What I want to do but I'm lazy to do it?

Being lazy is not new to me. I am sometimes lazy to the things that I want to do everyday. I sometimes feel that I really like to do it but my body don't like to cooperate. I believe that is part and natural for us as a human right? If not, then I guess I am alien? Kidding!

What are the things that I want to do but I am lazy to do it?

Cooking

I really want to learn how to cook you know. Because, I want to cook for my Husband or boyfriend soon. But the oil and I really hate each other so, just looking at the oil is making me feel like a super hero sometimes coz' i make the lid of the casserole as a shield.

My Aunt teached me how to cook in vegetables before. It's a iloco dish and we called it denengdeng in Ilokano. That is first time cooking and I did well, my Family almost finished all the rice and our viand before but I didn't even taste my Cook. Why? Because, I'm scared that the taste is not nice so I didn't eat that time. LOL but my Aunt prised my cook that I am easy to learn and I am good at cooking for the first time and they are always ask me why, I don't cook if I am good at learning cooking.

I always accept my grandma's scold to me and I already get used and even memorize her nagging lines,

"Ang tanda-tanda mo na, ayaw mo padin mag luto? Paano nalang kapag nag asawa kana?" (she's telling me that I'm already old yet I don't like to cook and even ask me if what if I already get married?)

Actually, there's a reason why I don't really wanted to learn how to cook not only oil is the reason but because I will not get married. I don't have a plan to get married unless, My Crush wants to marry me.

So I really did accept that cooking is not really for me but I know how to cook rice and the basic foods. I also watch some cooking videos to youtube to learn and actually, I can able to do it but Yeah, I'm really lazy to do it HA-HA besides, I prefer to eat than cook. I will just pay for the ingridients.

Baking

Baking is also one of the work at the kitchen. Before, I also like to do baking cookies and or brownies for my crush and that is the reason of watching Playful Kiss. Just like what Oh Ha Ni did for Baek Seung Jo, you know I really envy Oh Ha Ni because she is the type of woman character that every girls before dreamed to be. Why not?

• She was always support by Baek Seung Jo's Mom and really like to be a Daughter-in-Law in the future.

• She become a Wife of her crush at the end.

• She really did everything to catch the attention of Baek Seung Jo and even get some first kiss to him.

And here I am still saying, Hope all. Lol i can't even have a confidence of doing that kind of things to my crush and I already accept defeat. (Playing a sad background music)

Okay! Cut the drama and let's go back to our main topic. So yeah, I really like to learn how to bake but like cooking, I don't really have a super powers to do it. My body didn't want to cooperate but I did tried making a Puto (steamed rice cake) when my Aunt is making some. She teached me how but since it was very tough because of mixing flour, eggs, sugar, and baking powder like that I give up. HA-HA

Exercise

This one is one of the most problem of mine. I am really the type of person of saying, 'I will do exercise tomorrow' but when the tomorrow comes, I will keep saying and repeating the same words without doing it. There was also a moment that I also told my sister my plan to do a jogging at 4 am but you already know what happened. I'm still sleeping at that time. HA-HA

That's why, my age is not cooperating to my height. Because of my lack and being lazy to do exercise, I have a body fat but who cares? I love eating! If I will do the exercise and diet, I can't able to eat the foods that I want right? Plus, I can't really endure the pain to my body after I do exercise.

Mastering Digital Arts

Aside from doing stickers on telegram, I also want to learn digital arts. Like draw and paint to my Phone and or if I can able to buy my own Tablet. I really envy those young children when they can draw a cartoons, or a person on their own. Since, I am just the only type of person that can draw on paper.

This time, i am not really lazy to do it but I don't really know where to start. Since, I don't have a proper materials to use yet. It is really hard to use hands when you draw so I need

this kind of item. But I don't know when I can buy it. We have some right time for that besides, I don't rush.

Writing Stories

Is one of the most thing that I do since when I was Fourth Year High School. I really love to wrote stories that has a lessons on my facebook account before. I write and published it to my Notes and I gain a lot of viewers/readers before. I am very satisfied because they appreciate my works because, there are a life lessons to it. When i will write some stories, I really like to put some life lessons at the end.

I once dreamed to become a famous writer to the fact that Sic Santos a famous writer right now, is one of the members of the group chat that where I joined before with my classmate who's very active in Wattpad communities. I can't believe that he is now a famous wattpad writer. While me, I can't even finished all the stories that I saved to draft to my Wattpad account.

Because of the reason that, I have a lot of story scenes to my mind. I write, then when I have another story that I think, I will saved to draft the previous one and focus to another one and repeat at the end, there was no successful story that I published to wattpad as a result, I became lazy to continue what I start.

Besides, to the fact that all of the stories in wattpad is just the same. I already memorize all of what happening after the story. All of the genres are all the same so I quit writing and read stories and even uninstall my wattpad application.

I really want to published a book but the problem to me is being lazy to write a story and I am scared of readers too, what if they will not like the story that I wrote right?

• But after writing this, I think I should give a try again and don't mind what will be the result after and just enjoy my writing journey when I start publishing some chapters of the story that I want to write.

And I don't have much experience about love. Since I am a bitter author, maybe I will end up like Sic Santos and k!ll my own character. HA-HA chor

Ending thoughts...

I do really have a lot of things that I am lazy to do it. However, it doesn't mean that I can't do it in the future. Who knows? That I can able to do that slowly and this is not the end of the day right?

Cooking, baking, exercise, mastering digital arts, and writing stories that is all the most things that I want focus in the future. I just hope that I can able to do it soon.

How about you, do you also have the things that you want to do but you are lazy to do it ?

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Day 13 of september