After Tragic Accident , I am back
`Hi! I am BCHFarmGirl here and how are you brothers and sisters?`
This year is dark year for my life. Thanks to God, I got second life from Him. I was driving a car, suddenly I struck with a truck. I got injured from head to toe. I was thinking sooner, I shall be in the command of death angel. My whole family and my parents got dishurt from my medical performance. I can't able to to talk in Last months. This month was so good and I started to recover from muscle paralysis.
My Sever Injured Parts
Today When I opened my eyes with concisous control. I found all my X-rays showing following parts got fractured.
Humero-Scapular Joint
Femur
Thigh Muscles hyptotrophy
Shifting from Hospital to Home
After two months of hospital stay, I am back home. I can't forget the bad moments and smelly environment of hospitals. I want to stand but I didn't. I want to eat but I didn't. At last, I decided to sleep with half eye opened. Thank you God, I am back to my home.
Medication and Care of Bandages
My doctor advised me and to my caretaker about proper and regular medication. My full course needed three more months for completions. I got addicted to them. It didn't matter either taste of tablets or capsules is acrid or it taste differently. I also changed my badnges week afer week.
My Medical Expenses
Now a days, there are a lot of expenses on my care and medications. My parents are supporting me. Today, I decided to restart my blogging carrier to meet these expenses. Thanks to this platform generosity that helped me when I joined it from first day. My daily medical expenses are 100$ in specific calculations.
Sorry to All friends here
As I found new life, I promised to all of you people I shall try my best to inform you about my current situation. Accident that I encountered was totally sudden and I didn't find time to secure myself. Now I am back hence accept my sorry. I also request to all of you for prayer. I need your prayers for my full and rapid recovery.
I was not able to talk or speak a single word, now I am happy to see myself in good mood and good health. Guys, I shall do my best to regular post one article daily. But I am scared my health will not cooperate with me. Thanks
Give Time to Yourself
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Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here. As you know, I was disturbed by last day's incident, so again sorry I was not able to publish anything creative here. If you didn't know why I was disturbed then must read this article," I am Dead?". I was reading an article here and suddenly I found the article by sister @GarrethGrey07 about,". Have a Seat and let's talk about it" where she left very good questions for me and answered them with good experience that is learning for all of us. After reading, I decided all problems happened when we didn't give time to ourselves. So this Friday, let us give time to ourselves. I also want to answer these questions and participate in this fun so allow me to share my part here. https://read.cash/@BCHFarmGirl/i-am-dead-d9368fcf https://read.cash/@GarrethGrey07/have-a-seat-and-lets-talk-about-it-defb98ce
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**Are you an emotional person? Do you ever cry or get angry?**
I belong to Asia Continent where every second person is surrounded by emotions. So why I am not! Surely I am a girl of feelings and emotions who sometimes broke and gets defeated by them. Anyway, it is not in my control, the same can be for you.
I get angry mostly with my bestie Hira when she ignored me for her Boyfriend that looked to bad to me.
**Talk about a happy memory you have.**
I have very few happy moments in my life. So they all are my whole life. I felt proud last time when I was getting the degree of my graduation by hands of Governors where I showed desire about my mom with me in this click and Governor accepted and we both made a fantastic click and good memory. It is my all-time best memory anyway.
**What do you think is exciting?**
It is more excited for me when in this dump, I minted NFTs collection and they sold at the price I listed. It made me excited and I can joy with love. My excitement becomes double when BCH pumped 2X for making my hold assets double.
**Have you ever been embarrassed? When was it? What happen?**
It was the 8th Grade exam when I opened my paper with all questions for which I have no answer. So I decided to take help from my fellow. During this time, the examiner observed my cheating and I was feeling too much embarrassed about it. I submitted my paper and then I was able to get good marks I didn't know how it happened.
**Is there anything that you feel nervous about these day's?**
It is market fluctuations nowadays which made me nervous as I am not able to trade anything. I can't control my nerves when I made an order but they remained there without completion.
**When was the last time you were really unhappy?**
**It was Tuesday when I was too nervous. When my lover texts me after his marriage. I was shocked to see them because he was dead to me for a couple of years.**
**Is there anything you are tired of doing? What is it?**
I am tired of my present job to whom I want to go to replace because It is not according to my taste. I didn't want to remain in a lab like a bird is closed in a cage. I want to fly with full zeal and zest.
