The changes

I find it funny because when I was young I always do a lot of things. Go to every party with my parents, Go to birthday parties invited or not, stayed out under the sun and played around the street with my friends, I always wanted to leave the house and engage in necessary and unnecessary activities, I always wanted to make new friends, have fun in the rain because I find it refreshing, take pictures with my friends on Christmas day and parade the whole community to show off our fine dresses, go visit my friends and spend hours talking with them, I practically love all the dresses in the whole world, go to the amusement park or indomie party and stuffs related to all these and I always had my way around all these things and I had fun doing them.

Now I hate dressing up on Christmas day and I don't take pictures on Christmas day anymore except it's an unaware picture from a family member. Christmas and the new year are just like every normal day to me. I don't love dresses anymore cause I feel insecure about them, I always wear polo and jean, I hate attending parties with my parents and It's not that I hate parties I just hate the stress that comes with them. I love staying indoors and just indoors doing what I call my thing right Inside my room. I hate crowds, I hate noise, I hate people intruding on my privacy, and I hate disturbance. I now love going out with just one friend at a time, I don't like group outings/stuff. I don't also find it important to make new friends but if you care to be my friend then I don't mind.

What are these changes?

At first, I thought and believed that it was normal, of course, it is, but it might not just be normal. Sometimes I think I am a loner but on the other hand, I enjoy my privacy and personal time so much and I am always happy. You can't tell me that there aren't some certain changes in you, yes you. Look deep you might have dropped your wild childhood habit and become a calm person or did you become a wilder person?. Change is changing it might be slight or massive.

Most times I want to go back to the good old times and have a lot of fun as a child but this Change that has happened was meant to be and the change I just wrote about would be a thing of the past in the future because the future holds another change for me. Change is everywhere, the world is changing, people are changing and nothing is stagnant. I wonder what change I would write about in the future but I think I can foresee it already who knows if God has something bigger than what I can see in hold for me. So watch out for the changes.

I have once something written something related to this before but I felt I should just write about something related to it again cos I was out of topic today because there has been an interruption in the light in my area for 3days now but thank God it was restored this evening. I am sorry for my absence from your article, it wasn't my fault that I haven't come online since morning but just this night.

Accept my sincere apology, thanks for reading and I really appreciate your time in reading this.

Till I write again, bye for now 🥰🥰🥰.