"Busy:How was my everyday went"

Blog#109 December 30,2021

As a full time mom I always found everything's complicated this past few days. You might be wondering if why sometimes I published my article at midnight and didn't reply your comment in my article, while I can still manage to comment in your article's. Managing everything is really hard, as I am not good about managing. I don't even know how to work everything accordingly😅.

Waking up early in the morning is hard as I always sleep late at night😪, but I had no choice as I am already a mom. My morning routine starts by washing my son's feeding bottle. Cleaning up some miss in his playpin as I can't do it at night because I do not have any energy, but sometimes I cleaned it before I go to bed. Every day our living room is so missy but I cannot complain about it, as it is my son's work. Once my son get up from our bed, I should start accompanying him, as he always picked up everything that he sees. I should be always at his back to keep him away in any kind of incidents. Just like this morning, he was playing in our living room then he suddenly went inside our room, he saw his feeding bottle in the table and he grabbed them and of course everything fall. Then he tried to drag the table and that makes him out of balance. When I saw it I got panic of which should I hold, the table or him😅, but at the end I choose to hold the table to prevent it falling in to him, luckily my son's head didn't hit the ground when he fell and seems like he didn't get hurt as he didn't cried.

My son is very playful, he was interested in trying everything that he sees, even the chair he played with it. Holding my phone while accompanying him is very impossible, as I need to keep my eye on him. In one blink of my eye, he was already climbing the chair, another blink he was dragging the chair while saying vroom vroom vroom 🤣. Sometimes I will saw him trying to go out in our door as he wants to play outside. I really need to focus on him to avoid incidents and regret's as any moment in just one wrong move he might fell.

But then there's still time that I tried to sneak to read articles but because his with me, I made a mistake in upvoting. I should have just upvote the article with $0.05usd but because my son suddenly come and pointed her fingers to my phone I accidentally click the $2.00, and I don't know that I upvoted the article with that amount as I didn't saw that I tap the $2.00. I made it in the article's of sis #Sweetiepie and sis #Yhanne 😂, luckily they are my friends, they let me know how much I upvoted their articles and they returned it to me (Thank you so much mga sissy 😘)🤣😂. That is why for me to avoid those mistakes and to keep my son safe, I keep my phone away from me whenever I'm with him.

I just got a chance to read articles when it's time for my son to have his morning nap. While I am swinging his hammock, I took the chance to read and to comment in every article's that I read. But because my time is so limited, sometimes I just upvote and read another article until my son fall asleep. Then I will continue doing my daily household chores once he is already sleeping.

While I am cleaning or washing I am thinking with what topic should I write for that day. Sometimes I scrolled in some of my social media accounts to look for some topic after I finish all my household chores and while my son is still sleeping. And since there are times that my son only sleep in the morning, there are really day's that I cannot visit read.cash until he sleeps at night, just like today, he only had his morning nap.

It's actually tiresome and sometimes I feel frustrated being a full time mom but with the laughter of my son all tiredness that I felt just gone. My day wouldn't be also completed if I won't visit read.cash, so I always tried to get some time to be in here before I sleep at night, but sometimes I get hook reading and it took me 'til midnight to read. Though there were really night's that because I'm so much tired the whole day, I feel asleep while holding my phone😅.

I cannot imagine how tiring it is being a mom 😂. I really need to have a super power as I always need a lot of energy and long patience for my child. Sometimes if my partner tried to annoy me as he won't took care of our son if he is at home, I cannot stop myself not to cry as I am so much tired and he didn't even tried to listen to me. He didn't even tried to give me a moment to rest, that is why sometimes I get mad at him. 😅. I'm still a human anyways 🤣.

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Closing thoughts;

I know and I can see how's my performance become poor this past few days, but I don't want to stop writing. I won't stop believing that one day I'll be a 1 BCH holder . I might not be as active as before but that doesn't mean I will stop. I will continue my journey here, I will still try to publish articles but there's a little bit changes so It might not as always,(everyday). I also need to secure my health, as stress is already affecting me. And so today I made this decision for myself.

In our lives sometimes we need to sacrifice something for our own good. We need to learn how to balance everything to continue performing our best without pushing ourselves into our limits. We should slow down as we all know, too much isn't good.

We should fight for our dreams but we shouldn't forgot what's best for us.

This is all for today guy's, thank you for reading and Happy New year!

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