my phone and chatting with my friends. I felt exhausted. I took a nap, woke up and the decided to go to Noise.
While I was sharing tips, I saw a post of someone asking prayers for her ate is in critical condition. She mentioned the name of her ate and she is familiar. The I remember she is my sissy here in Read.cash. Do you guys remember @Pachuchay she is now in the hospital and in critical condition.
I started to panic and prayed immediately. I remember I make a wish before blowing the candle of my cake and I remember wishing for something else. If I found out about sis Pachuchay firstly, I guess I will give my wish for her.
I seriously prayed for her. I felt that all if the bad feelings I was feeling earlier are all gone. Someone needed me to be positive so that she will be okay. Someone is needed me to be alive for she needs my prayer. I had suicidal thoughts and someone is fighting for her life. I am ashamed of myself.
I am glad that I visited Noise because I saw the post and I know I will do everything to pray for my sis Pachuchay. The power of prayers are amazing and we have a faithful God that always hear us. I hope He gives his blessing and heal sis Pachuchay.
It is my birthday today, but this post is for my sis Pachuchay. I am asking you to join me in praying for her. Let us save her, she wants to live and she is a fighter. She is a mother and I remember lots of inspirational thoughts of her. Let's help her through our prayers guys. Let's pray for her.
Images : cake is mine/ screenshot is from a post on a Noise
I was about to take a nap and remember her. I tried to search her here in read and saw your article. How is she doing now?