My Dear, Little Old Me

21 years ago, My Parents forgot to use condom and here I am, living, breathing, and kicking. Hays

That's a cringe introduction for this very long article for today. Lol I don't like this Day to be more elegant and I just want it to be simple. But, I was thankful to everyone because this simple day becomes my one of the most memorable and unforgettable moment of my life.

In my 21 years of existence, This is my First time to Write a Message for my self and I want to write and publish it here so that, In the future, I can read it if ever this platform will stay for how many years.

I don't like to cry while writing this but wala pa nga, pero heto mga luha ko nag uunahan sa pagpatak lol. Pardon for being oa or dramatic to this Article but I want to share this long message for myself with you. Samahan niyokong umiyak!

Dear My Little Old Me,

How are you know? This is the first question that I want to ask you. Because no one will ask you this question beside from me.

Commercial Break: I was on the restroom when I'm typing this. Anong feeling ng iiyak na sana ng bonggang-bongga pero sumakit bigla tyan? :'(

You are being alone in the past. You always hurt because of many people around you. You always commit suicide. You always hurt yourself. You always depressed. You always crying late at night.

Hirap akong ipush 😂

I was always see you sad and never smile. You always blamed yourself from this and that, that it's should be not your fault. You become a victim of bullying since you're grade 5 until High school. You don't have true friends until they left you alone.

I'm finish lol. blame me for eating a lot of spaghetti earlier lol.

But despite of all of what you experienced from the past, despite of how much you suffered, Do you see me now? Look at me!

Here I am, I'm still alive! Because, You are a strong woman. All I can say is, I'm so proud of you. Because finally, You learned from your mistakes, you learned to love yourself, you learned to fight from those people who always hurt you, and you learned to stand from your own.

I can't believe, we grow up so fast. We are just playing outside, we are just hugging our Mother during at night and we hear her beautiful voice singing so that we can asleep. But now, here we are, always sending her a vm and sing a song for her so that, we can express our love for her even if we are a far.

My old self, sorry if I couldn't achieve the dreams that you want. I know, I have a lot of Failure but, I promised you that I will grow up as an independent woman from now on. I will help our Mother, I will do everything so that I can still achieve the one dream that you want me to do and that is to help and take care of her until the last breath of my life.

It's my responsibility to achieve the dreams that you wish in the future which is I started to do it for you now. Don't worry, I will take of my self, I will never do what you did. I will be strong, I will never let other people hurt me. I will learn to be think mature, even if sometimes you're still awake to my soul.

Thank you because I learned a lot from you. Thank you because of you, I will not become like this and sorry but I need to let you go now and start an another journey of my life.

So, Farewell now My little Old Me.

This is not the end of this Article yet because I would like to say,

To everyone who makes this day special. To my Noona @mommykim , thank you for staying late last night just to sing me a Happy Birthday song

today. It's been a while since I heared this song because no one ever did that. I couldn't remember when is the last time that my Mom sing me a 'Happy Birthday' even my family lol. So Thank you for this Noona! I was touched. aww 🐶

To my Ate @Ruffa , Thank you for taking care of me always as one of my Ate in the internet world pinaparamdam mo parin na may ate ako at ikaw lagi nakakaintindi sakin even if

I don't have lumpia. HAHA

To @immaryandmerry thank you for this long message. My nose cried a lot instead of my eyes. Lol charot. This is the most long message that I recieve today and I was happy to recieve a message from you.

And to #Club1BCH and Noiseristificationism family, Thank you for the greetings and making my day memorable 💚 because I found some new friends and Family in Internet world.

What is my Wish Today?

I don't wish a lot. I just hope that I will become successful to build a house for my Mom and have a long life. Wishing myself all the best. That's all!

Thank you for reading my Article for today! Thank you for the greetings and for the wishes that I recieved from the all of you. I hope you will join me on my new journey. 💚

Arrivederci 💚

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