**Is there anything you are disappointed about?**
Last time it was my bestie who made me disappointed in her behavior. I was in college for her but she was with him. After many hours, She came up with the words I am tired and want to go home. I wait for her but she didn't want to spend one minute with me. It was a disappointing time for me.
Thanks for reading my article. I hope after the recovery of my nerves I can write and publish more. You can also participate in this beautiful questions series, and have fun.
I am Dead
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Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here. Today I am a little bit fine and I also read many articles. Sorry I was disturbed for a couple of days so not able to write a single word here. Just now I gather some courage after reading an article by @Jeaneth. Her article, "Are You Going through Existential Crisis?" has the following words that are no less than oxygen for me. https://read.cash/@Jeaneth/are-you-going-through-an-existential-crisis-afea7774
**How do you identify if you have an existential crisis?**
According Sister Jeaneth research, refer to this link, you show these symptoms if you have one:
Anxiety, loneliness, depression, isolation from loved ones and friends, lack of motivation, and feeling overwhelmed.
From Jeaneth Article
Disclaimer:If you are happy!
Please skip this article
I can't afford you started to
cry after reading my article
I was laying on the bed like a carcass without a soul. My mother, siblings, father, aunt, and cousins came to talk to me. But my talk was like fine, nice, okay, thank you, good and talk to you later. The whole family was worried, "What happened to our cute doll BCHFarmGirl?". Everyone tried their best to find the reason. I was not able to give a single hint to them. I didn't want to reveal my inner feelings as many of them then criticize me and make jokes. Even I didn't want to show that her daughter has an inner battle of feelings. I was on the bed like I have seen the shadow of a dead angel. Time was stopped for me. I want to cry, I want to weep, I want to scream and I want to die in speedy time. I was lost in a battle of feelings. I didn't have any strength to fight again. What happened to me??. I don't know...Even I don't know till yesterday!!
Today my bestie Hira came to meet me after hearing about my condition. She is my proud and I didn't need to describe in words, **"What happened to me".**
**Hira**: Are you ready to eat yourself when a person didn't consider you able to have in his life?.
**Me**: Hira! Please sometimes when you get a reminder after something repeated that happened during your relationship. Didn't you have the right to heal that wounds with your tears when it becomes fresh?.
**Hira**! Maid! You have right but weeping and tearing will heal your wound? Or it will make you more depressed and worried.
**Me**: I agreed with you but you know emotions are not in our control. I want to extract my whole hate in my heart for someone. I am giving pain to my parents, siblings, and even you.
**Hira**: You think, if you continuously prove yourself near to death it will comfort you. I agreed it will comfort you but it is deadly for your parents.
**Me**: Then what can I do Hira?**Hira**: Simple make your life busy and didn't think more on the topic of love. Just erase all the memories in your mind linked to that person.
**Me**: sorry baba! I tried my best to do.
Previous yesterday, I was using my mobile. Suddenly I got local SMS from an unknown number. I usually do not reply to any unknown person. But his 2nd SMS exposed all who is there. I was feeling like the whole earth is slapped from my feet. Someone dropped me from the sky into a barren desert. He was asking for forgiveness for all the mistakes he made. I replied to one SMS and blocked," O mister! You didn't make any mistake but played with my feelings so I can't forgive you". This whole incident was like a bomb blast on me. I want to breathe more with my fast heartbeat but it looked like everything is stopped and I am not in my inner. I broke and make a huge scream and become uncontrollable. Even today before three hours I was not in my conscious state. Sometimes we become defeated by our feelings and uncontrollable thinking. The same happened to me. It was about morning time today. When my Mom entered:a
Me: Mom! Why are you weeping when I am still alive?.
Mom: You are breathing. But you are dead.
**The whole story ended with these words.**
Thanks for reading this too sad article, I can make myself happy due to virtual friends here that are not physically connected but by soul we are one.
Thank you @Lucifer01 for giving sponsorship to me. It is my 1st sponsorship in my sponsor block. I am crying with happiness and love.
BTC Dumping towards Zero
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Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here. I was getting data and collecting as much information as I can. My article title can be shocking for you. But is simple to evaluate and prove as BTC is not more Diamond and Gold for you. Many people with their investments had lost their assets and now facing poverty. I am not here to give any deadline to you. But yeah I shall provide you evidence and search, you will agree at last to me.
If you are still confused about my title then I shall recommend you to read recent articles on the bearish market by two great content writers and bloggers whose predictions are near to 70% accurate about BTC. Yeah, I am talking about only @Pantera and @BitcoinBaby I agreed with them after reading their article and making my research.
