@Marvinskie
Good morning / Good day everyone. Lapit na end of shift KO for today's post hahaha. Graveyard Kasi ako this. 8am pa out Ko. Sumilip LNG ako dito saglit. God Bless All 🥰
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I miss this platform. I used to write some of my bad experiences here haha. Also the people I knew and friends that inspired me to write an article.
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He don't want me to leave 😭. But i have to for his own sake.
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Happy Birthday to me 😊🎉💝🥰🎁🎂
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Touch down. Biking muna pampa lusaw ng fats hahahaha.
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Yung mga pamangkin mong gustong gusto kang katabi sa pag tulog pero occupied na yung higaan. 😂 Hahaha nagagalit pag pag gising na wala ka sa tabi nila. Di ka naman maka pwesto hahahaja. Feel me ba?
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Hindi klaro yung buwan haha pero ang ganda ng langit kagabi
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For those who have nft on the website junngle.net, you must transfer your nft to other wallet or it will disappear Permanently. I recommend ownrare.art where you can transfer you junngle nft. Well atleast you can save them. Ownrare.art is a new NFT MARKETPLACE of slp which you can sell your nft there. Its is not fully operational now but still you can list them to sell. There are few nft that shows the picture on the site like Cryptorats Pony Ashwick and Anft You can also make your own nft and sell them on ownrare.art, i have some codes for those who are interested to sing-up. Just contact me thank and God Bless All.
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Mga ka noise sino ba dito may SLP NFT pa sa junngle.net? Mukhang need nyo na po kunin sa junngle ang nft nyo baka mawala pa. FYI po hanggang march 1 2023 na lng ang junngle na operational at lahat ng nft dun ay mawawala na kung di nyo makuha. Pwede nyo din naman ilipat sa ownrare.art ang nft nyo isa itong bagong marketplace para sa slp nft. pero iilan lng din ang nft na mag show yung picture. Cryptorats Pony Ashwick Anft At iba pang select nft pero yung iba hindi na mag show. Well atleast pwede nyo ma e save yung NFT nyo don. Kailangan nyo lng din mag sign up gamit ang code kasi di pa fully operational ang marketplace. Pwede nyo naman makuha yung nft nyo dun kahit kailan nyo gusto. Sa may gusto ng code dm nyo lng ako meron pa akong extra code.
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Isa na naman bulati ang pumirma ngayon hays. Ilan na lng kayang bulati ang absent hays. Im not getting any younger na. Thank God for this another year of existence. I will continue to serve You until the last fay of my Life.
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Laban lng muna ngayon. Di naman masyadong malala. Kayang yaka to. Hahaha minsan nga lng nakakamis talaga gumala hahaha pero antay lng yang gala na yan pag galing hahaha. Humanda talaga.
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Good evening everyone 😊. Have you been visited already you love 1's in there resting place? I just got hope for that and everyone is busy haha. I am also busy tasting those biko's haha. Some are lacking latik but its good no worries. I was like a judge who is the best dish haha.
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I forgot to tell you this is the picutre when we are having loaded out harvested rice on the rice field where we are harvesting. Luckily i have sack part of the total i harvested. Which is now getting dry and go to rice mill to become rice for our consumption. Hehe.
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Mukhang hanggang like like na lng ako nito dito ah. Di makapag reply sa mga post at comment kasi need talaga ma flow back ng mga na follow haha. Sad lyp.
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How to onow when someone followed me on this platform. This is really diferrent settings for before. So please someone explain it to me please.
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I didn't expect the one app would perfectly quess what was my pic when i was young hahaha. According toy mom this is really me. Hahaha so happy about it and there you go making it my profile picture.
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Whats up madlang people hahaha. Its been a month or long time not being visited here. Well still dont know what to write here haha. I just here to (kumustahin) you all hahaha. Nakalimutan ako ano english eh hahaha. Oh i just want to show up my drawing here hahaa. But its not all mine my niece finalize it for me. Hope you like it.
