It takes me time to think about this kind of bizarre topic; it takes me the courage to do so. But the more time I think, the more light it gives the thought within. What if really men like me fall in love with the same gender as myself? What will be the outcome of the controversy? What will the thing I am looking for if ever I will fall in loved with a guy?. I had this idea before when I read an article written by Mommy Kim, she is reading a manga that verse is Boy Love (BL). It was a long time ago, yet it's hung within my head. Why not make it the content of my blog?.
Clarification is that this topic is like another version of "What if I die tomorrow" or something like that. Where it's just a picture that does not reflect the reality of my gender choice. For some sounds taboo, even just imagining; others accept the practice. If you had no topic, why not take my challenge? What if you fall in love with a person who had same-gender as you.
Is it really that hard to fall in love with the same gender? As time goes, we could see that not only the third sex orientation had opened up a relationship. I had personal friends who never looked and acted gay, yet we just found out he was with someone else of the same gender he had. I don't even feel he was unstraight when we talked and sat in the same room on one subject. Then I was just surprised when he posted a picture dating a guy, never look like gay either. Or just that more people chose to dress and act decent, not the gayish where they decided to crossdress.
Bring yourself in their shoe that comes in the other's face to understand people.
What if I will accidentally fall in love?
Maybe I will just go in the flow; if there were people I admired and had the standard I had, why not? Standard that comes to my head is somehow appearance and attitude. Appearance is just an extra for sure, but who never dreamed of having someone with good appearance thou?. Here's the thing that will eventually make me fall in love with a guy.
We had some interest.
Honestly, being with a person with the same interest is rare. If you had someone that had the same like and dislike, they would eventually react to something extraordinary. Where you just wanted to be with them all the time. The same genre of music, foods, and even trips. When these people just came and met me up somewhere, and did the best of things. Eventually, I will be the one who will court, lol. Girl or boy, it's rare and imaginary for sure, for we are all different in such time.
He doesn't care about the people.
If there will be someone who doesn't care about the people, why should not, right? Those people are the ones that had the future in their life. For me, they are the bravest person in the world. I wanted to be with a person like that; I wanted to be that person. Where braveness will make them pure in their entire lives. It's not hard to fall in love when they don't even bother themselves explaining to others what they want and do not.
A person who is a great supporter.
Don't lose the person with you, even just still dreaming and making it to reality. I honestly get attached to the person who always supports my back, even on good or bad terms. The person would smile at me when they knew I was messed up. That person will likely be the best for they learned to read what I need.
Knows to read my silence.
Comes in a person who knows you even if you have never talked. Another rare person that comes into our lives is that person who knows what kind of smile you have. The smile of being happy when you were genuinely one, the smile of fake you just need to make to look good to be seen by others. I also easily fall into a silent person, the person who cants be talked to by others, or when you speak to them, you could feel the shyness inside.
I am not innocent as I might look; I have seen men kissing the same men in such a movie and in person. The twist is that I also had a kiss from a guy. Honestly, there was no difference, haha. Just kidding.
That had happened when my mate got me tripped, for he was bored. What do you think I did back? Of course, I kiss him back; (kidding I am) I kick him around, haha.
Conclusion.
As I said, never make this article serious. On the side of something, no one actually knew what the future. Even the play of destiny with still hiding. Somehow, I was actually an open man seeing others that had the same relationship with their gender. That's the new trend and social life now.
This is just a thought of suspense; I don't think it's serious. Thanks for being on my trip.
at nasali pa talaga ako ha...well nasa preferences mo naman yun kung ano gusto mo as long as nagkakasundo kayo diba...