Disclaimer:
If you are BTC blind fan
and Maximalist toy then
you can skip my article.
`Historical Fluctuations of BTC:`
If I relate the price of BTC, then in June 2014 it was trading at 104$. After four years it moved towards 16K$ in January 2018. It was its progressive move and again after three years, it got a new ATH of 67K in July 2021.
Chart Source Coinbase https://www.coinbase.com/join/zeshan_y?src=android-link
I shall say BTC was gold till 2021 and was fulfilling people's hopes with a positive trend. There was little involvement of Maximalists and still, people were investing. Because the real face of the arrogant and Pride community was not revealed. Its price became less than halved when Elon Musk tweeted about Taxila will not accept BTC for their products. It was a great example of Manipulation and BTC dumped to about 32K$ half of ATH on 7/2021. The world got many clues from this dump on how these whales manipulate BTC for their purpose. It was a heartbreaking and sad scene even for me who was a great fan of BTC and was involved in spreading good hopes to people with many robots on all social media. After this dump, I was not a more blind fan and I opened my eyes. After that BTC again made a new 70K$ ATH giving hopes to many investors who were sorry to become bigger after investment a Maximalist started to tweet sooner that BTC will touch 100K$. Many researchers like me already know about the purpose behind this pump and were not ready to get another deception from them. Sooner it dumped to 40K$, then 30K$ and sooner will touch to 24K$ according to their official Twitter account. So where are these people who were giving hope it will touch 100K$ ATH this year?. No doubt it was a fud and bag of useless hopes.
`Public Reaction:`
I have a habbit before going to bed, I scroll to Telegram, Twitter, and Reddit to find any opportunity for investment in BCH. Yesterday night, I found a beautiful dialogue between BCH users on Africa Unite Telegram Channel. https://t.me/Africaunitebch
**Chibuoke**: What do you people think about the dump of BTC and what will be its effect on BCH?.
**1st Person**: According to data, it will nearly dump to ATL 24K$ and it will cause BCH to bleed at 150$.
**2nd Person**: BTC will lead to zero.
Check the response and insecurity of people on BTC. Although it can be true. BTC is descending in value and according to **Pantera**, its value will face dumping till 2025. It means we can see and face unpredictability next four years also. The whole above discussion made me able to make my research and write about facts about BTC to guide at least small investors. If I have more than 100K$, I surely like to invest in BCH due to its mass adaptation and people's good response. I can follow Roger. Ver who is Jess for the BCH community. He said Litecoin, Dogecoin, and BCH can fulfill the purpose of real bitcoin. So why do I invest in BTC, I have no logic more.
I want to make more research on it but now I need rest, I shall write about it again as bears are still in the market and will not be replaced by bulls. Meet you soon all beautiful people in my next article.
7 Q's Secrets
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Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here. Today I was bored for whole day. Till I was not productive. I was scrolling read dot cash communities and noise dot cash channel. During this activity, I found one article from brother @meitanteikudo in Prompt Factory with title, "Have You Ever" . Thanks to him for providing me questions for writing about some secrets I never want to reveal but I took it challenge and will try to answer as honest as I can under limitations of my privacy and secrets.These are actually 7Q's Secrets regarding to me and I hope you shall enjoy my experience.So don't wait for more time, let us move towards real adventure. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/have-you-ever-f6428736
`Have You Ever Been In Love?`
This is first private question and I am shy to answer this. According to me, there is no one who not involved in love. But it is not limited to human only. But I was in Love of merciless human.Yes, I was even in Love to someone.
`Have You Ever Felt Lonely?`
Surely, I felt lonely especially when my all family went for trip and leave me alone in home. When my friends leave me alone in class matter. When my lover broke me when I need him. These all conditions give me feelings I am alone bird roaming in this cruel world.
`Have You Ever been on Overseas Trips?`
Yes, I visited **Mumbai, Egypt, Turkish, Philippines** where I met to many nice families who were good in hospitality and last time Pakistan. Actually I am tourist and always wander in whole world for amusements and Quest to search each piece of sand on the beach.
`Have You Ever Talked to Stranger?`
I although don't like to stranger, but during my trip when I was lost in wrong tract always a stranger proved an angel for me. And I have to ask many questions from him or her. So don't take stranger so strange they ars also human beings.
`Have You Ever Ate A Lot of Ice Cream?`
Ice cream is my best diet that I liked when it is freezed and eat when it is sweet. My Favorite Ice cream is in vanilla taste with tuti fruity smell. This brand is very rare and varies from county to county. I can take it as much as it available to me.