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Hay naku hindi pala nakaka comment pag hindi na follow back. Awit naman to. Baka maisipan nyo na sundan din ako hahaha para naman makapag comment sa mga post nyo. Salamat hehehe
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Noise has improved now. Wow. What will happen to the old account if someone please reply. Hehe. Really not sure about this but hoping someone might answer that. Thank you ang good day everyone 🥰
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To Fight For Your Love or To Let Go For Your Love I have notice this challenge to everyone here. Also @mhy09 encourage me to write mine too to participate in this trend topic "THIS OR THAT". I find it fun so I decided to write my version too. Haha What ever I have chosen is based on what I had experienced in my life. We had already experience choosing the right one for as in daily basis. There are 25 Question that I have to choose and answering it with all honesty. So let's start the fun. Haha 1. Swim in a pool or in the sea? I would rather choose to swim in the sea because we have no pool haha. But there are some resort that offers there pool where you can just pay per each person to swim in that certain pool. What I have experienced is that my friend had peed in the pool because the public restroom is too far that he can't nearly hold. So he just jump in the pool and swim in the center then pee. 😂 😂 😂. Well definitely I did it too and no one suspect us what we are doing. Sounds like crazy but it's true. I'm sure some of the readers here can relate what I have experienced. Well in swimming in the sea is more safer that the pool haha. We all have know that there are pipe's connecting to the sea which dump polluted water but to think that the sea is too huge and what ever polluted will flush out to the sea will be disappear not an instant but it will. 2. Family or friends? It's obvious that family comes first and the second is friends. What ever problem you have no one care like your family. They will support you what ever it is or if it is they think that it is the best for you and makes you happy. Friends will support you too to your journey and happiness. 3. Pasta or pizza? Honestly, I am not really a fan of pasta but I do eat spaghetti or carbonara or macaroni salads but for me pizza is the best for me. I rather eat pizza as in occasions than the pasta. Especially when the pizza has lots of cheese 🧀 omg. I grab it first in the table and quickly take a bite. 4. Comedy or drama? Mostly I watch comedy than drama. I don't know but is seem like my container of year is very full that when you shake it a little it will burst it out like the rain. "Laughter is the best medicine" as the saying goes haha. I feel like I am more happy and relax watching or reading funny thing. I can imagine or remembering the funny moment I had experienced. 5. Mountains or beach? I don't know, hmmmm... Maybe both because I grew up in province where you can find mountain which gives us food through farming. Living in such place where you can do hunting and farming. I use to hunt birds, wild boars, lizard and even fishing in the swap to catch ell or mudfish. I want to live also in the beach. I remember when my family visit our cousin who live in the nearby beach. They teach me how to fishing without fishing rod. Fishing using fish nets, Boating in the sea, finding she'll and put it in there aquarium. And getting sun burn everyday haha. 6. Facebook or Twitter? Of course Facebook haha. So many features that makes you interested. Chatting with friends or video calling. You can go live if you want too haha but is a big no for me to go live in Facebook where all you friends and foe's. It's not that I am afraid of them but I haven't build my confidence yet to go live and interact people while showing my appearance. 7. Bananas or apples? I am proud of being indigenous individual as a manobo so I rather choose Banana because this fruit is native in our place and one of my favorite fruit. Maybe a blood of a monkey is flowing my veins 😂😂😂. I like apple but if I will to choose definitely the banana. 8. TV Shows or movies? Well for me movies is the best entertainment during marathon or if want to relax. There are selected tv shows I like but mostly I rather watch movies than watching tv shows. 9. Breakfast or dinner? Hmmm. Dinner because since college I don't have time to cook for my breakfast instead I take snack in the morning. Until Now I don't eat breakfast, I will be eating my lunch and then dinner that make I have only 2 meals a day. I don't know because I tried eating breakfast but the result is stomachache that leads me to LBM. like a volcano explosion 💥 hahaha. 10. Alaska or Hawaii? Many people said that Hawaii is the best place to travel because of it's beautiful views and places. But I'm living in the tropical country that no snow falling from the sky so I will choose Alaska because "wala pa ring tatalo sa Alaska" haha. 11. Sweet or salty? I like sweet like candy or pastries but when it comes to food in the table I will choose salty especially when it come to suop yum yum. 12. Watch or play sports? I will choose play sports. During high school I have 4 sports that I played. On my first year I am a representative or a member of a valleyball team and compete in the school or other schools. Second year is badminton, third year sepak takraw, then fourth that I was able to compete in the "palarong panlalawigan" (provincial meet) and was only the shortest Taekwondo player that time. I rank second place during that event and my school has awarded a gold medal for my participation and rank 2nd. Sadly I was not able to compete in the nationals. 