The experience of being a first time mom is quite unforgettable and the feelings indeed incomparable. When I become a mom I experience different types of emotions, and somehow anxiety. Even my six senses becomes double as even the smallest sounds inside our house I can perfectly hear it and I can perfectly define who made that sound, I swear😂. I can sometimes even say that I've been born again in a new self of me😅(oh sounds exaggerated? Well you can think that way, it's fine 😂) and I felt that I got a super power 😂 as I can sense everything that is happening around me, even if I cannot saw it with my own eyes. Sounds crazy, isn't it? Lol.

And now that my son had already grown up, remembering those moments makes me smile, specially those times that my first born was only one month old. Well actually some feelings had remained, but something's had already changed a bit.

So let me share to you my experience and hard times that somehow whenever I remember them, I found them cute and funny.

Anyway I came to this topic because I saw it in my Facebook news feed. I got a chance to visit my Facebook today and do a little scrolling and this photo really hits me. I mean since the topic and photos was related to all first time mom, I get inspired and I was smiling while watching those photos. So I wanted to share them with you.

So this shower anxiety happens to me all the time, even until now that my little one is already a toddler. This is funny as hearing a baby's cry makes me pause from bathing 🤣. Honestly since I become a mom, I can only have a 5 minutes bath everyday lol, sometimes I can only stay inside the bathroom for 3 minutes😂 and everything is done. Well I won't deny that every time that my son was out of my sight I'm always worried, I'm scared that incidents may happen if I am not around. So I had to took my bath as quickly as I can.

I can still remember those times that even I still have shampoo in my hair and when I suddenly heard a baby's cry I will run to my son with a towel around my body. Sometimes water is running from me as I still haven't dried up myself, but I am already near to my son. Well I don't bother as I need to check my son😂, once I saw that he was okay I just continue my bath. I think all first time mom can relate 😂.

Oh my God, I always overthink and I'm always worried all the time.

Since I already heard about SIDs (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome), I always check my son from time to time whenever he was sleeping. As a mom I always make sure that I wouldn't regret anything and I always make sure that he was okay. Since SIDS is Very scary, I can't avoid negative thoughts, I think it's because I love my son so much.

Photo gallery

Oh well this is very true, that even he was just sleeping I took a photo of him. Every little thing that he does, there's a photo and even Vedio's, lol. My gallery is actually full of my son's photo until now 😂. I actually deleted some photos of me just to have some more space for his photos 😂. I'm a fan!😉🤣.

Struggle is real

Lol! This is somehow funny 😂. This happens when my son turned three months 😂. I'm always struggling whenever I need to change his diaper as he would definitely turned upside down and sometimes he suddenly tilted while I am trying to change his diaper. He really don't like to stay laying in bed for a second 🤦😅.

Definitely so true!😂🤣😂. When my son turned one year old, I really wanted to took a good photo of him, but it didn't happen 🤣.

Lol! My little son-shine is so cute, as he was really curious with all those decorations around him and that makes the photo shoot fail. He really wanted to grab everything.

Anyway I know that some of you here aren't yet a mom, but I do hope that one's you meet a first time mom you would understand them and comfort them at all times. Sometimes being a first time mom is hard, from adjusting to adaption of being a mom somehow challenging. Anxiety and postpartum depression hits and it's quite hard to deal with. I hope all mother's from this universe are being loved and respected.

All mother's are precious 💞.

Thank you for reading ❤️.

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