`Have You Ever Made Jokes?`
I am not joker. But I love to give smile to people especially with broken heart. If God ask me for a gift. I surely will demand smile of every child at least. We should spread as much love and smile as we can.
`Have You Ever Watched a Movie Alone?`
**This is last question regarding to 7 Q' s series. I have seen many movies from my childhood to till now. When I bought new laptop at the age of 19, I have seen many time many movies alone because I can focus on creativity which are displayed in Movies. My favorite Movie is Supermam and its all parts.**
Thanks for reading, commenting, tipping and liking my article. Now my eyes are half opened and half closed so I want to sleep. Have a good night to all friends.
I Want to Fly
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here. Today as I woke up, I decided to watch news on **BBC Channel** what is happening in the world. I found the content of news like Bomb Blast, Killing of Women, Warning of War from one Country to other Country etc. Sorry, I didn't want to mention any county here, because friends from many countries are here so I didn't want to blame them. These all incidents are happening in all world and we are near to Atomic globe of fire who will take whole world into its destruction. After listening news, my mind was shocked and I was thi**nking,"Am I free?. I want to fly**". Today my main concern will be Freedom for whom I want to fly.
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"**Freedom is understood as either having the ability to act or change without constraint or to possess the power and resources to fulfill one's purposes.**"
Freedom Wikipedia Source https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freedom
I want to be **Martin Luther King** and I want to be **Nelson Mandela** to whom all world knew by name of Leader of freedom. Still words of my both favorite leaders are shoating in my ears," **From every mountainside, Let the freedom ring**". Freedom is great blessing. Its importance we can ask from a prisoner, from a bird in cage, from a nation occupied by terror army, from a man who can't speak a word without permission and from a person whose string is someone's hand. As we get freedom free and spoon of free environment is given to us. So still we are very unaware of its importance.
`Pigeon and Freedom:`
Once there was a time, one farmer was seeding to soil after watering. One flock of pigeon from sky focussed on earth there are seeds spread everywhere. All were about to land suddenly one old pigeon advised them we should not land here as it can be a cunning planning to make prey to us by someone. All stopped but one prideful and arrogant pigeon who was young and always make jokes of others. It always teased them just because they can fly, drink and eat according to their well. It not stopped and landed on earth. As he reached near the seed and was opening its mouth to eat seeds suddenly one net it felt on its body. It was making try its best to fly but its wings were not able to move. Cunning farmer came and put it into Cage. After many days when he showed will to eat and drink often there were no water and corn. Now he was repenting upon on the words it always make criticized other pigeons. It was totally aware about the importance of free life even freedom. Days passed, weeks changed into month, one day it became ill hard. It was not able to eat and drink but it must continue as it had desire to live and breath. Same old pigeon came near to its cage and asked from it,"Have you got the lesson of importance of freedom". It was answer less. He nodded its head in affirmation. Old pigeon advised it not to eat and keep its body like your dead or near to death when farmer came. He did and repeated the same things. Farmer when found bird is severely ill and can't fly. He decided to set it free from cage. As it got the chance of fly, it flew towards fly without noticing to farmer. After getting freedom it make ablution from its flock friend and living like free bird from cage life.
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`Conclusion`:
We should know importance of freedom where all rights of living are in our control. No one can kill us even no one can make easy prey to us. Now it is up to us either we want to live like free pigeon or like pigeon in cage. We should fly, we should break all the chains of slavery. We should fly with our own will.
Thanks to all readers and friends for reading, commenting, tipping and liking. I shall be soon here again with new story with new them.
Snake Bite
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here and How are you all brothers and sister?. Today is very sunny and hot here so I can't go outside for shopping. I don't like to kill my time so decided to make something funny and creative. In my last article," **Single and Happy**" where I give five reasons about my single life. Thank you friend I got good response from all of you people. So before start of new article, I want to mention brother @Eunoia . Brother, single life for me doesn't depend on age because I am happy with my family and friends. I agreed at one part of life we needed some special person in our life it didn't mean we take any step with blunder. Secondly sister @Bisolammy her most of ideas synchronized with me. We shall remain single at the end of life haha. Sorry I am kidding, might be here on read dot cash family someone will be in wait for us. Last but not the least brother @Bahauddin , who had both votes for single and mingle life. Yeah we can't remain single for whole life so I decided to be single till I shall not able to find some funny and talented person like me. It was all about previous response that made my day. Because all day I was laughing and smile remain on my face as prominent sign. Thanks again for your deeply hearted words.