13. Vampire or Werewolf? Woohhooo..! Vampire of course because as I usually do that sleeping in the day and active at night haha. Also I just want so drink blood of that girl who cheated me and leaving me in the air hanging. 14. Living room or bedroom? Bedroom is my favorite place haha. Remembering the past or where you can relax that no one disturbs you. 15. Puzzles or board games? I like puzzle but I like board games the most especially chess. I was able to compete also in chess during my elementary but not in other places just in the school. 16. Books or magazines? Book definitely because I love reading funny events or loves stories. I remember I had this compile of novel book which I have read and pile it on the cabinet or the the my closet. And also a alternative income to me by let them rent my novel for 15 pesos each for 2 days. After my budget or sale is enough to buy another set, I will buy new ones to my self and ready after finish it all, I let them be rent again. 17. Fruits or vegetables? Well I can say is both of them because these foods are very essential to our body especially when you are living in the mountain. 18. Witches or wizards? Wizards of course haha. I have ready the full episodes of the harry poster book and also watch it in full movie. Who ever doesn't agree with me for sure you will taste my "Sectumsempra spell" haha. So don't be hesitate to agree with me haha. 19. Phone or computer? Both hehe. I don't own computer set but I use to play at internet shop for online games like dota. I love playing MMORPG GAMES (***massively multiplayer online role-playing game***) like the one I posted in noise.cash which is DRAGONEST ONLINE. Image source: https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10203079444902455&id=1695943629&set=a.10203079444862454&refid=13&__tn__=%2B%3D Meet my character on Dragonest online "man2xx" his class in Inquisitor and his skills are more on lightning and holy property. Image source: https://m.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1130422316181&id=1695943629&set=a.1130422156177 Second game is RAN ONLINE PH. This is 'eL'cHuChAy' an archer class Dex type. The longest game I played that I even purchase some equipment to make my character stronger. 20. Reading or writing? Reading haha. As I metion earlier that I love to read novels. But now I started to like writing to enhance my capability to write and to improve my grammar. Also about the construction of words that my teachers always correct me. If anyone notice that please do informed and I will correct immediately. Thank you in advance. 21. Comedy or horror? I like Comedy the most haha. I leave to laugh watching comedy movies or short clip I made me happy. I do watch horror movies too but not like Comedy. 22. Tea or coffee? Well I prefer both because I am coffee lover like I'm taking coffee 4 times a day haha. Also I like tea because I always mix tea in my coffee. As you can is in the picture below that I am mixing tea with my coffee and it really good. Try this if you don't you will miss almost 1/4 of your life haha. Kidding. Image source: photography by me 23. Love or money? Some of girls I'm pretty sure that they use it as a practical answer choosing both but for me I choose love because buys are all should provide for the family. I have already experienced being broken and only that girl is only after her benefits towards me. The less she gain the less love she gives so sad. I have already moved on lol. 24. Theatre or cinema? Cinema because I have a lot of experience in cinema hahaha. I didn't have the chance to go the theatre and watching. In cinema I have meet my first love that able to give me the happiness in my entire life. The sad ending is her parents didn't find me as a good partner for thier daughter sad. 25. To Fight For Your Love or To Let Go For Your Love? Both I think because fighting for your love is an act where you did everything to make your relationship happy. I did fight for my love. I have experienced it in my first love and in my last relationship On my first love I have fight by showing to her parents that I am worthy to be thier daughters guy. I work hard to keep her happy and be contented. On my last relationship, well I have to let go of her happiness and if she's happy with another man I will be force to be happy to for her. Although it hurts me a lot but she choose to be happy with someone. Thank you for reading my article. Such a good experience writing this one. I have a lot of fun doing it. Although it made me cry I the last question but still I find it really fun. If you haven't read my previous article I will list below the links. ***The Blue Storm*** https://read.cash/@Marvinskie/the-blue-storm-1670d655 ***The Most Embarrassing Mement Of My Life*** https://read.cash/@Marvinskie/the-most-embarrassing-moment-of-my-life-bc809002 ***Being Broken*** https://read.cash/@Marvinskie/being-broken-dfb18792
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Thank you so much @Heneralluga for your sponsorship. I have a tiring day but when I open my account and alas!! Sponsorship is waiving. You are my very first sponsor here in read.cash. God Bless You.
