A short pause...

September 22, 2021

It's my third day staring at this blank screen, and I know that I have to write and I'm sorry if I didn't publish any article this past few days. It's just that my creative juices are not flowing and it feels like it had been dried up for these past few days.

My life feels like it's in a pause mode. Pause mode not to change but simply to stop and breathe. It actually started after my aunt passed out last Saturday morning and as most of you are aware that we are covid19 positive and yesterday was supposed to be our last day of quarantine period but it was reset because my cousin who is living across our house got positive result too.

I was so scared that Saturday, we are having our morning talks when it happened actually. She just told me that she is not feeling well so I told her to have a cereal drink first before she goes back to bed. Luckily she was sitting when it happened. I was calling her by her name and she's not responding. I asked my niece to bring me the oximeter to check her O2 level and her pulse count when she suddenly blabbing things that I can't understand and noticed that her lips is getting paler. I think it was about two or three minutes that I was tapping her in her shoulders and in her cheeks just to get her back to her senses. Me and the two kids were already shouting to wake her up and even shouting for help with my brothers. My Uncle and my two brothers came inside the house not thinking about their safety anymore because me and the two kids were already panicking.

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Then after a while, my aunt was back to her senses and vomited some water and after that, we brought her to the hospital. I was left in the house with two kids that I need to calm down and at the same time, I was also trying to calm down myself. Ever since that morning, I was moving like a robot it's like everything is on cue. I'll wake up at about 7am will prepare breakfast and her medicine. At 8am will go out to have our daily dose of Vitamin D. By 10:30am I'll start prepping our lunch and will end all the chores by 2pm. Will check my aunt at her room before I take my afternoon nap. Will prep dinner by 5:30pm and will finish by about 8pm. Again before I go to my room I will check my aunt and the kids if they have everything that they need inside the room. Will check her vital signs too.

Yep, I forgot that I'm sick too but during those days that passed I ignore all the symptoms that I'm feeling because I have to take care of my Aunt who is standing as our mother since my mom left us 2 years ago. Luckily the symptoms that I'm feeling are manageable. And I'm so thankful for all your prayers. I'm so thankful to God. We are all ok now. The quarantine period is extended because of my cousin but it's ok, what's important is we are all ok now. And slowly recovering the doctor is still giving us one more week to get fully recovered and I don't mind it anymore.

Hopefully, this pause in my life will resume to normal soon but until then I'll keep on trying to write, no promises though. Again, thank you for all your prayers. Me and my family really appreciate it.

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