`Bite of Snake`
Now I want to take turn towards my past. On this day Wednesday, May18, 2012 a snake pinge its bite to me. Still I can feel the pain and dizzy condition keeping myself on bed. No talk, no laughter even at worst condition I stopped speaking to anyone and most of my family members were thinking I had died. It was not actual snake who bite me. Because there were no signs of Fangs on my body. All signs were in my heart but who can open my heart and see what actually happened really poisonous there. So let me start the actual real incident happened with me and make it clear why I preferred single life, if any case you missed this article so you need to click
here. https://read.cash/@BCHFarmGirl/single-and-happy-3f6951fa
`Hard and Bad Time:`
Once it was time of Queen Elizabeth when she visited my country. It was spring weather all around you can find blooming flowers. Everyone was happy but due to my bad luck there was a battle of survival in my heart for life, I was still doubtful about the incident happened. I was thinking like really I had been bite by snake?.
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Suddenly my worst condition on bed made it more clear when there was no text, no call, no letter and no movement of my lover in my lawn. Yeah I am broken as I already have mentioned about my single life from 9 years still it had logic and strong experience.
`Worst Future Planning:`
You people are ready to believe I had loved to that person more than my life. There was no second that had been passed without feeling of his presence. We promised about our child, about our own house and even about our Honeymoon place. Everything was already decided. At teenage my lover probed everything right for me. We were on our destination and near to marriage at age of 17 and he was about 19 years old.
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Suddenly sun rose from east, spring changed into autumn for me and cold air changed into storm ready to destroy small land of my love. I got the news from his sister that his brother had affair with a rich girl and they decided to marry tomorrow, you are also invited. These words were like a bomb blast on me. I don't know I fell on floor and was unconscious for about one month. I was fighting with death and life. The person for which I was ready to leave all in my world. That person decieve me in love. He was lover of wealth and all story ended.
Thanks for reading heart broken story, don't be sad .
I shall look forward from you to share your real story
about love.
Single and Happy
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Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here and today I want to write,"**Single and Happy**". Sorry I was busy in family problems so I remain inactive. Now when all matters are fine, I decided to stay tuned again here.
In this modern age, I know there is tough to be single but I have different opinions than you. Being single I can enjoy my life than mingle people who are weeping and crying to be in relationships. It is no doubt I respect couple even on read dot cash here but single life is best life for me. Why I preferred single life, I have following reasons.
`1)No Fear of Drama:`
In relationships, there are always a Melodrama between couples. Sometimes, boy is warning the agile girl of sucide and sometimes girl is making Drama of Sucide. I also had seen live Drama in which girl called to his boyfriend,"If you will not come here then I shall cut my wrist and accidentally she cut wrist by spreading fake tomatoes ketchup on wrist and made video for black mailing her partner.
`2) No Fighting:`
In couples, there is fuss in chat on baseless topics like she blamed why her BF sit with other girl in class, why her BF liked the picture of other girl on social media, why her BF made a selfie with strange girl and sometimes why hee BF not called her when she was feeling distress. Seriously are you liking life that is just a punishment. I don't like fights on these topics but in couples it is usual trend.
`3) No Heart Break:`
In couples, there happen break up scenes even for months, years and centuries. And lucky some couples again met up and engaged. Unfortunately they become divorced after few days. Girl claim her heart broken and boy claimed his heart had been broken. But still they are alive and breathing. Heart performed only function that is circulation of blood. And said to them,"Don't blame me I have only blood not your blame to circulates".
`4) No crying:`
Often each night after fuss, couples started weeping. Their nights are full of gloom and sadness. There are my friends who like to hear sad songs or like to smoke. Seriously when I ask to them, what are the blames of **Lungs and brains** that are affecting due to your relationship?. They said,"Songs with smoking provides comfort to their soul". I become worried all doctors of the world are fools because they treat problems of heart and brain through medication instead they should write music and cigarettes as a best treatment.
`5) No Problem:`
After attachment when couple decided to marry with each other, there happened many problems. Boy claimed his father is not ready to accept his GF relation and girl claimed her mother is not ready to accept boy. It is peak lie when girl claimed her Aunt had arranged her wedding with aunt's son. These all lies I had seen when the relationship was becoming more and more deep.