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Thank you so much @Heneralluga for your sponsorship. I have a tiring day but when I open my account and alas!! Sponsorship is waiving. You are my very first sponsor here in read.cash. God Bless You.
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The Blue Storm I use to walk along the coastal road until in the coastline of the beach of my friends place. It was so warm and calm that you can even shout what you want to releasing and let go the the emotions from inside. It's not just me walking through this beautiful coastline also many people enjoying the view and some are dating along the way. Coastal road of davao, google images source: https://businessmirror.com.ph/2020/08/17/davao-city-coastal-road-project-earns-raves-fears/ There are also children flying kites 🪁 🪁🪁 which is very fun to watch and remembering the time when I was a child. Long ago when I was in the beach flying my kite. I heard strange sound like a stone rolling in the sky but I just not pay attention to it because may be the rain 🌧️ is coming. I decided to continue fly my kite because the wind is heavy that makes my kite fly high even more and I feel joyed seeing my kite flying and it's like reaching the clouds already but suddenly a lightning ⚡ strike a near by coconut tree 🌴 that made me scrambled in fear 😨 and jump over. The coconut tree is on fire 🔥 made me more afraid that I quickly run away and hide in the big tree that opposite direction of burning tree. Google image source: https://wallpaperaccess.com/beach-storm Feeling nervous and afraid hiding, but I can't resist to peek what's happening. So I ease my self and start peeking on the other side. First attempt of peeking, I heard a loud sound of cracking or something like that is heavy falling down so again I quickly hide. After a while I attempt to peek again and I saw the burning tree that is cut in half by that lightning but aside from fire that is burning the tree, I saw a small amount of electricity flowing in the middle of the tree that made me curious what's on it. After I witnessed all that kind of event, I am curious again and make me think to go near and see what's happening but I can't stand and take even one step for I am very afraid. My mind telling me that I should go and check it out but it seems like my body won't cooperate. I tried to peek again and observed if it is safe to go nearby and check the rare phenomenon I have witnessed. I gather my strength and confidence and believing that there were no bad will happend. Slowly I step forward as silent as possible then the seconds step follows and third fourth until I have reach nearby the tree. Suddenly the electric current has increase and heading to my directions. I quickly run as fast as I can but still it hits me and make me electrocuted. That was happend so fast that I may nor able to avoid it or escape from the electricity coming. I could remember the pain going through my body. When I woke up I'm already in my house lying in my bed and I feel that I have a lot of energy that even my parents curiously ask me what was happend to me during I'm on that beach. It seem that am I am already two days sleeping unconscious but when I woke up it's like nothing happend. My mom told me that I should not go to school the next day but I insisted that I am fine. I could move round like it was nothing happend. I feel like there is an electricity flowing in my body also so strange that if I touch my two index finger and separate slowly there is a lightning in between connected to each finger. I was so shock and at the same time happy because it like the anime I used to watch which kilua (***the one of the main character of hunterxhunter***) can produce electricity from its he's body. Googled image source: https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.reddit.com/r/HunterXHunter/comments/mz9alp/killua_zoldiack_made_by_me_with_lighting_effect/ For my curiosity I did try my powers in an electric fan in our house and it works haha. Thinking the power I have so many things that I would like to do or plan that any human can't do. One day in our town I has a black out in which we don't have electricity because of the maintenance going on by the electricity provider. I am a bit sad because I use to watch the cartoon in television in that particular time. So I decided to hold the plug of out television and it really again works. I was very happy that my parent confused what was going on. The town has no electricity but here I am watching television and the shocking thing is that only the television 📺 is working in the house. In thier curiousity the follow the wire connecting the television and they found that I was holding it and hide in my back. They don't know how to feel if they were be afraid or be happy. So in order for them to be at ease I hold the main wire connecting the whole connections of the house and woaahhh all of our appliances are working but I feel a bit hurt in my body but still doing it. My neighbors also curious why we have power in our house that there were no electricity provide in the town. But my father told them that we are using a silent generator to produce electricity in our house hold. In the school I feel confident walking in the hall way without any worrying about the bully I have in the school. (***There are group if student who is bully that no one has a gut to argue with them because when they attack it always in a group also carrying a knife.