Today was a usually day to me, nothing special. Just woke up 7:30AM and tried to grind my Axie Infinity game after the energy reset, I started to grind to complete daily quests to win 5 battles in Arena. The battle was stressful, I wasted 13 energy for Arena, 8 lose and 5 wins. I would like to use all the energy but I was scared to go below 800 as my current MMR was 803. The new update was a headache to us who are struggling with our team, as we cannot gain SLP anymore both Arena and Adventure if our mmr goes below 800.

For pete's sake since the maintenance last day, bad luck continues. Imagine from 1100mmr down to 800 below. I was stressed for real, and I feel bad about it. I felt like I am not doing good with my job. You know I treat Axie as my job because we have to achieve daily quota.

I was out for grocery

Before my day will be ruined like yesterday, I did calm myself and do daily morning task like feed the daughter, bathe her, clean and fix bedroom etc. After the task I decided to went out for grocery since my daughter was out of milk.

Before I went out I took a selfie of myself, I posted at noise what's the reason behind taking selfie lol.

It's been a long time since I had a pose as I was just busy grinding here and there..in this lifetime one of my stress reliever is to take a selfie, do some stupid pose. My gallery has a lot of photos but I don't pose it in social media. I just let it there and delete everything once I am feed up seeing all those poses 😂

Everytime I do that I felt relieved, sometimes when I am too stressed I dress up myself put some light make up then take a photo.. it's because I always stay at home that sometimes I am too bored to death 🤦

Anyway sorry for posting lol. Awra muna bago alis. Going to buy milk only 😂

Source: my noise.cash post

Just going to grocery but the pose was feeling mowdel lol.. okay, don't mind it or just bear with my stupidity just for the sake of relieving my stress with my Axie Infinity.

Bought something to satisfy my craving

I really like spicy food, I just want to satisfy myself and eat the food I like since I do it very seldom as I am a stingy person with myself.

I crave for something spicy, I always crave for spicy everytime my period is coming. I don't know why but it feels like heaven when I eat spicy foods hehehe!

For me, spicy foods are my appetizer especially if I don't have an appetite to eat. I enjoyed food so much when it's spicy 🥵

Source: my noise.cash post

Treated myself to eat at fancy restaurant

I ordered spicy grilled chicken, you know I love spicy as I mentioned above. I wanted to order crispy pata but it is good for 3 person and cost $11, too expensive for a single meal. I was supposed to order halo-halo but it was unavailable so I just settle with mango shake. The whole meal cost $5.20, much expensive than in fast food chain like Jollibee and etc but I just wanted to set on a nicer place for a change. ($5.20 maybe little to others but for a stingy person like me it's already big lol)

While I was eating I am slowly grinding my Axie in Adventure mode. But what I want to flex was my bag pack, because of the cute printed bears haha!

Closing Thoughts

Randomly treating yourself is great, it's a self love and you deserve it. Whenever you feel bad, don't blame yourself too hard but instead be nice, you only have one self don't be rude.

I don't want to be drown with stress that's why I unwind a little bit. You know, I felt stress whenever I am not doing good with something.

Thank you for reading this nonsense!

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Date Published: October 21, 2021