These all five and many other factors are repellent to me in adaptations to relationship. I know there are 10% couples who are spending happy life but these cases are very rare. What about a girl whose fate is so unlucky that her attendance came at the end but during exam I have to sit on first chair of exam for final paper. If you are in relationship and all above factors are not happening in your life, then congrats you are happy couple of the world.
"Love or Sucide", which is worst?
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here and today I want to write about topic that is favorite for all. If you have read my title then you are thinking my article is dry and worthless as I asked duffer question. "Definitely Sucide is Worst than Love", it is answer from which more than 99% Read Cash Family agreed. But I am with 1% who think and experience,"Love is Worst than Love". It is like when you see sky it looked blue to you. But astronomers in space know it is not blue but it is black. I am here not to prove you wrong but I want to prove feelings of people who believe on second answer are not wrong. There is a lot of criticism on them and even we people put them in hell before death. I want to right for brokers in Love and I want you also accept it,"Love is Worst than Sucide".
`Before Love:`
When we didn't get exposure of love. We mostly think what we have read in books and we are just theoretical. Before love, Philosophers puts these Words in your mind:
“Life is the first gift, love is the second, and understanding the third.” – Marge
I am 100% agreed to above words. And like you after listening these words from Philosopher, YouTubers and even from friends on their what's app status. Before Love, we desire for a partner, we desire for someones who understand our feelings, we pray to God for him or her. Anything we can do for love, we try our best to do it. I also believe Love is sacred feeling we should not devalue and degrade it. But also read what is true after love.
`After Love:`
After Love there are two divisions of people.
1) Couple in Love Relationship married and Happy........40% Chances
2) Couple in Love who believe on second answer......60% Chances
It is human behavioral researching results, so I am not telling you a lie. It means mostly people after love thinks,"Love is Worst than Sucide". Logically when we are walking on road in hot summer and we observe water on the road. Is it possible in hot summer there is flow of water on road?. Of course, no no it is light reflection effect. Water is your eye deceive. Have you seen Venus Fly trap plant in winter?. It has dew drops like Pearl for insects and even for us. But these drops are again eye decieve. Apparently things can be true but practicality things are worst. As you better know:
**"All the Glitters are not Gold" A Favorite Proverb in English.** I have seen more than 5 cases in my age which think and believe on second answer. I put here only two examples:
1) Once my Cousin also involved in Love. After love, she accepted each and everything from her lover and even ready to die for him. Unfortunately, her lover when found better option he married to other girl without bringing in her notice. On wedding night, she heard about this event actually it was destruction of dreams for her. She found Black stone in her house and mixed in water and drunk it. Fortunately someone noticed her, early and fast washing of stomach gave ger second life. After few days, she again started to jump from roof but her mother reached on time to save her life. Still she is waiting for death. So can I say and console to her with words," Love is Worst than Sucide". From this case, It is cleared:
" In Sucide you died for one time, but in love you died many not for one time, not for two times but for infinite times even death angel didn't ready to receive you. I love to these people even our society made them easy target for bad words even for punishment. I salute and appreciated to their loves who accepted death better for their lives on decieve to their lovers. Love you all these pure nature and lovely people I am with you all time.
Thanks for reading. Don't forget to give feedback and discuss in comment section I also want to learn from you people.
All **Vector Graphics** are taken from free Pictures side Pixabay.
Someone I miss
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here and today I was very sad. Because it is **death anniversary for my grandmother**. It is stated:
“They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it. Death cannot kill what never dies” – William Penn
It is about more than 5 years she left me alone in this cold and cruel world. But still she is live in my heart. I want to write some moments we spent together.
`Grandmother Love:`
When I born she adopted me as my mother was sick for two months and she was not able to milk me. I always sleep in her lap by petting on my head. She always liked to share stories of life most of them were real. When I was about five years old, she hold my hands and brought me in our garden. It was great lesson she want to give me. She said:
"O my daughter see this plant, it is green, it will change into tree and at the end it will be worn out and its trees leaves will dry".
There is nothing so permanent in this world we should replace to each other. After giving this lesson she hugged me and gave kiss on my forehead. I can still remember when she fought with my mother many times when my mom looked aggressive due to my mistakes.
She pampered my sorrows when I was in sad mood and sorrow. She wanted I shall be copy of them and she transfered each experience she got from this cruel world. She advised me with practical exposure of life she had faced. It is autumn or spring, she was always with me like my friend, like my brother, like my father and like my mother.