***) Suddenly a hard thing strike my back that almost I fell down. Seeing me did not fell down. He hurriedly trike me again but I could catch the (***dos por dos or wooden stick 2x2***) and he is shock. I am able to stole he's stick and strike back. On the second strike I put a little electricity on it. But he also stop it with he's fist. I was so shock that even him can use electricity too. Then he point his finger at me and strike me chain lightning and I was blown away where I stand with few meters away. Since he use chain lightning all nearby window and door was damage. Luckily there was no students injured. I run as fast as I can getting out the building and while I am running he chase me and attack until we reach the beach where I have found my powers. Thank time seem a storm is coming ang with the lightning ⚡ we use the sky turns blue and you can hear the storm coming our way. Image in noise.cash by Sir Robin23263 We exchange lightning ⚡ by striking each other. I could avoid all of his attacks also he can too. Being nervous what's happening I suddenly slip and he got me directly. He came and hold me punching with lightning fist. I can't barely move because of the damages I got. When he about to punch me again I quickly kick he's ball's that made him on he's knee's I cast my lightning bolt with all my energy that made me fly and my eyes where turning into lightning too. I strike him three times that make him die in an instant. Also I fall from flying because I have no energy left and passed out. I feel strange that I felt like someone is hitting me and it hurt so much then I noticed my mother hitting me with a bamboo stick because I have peed in my bed. She scold me for being so childish that at my age I still peeing in the bed. She was so very angry the she let me wash the blanket, bed sheets and put the foam outside to let it dry. I remember that we had an activity in the school laboratory about electricity and was tired playing before I got home. It was a dream that I have obtain the power of lightning ⚡⚡ haha. The End. I really hope that you enjoyed reading my thrilling and funny article of the blue storm. Thank you for your time spending to ready my article. I will be writing again soon. So stay tuned for the next article. If you would like to read my articles you can found it here: https://read.cash/@Marvinskie/being-broken-dfb18792 https://read.cash/@Marvinskie/the-most-embarrassing-moment-of-my-life-bc809002
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The Most Embarrassing Moment of My Life It happend long time ago with my friends. One day during lunch break. Me, angelo,aldory,and marjun. We decided to go in my friends house marjun nearby for us to have lunch in thier place. Marjun has a family that let we say they have average type of living so his parents can afford to buy delicious food for thier table. Also aldory has the same status of marjun while me and Angelo is the lower one that we have to work to support our parents. Marjun has a fried chicken, aldory has a pork adobo while me and Angelo is sharing the "ginataang labong" or (bamboo shoots with coconut spice with dried fish). But aldory and marjun share thier food to us also. Aldory and marjun likes the bamboo shoots because they are rarely eat them. While eating marjun's mother told us if we would like to eat popcorn we should cook it ourselves and she pointed where the popcorn and cheese were found also she pointed at peanut if we would like to have it also. After eating we watch short movie and my friend marjun reminded us that popcorn 🍿 and peanut 🥜 but we need to cook the popcorn first. So i decided to cook for them unfortunately i cooked a lot. To think that maybe his mother of marjun will get angry 😡 with us. After I cooked the popcorn we ate slowly like we are in the movie marathon not thinking of the time we spend. We are just enjoying the moment we share and to think that the popcorn is really yummy because I put a lot of cheese on it. We have this game that like a basketball but this time the ball is the popcorn we ate. It is a a game that we should basket the popcorn inside the mouth of our partner. The higher basket scored will be declared as a winner. Starts with the other team marjun and Angelo. They should attempt 10 time only. First try they got the basket already, second is attempt is almost basket in the nose of Angelo 😂😂. (I am laughing right now thinking what happend or the experienced we have long time ago.) Not to mention that my friend Angelo has a gift of having a big hole in his nose hahaha. We always scolded him that even he forgot to breath he will not die because of that nose. Its not totally shoot in his nose though. Just a half of it and