`Some panic moments at the end of her life:`
It was 2016 when I and my grandmother's were sleeping. Suddenly she started coughing and there was blood in their oral secretion. She want to hide it from me but she could not do so. She kept it hidden from her adolescence but now she was sleeping on bed of death. For three consecutive days, she not spoke to me. She was my mom who didn't stop speaking till I was not sleep. But now I was waiting for one word of love from her. I was in hospital till last moment. I was speaking, crying and weeping,"Please Grandma awoke at least one time to talk to me". But she had become so weak she only opened her eyes to take last glimpse of all faces which were turning into dull and depressed. Like they had forgotten how to smile. It was like a Last Day of this world. Everyone became silence and stale. Mama was looking to father and father was looking to me. Suddenly doctor came and gave heart breaking news,"**Sorry your patient is no more with us**". I was feeling like a cold wave was passing from my body. My half body was dead and half was trying to survive. My mother fell and become unconscious. Our whole house was not ready to accept this news. But we can't stop to person who had decided to leave us. **It was end of life. Uff, my grandma is no more with me...Emotions........**
`I always speak to her in Dreams and Promised to meet her in Heaven:`
Most of the persons who are not with us. Surely we miss them, we pray for them and we keep them alive in our memories. Still I talk to my mother with same sequence of words she had spoken for me. What can we do more now?. We have to wait with Patience till we all meet to each other in Heaven. We must meet in Heaven...
Don't worry.....we shall meet
Sorry to all Guys, it is Sunday but I have to dedicate some words to my Grandma so that she can hear me from heaven. Thank you very much for reading and I shall request to keep remember my grandma in Your prayers.
1st Blessing Concerning with Some Targets
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here with new exciting article. How are you all beautiful Community?. Today, I want to write about my 1st post on noise.cash. It has many good things to love. I can't put all my happiness into word game. But yeah I enjoyed all the taste of post I have there. Actually it was not my first post, it was about third post. I posted in Read Cash Community and Write about beauty of your country. But unfortunately my post are not approved. I was about broken because these posts were not containing only words but also all the feelings I have I put there. At last, my third post was approved in CLUB1BCH with warm feelings.
`Thanks To Angel in Noise Family:`
I was about to forget the posts I have done above previous channel and was expecting same for third post. But admin of CLUB1BCH proved me wrong and proved it is most active channel. When I put post in this channel for approval. It was approved within 5 minutes with worthy tip from noise cash fund by user @PVMihalache. This generous man won my heart as I can't forget about his warmly welcome and generosity. It was like angel from heaven came there and made impossible to possible for me. Please accept my humble words of thank you. I can hope for better learning and flow of knowledge from you as well.
`Even 1st notification displaying on top of my Android was also a surprise:`
The notification displaying above my Android was about pending tips and I need wallet creation. It is either best or worst experience from other content writing platform where there is limit for withdraw. Yeah, I am talking about Publish0X and Hive etc. But noise.cash is as fast platform as read.cash.
`Creation of wallet and Seed Phrase:`
As I clicked on my wallet option in noise.cash, I found two options either I have to import seed phrase or creat new wallet. As a new user, I was strongly towards creation of new wallet. Thanks to noise dot cash who helped me for reminding about seed phrase. These 12 words are like a key to open the lock of shop having your asset. I put all these words on my Notebook which is my secret book also. I can remind worst experience of Metamask wallet where someone asked me to share seed phrase and I lost my 1 BCH by doing this. It was actually not my great mistake. Those days I had issue in metamask wallet not showing my sBCH there. And I forget about all the coding that is needed for installing sBCH there. I learnt a stranger is stranger for your seed phrase even. It is part of learning and I took it as a part of my learning for next and better time.
`My Aims for reward of BCH that I shall get from here:`
Everyone has different purpose and use case for earned reward here. But I have different from many and same for some. I am not going to exchange them into fiat as most people do and take it as a financial support. But it is not for me. I am not bragging but it is simple calculation for me. I want to deliver most of reward to BCH community as well. I have following desires I didn't know what you say about it?. But I am really excited to have following good use case for them.
**I shall use them in giving to read cash community first.**
**I shall use them in different BCH projects and Donations Drives like for Hunger Drive, Winter Cloth Drive for white collar people and any thing I have in BCH will donate to BCH community back as I agreed to BCH community mission of spreading love and giving smile to everyone.**
**Some BCH I can hold for future waiting when BCH becoming regulated here and I shall use it for Shopping, Marketing, construction of hous etc. It is because I don't like job for anyone and this is main reason I adopted my life as a content writer with passion of my own money and my own job.**
These above words are promises that I committed to me. I am hopeful for starting a new journey on bot dot platforms and accumulating BCH for worth cases.