what he do next is extremely funny that he exhale forcefully and the popcorn blow out in his nose that its like a cannon firing haha. We all laugh at the same time enjoying the game we have. They had 7 out of 10 scored. Next is our team me and aldory which i will be the basket and my partner will be a shooter. We scored first,second and third but the fourth one is basket on my eye that make me run to the sink to wash my eyes. Although I am a "chinito" (narrow eyes) eyes still got me haha. They feel worry about my eyes because may be it touches to my eyelids but I'm okay it's just a cheese 🧀 was only gotten in to my eyes. We lost in that game because we only scored 6 out of 10. I scolded again my partner aldory because he is laughing while shooting those popcorn into my mouth haha. Googled image Suddenly the mother of marjun my friend shouted us saying "Di na ba kayo papasok? mag aalauna na nag tatawanan pa kayo diyan." (Are you not going to school? It's almost 1 pm already yet you are still laughing there). Hearing what she said I check my watch and it's true it's almost 1 pm. We rush cleaning our mess including the popcorn in the floor and dress up with our uniform. Hurriedly we ran to our school and almost we can not enter the school coz the school has this rule that who ever did not arrive in the school late cannot enter to the school premises. I did not expect that my uniform has a stain of cheese and I mediately rub it with my finger but by the time we hurriedly running I forgot to wash my hands and there is still cheese on my finger. I also hurriedly go to the nearby restroom to wash my hands and rub again my uniform but I am dumb founded that still not remove the stain and it's looks like a yellowish poop of a baby on my uniform. During may classes I feel not comfortable and also i was about to fart. Since i am also a not very good student in the classroom. They knew as a friends and a classmate who is not so naughty but always joking around. Since I already out my fart once in the classroom during classes and it's kinda funny to think over it. 🤣🤣🤣 Everyone is very disgusted what they has smell and start pointing who did that kind of action that leads to be noisy inside the classroom. My teacher also got angry that action of mine. But they don't know it was me who fart in the classroom only marjun, Angelo and aldory knows it was me haha. They just laughing out loud what I did 🤣🤣🤣. Later in the break time that was our topic and scolded me for doing disgusted things like that. I just laugh at them because they already knew me for we are the closest friend since we are little. So I decided to set it free but unfortunately when I'm about to fart may poop overtakes my fart and got out first😑😑. It's like a mixture of peanut and popcorn. Everyone notice the smell and i was so guilty doing that time 😑😑. When they found out that I was the one who poop in my shorts they all laugh at me and saying the bad karma has arrived. I was so embarrassed and ashamed in front of my teacher and classmates hearing those laughers and scold😑😑. I did not say anything and sat in my armchair bowing my head because of that shameful happend. Googled image When the teacher said that I should go to the restroom to wash my self. I quickly run into the public restroom in our school. Instead of the wash room I enter in the toilet and let go all the remaining balance😑😑. I started to cry 😭 in a silent thinking what happend. Also in the restroom my teacher in math is beside the toilet where im in and the sound of the poop coming out is so loud that he noticed it too and saying. "The volcano 🌋 of davao has been already exploded". 😑😑 When I heard it I feel very embarrassed again and cry out 😭😭. I wash my body and the brief with poop I just throw it in the garbage can. When I got finish, my teacher is waiting for me outside the restroom and comforted me that I should've cry because it is a call of nature that I couldn't hold much longer. But I didn't hear a single word he said being in a situation like this being ashamed and embarrassed will make you deaf. After he said many things I just walk to the gate and go home early. I didn't return to the classroom. I was so embarrassed that the day. The next morning I got absent from the class because of what happend last day. Instead of the school I went to my uncle farm and go fishing. My uncle house in near by the river which abundant with fish to catch using fishing rod. I can't stop thinking what will happend if I go to school next day if they will still laugh at me? So many if's I was thinking. 1 week I did not attend classes that may my aunt suspicious and curious why I did not attend classes. On Saturday my class adviser went to our house because she is concern about me not attending the class. My aunt offer a snacks to my teacher and then they talk about what happend. At first my aunt was smiling but seeing me in the corner knocking my head in the wall she immediately called me and apologize to my teacher. She give me an advice not to do anything bad because if it is bad karma will strike you it would be 10x fold.
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Being Broken! She told me, "Kapoy nako nimo, pero gi-surrender ba tika?"( I'm tired of you, did I give up on to you?) Boys are strict, sensitive, high tolerance, but boys sacrifice more. Their efforts and sacrifices are no joke. Please don't let us cry, don't make them feel unwanted. Don't let them feel not being loved. I'm sorry for being a person that you can't understand sometimes. I'm sorry for being a person na may insecurities. I'm sorry for being a person who is boring. I'm sorry for being a person who is moody. I'm sorry for being a person that always overthink everything. I'm sorry for being a person who is not enough. I'm sorry if I am not what you want me to be. I’ve given so much of myself, my time and my heart to you that I just don’t have anything left..you almost destroyed me. I need to start living for myself again, because my time with you has slowly shredded my heart and soul into little pieces. Every day, I find that the thought of leaving you hurts a little less, and I know, deep down, there will come a day very soon that I don’t have any more feelings left for you. It’s hard leaving behind a life with someone you’ve led for so long, but I have to make a choice to find my way back to myself and happiness.. Because I’ll never find that with you. I used to dream of a life with you, but you never seemed to care like I did... And now I know it’s because you’re not ready for real and lasting love. So, I’m taking my emotional baggage and going my own way and I know you’ll blame it all on me and my selfishness, and that’s fine. I don’t owe you an explanation and I don’t care anymore what you think, because it’s a broken record of blame, anger and finger pointing.. Just never at yourself. So, you can keep your negativity, hate and irrational behavior, I’m leaving you and all that in my past. Maybe I’ll struggle, maybe I’ll fall, But at least I’ll do it for myself. And that for now makes me happy. Finally free.. To make my own choices and live my own life. I can’t wait to find my joy again just the way I've always deserved. I’ve decided to elevate my thinking, raise my game and take it all to the next level. I don’t expect everyone to understand me, but I will be seen and heard. I’m closing the chapter on letting people and life roll over me and I’m starting a new one that I should have begun a long time ago and I’m doing it with a fierce confidence and passionate determination that will not allow me to be pushed to the side any longer. This is my time and my life, I’m strong enough, good enough and bold enough to reach my goals and catch my dreams. People are going to see me coming through and realize that I’m unstoppable and they’ll either join my ascent or step aside. I’ve got a lot of love and even more passion, so it’s time to start shining brightly. It’s long overdue and I’m headed for the stars. I’m bold, strong and confident, this is my chance. I’m taking back my power and flying high, finally. No matter what happens and how hard it gets, I got this.. And I always will. Realization Do not give all your love to a certain person who has does not give the importance to your love. Be thankful to a wrong relationships. It teach you, change you, strengthen you and prepare you for the right one. Sometimes someone can hurt us more than we really deserve because we had loved them more than they actually deserved. Thank you for your time reading my first ever article here in read.cash. Stay tuned for my next article about the most Embarrassing moment of my life. God Bless and More power read.cash.