Thanks for reading, liking, commenting and upvoting my article. It will be nice to interact you people in comment section so don't break this flow of thoughts and interactions with me.
All Pictures are screen shot with credit to noise dot cash platform.
Memory
Hi! I am **BCHfarmGirl** here to share new article with you.
"Either your memory is gloomy or it is full of happiness, you can't delete it from chips of brain"
Howday my read family?. I hope you are doing well. Today I met to my friend who was blaming to her past. She said to me that she had been broken many times in love, from people attitude and even from fellows bullying her after class. I want to uninstall this dex full of my gloomy past but I am not able to do that. From her feelings and pain, I can realize about her past how much painful it would be. But what can we do, either it is good or bad. We should take time and tide as temporary as days of life we have. I know it is sometimes tough so we were covered from gloomy clouds of past. After listening her story, I was also feeling my past has started a fight with me. So I decided why not I highlighted my memories to my read.cash family??.
`I had been died two times, but still I am alive how?`
I am not bragging but it is reality I had seen shadow of death too closely that no one can imagine. There are actually two dark memories which proved me as an easy prey to death.
`I like Swimming but alone now:`
I was about 5 years old, when my Papa carried to me at a swimming pool. I was enjoying water waves and diving there. Suddenly my dive was too deep in water that I didn't imagine how much time it will take to come outside to take few gallons of oxygen. Scene that I can see outside of pool was blue water and bubbles entangled with buildings shadow. I tried my best to come outside but all in vain. I was going to die and near to close my eyes. Suddenly I found someone dived and was near to me and bought me on bank of pool. I was not in my conscious and upon rubbing my abdomen I vomit a flood of water. Yeah it was death I faced but still I am alive due to wonder.
`I like to watch Sport on TV, but death angel was there:`
It was second adventure I was too close to death. It was Pak-**India Final Champion Trophy** match. I have to reconnect cables in switch because cables was outside of switch. In dreams of match, I put one side of switch in electricity board and second in my hand. Suddenly I felt I am not in my control and someone freezed me to move. There was no one in my house but again it was wonder. Electricity gone and I was driven straight to the wall. I hit with it and was able to smooth my breathing after a while.
From above these two moments, I prayed to God and promised to take care for next time if it will happen.
We all have some bad or good moments of life that are our part of life. We didn't need to delete them. Just we need to reconsider them and get learning for future.
Thanks to all friends for reading, commenting and liking my article. Don't forget to describe me your good or bad memory of your past or present, have a good day.
I took lead image from **Pixabay** site, very fantastic for free art and Images.
Inspiration is first step to New Discovery
Hi! I am **BCHFarmGirl** here and I joined this platform from noise.cash. When I joined the noise channel **Read.Cash Community** where I observed different users drop their links. I opened these links and was curious to make an account there. But Weak English and lack of communication are always limitations to me. I belongs to a rural Family where I learnt just basic things. Thinking a lot and getting daily inspiration from users, I promised to myself for creation of account today. At last, I broke all the limitations and able to write my first article here.
I am new here but after reading article of different users, I am ready to follow all the rules here. I am confident my new journey here will be with beautiful people whose sole purpose is to spread awareness and give learning to people. If Columbus can discover America then I can discover many new things here. For me:
`Inspiration:`
Influence created by incentive or motivation from an organization, words and organism that change your way of thinking and make you able to take a step which will add something in creativity of world.
Above words about inspiration are defined by me through my experience. So you need to take it as a learning, if you didn't agree then I am not worried. I shall recommend you to make your search.
I broadly divide motivation into two things.
`A) Tangible Inspiration:`
It is inspiration that you got from physical things. I mean you were working with a man and influenced by his hard work. It motivated you to follow him and desire to work hard like him. It is Tangible Inspiration which you find through Tangible source.
`B) Intangible Inspiration:`
Inspiration that you got through spiritual and non-physical things like speech, movies, books, letters etc.
For example, you read a book wrote by Martin Luther King who is great voice of freedom in Africa. You although have not met to the person but inspired from his words.
In my case, I am inspired from many posts on noise.cash by person to whom I was not physically attached but I got something.
I don't like long article so I just published what I observed and what was really inspiration to get migration from one platform to another platform.
@BCHFarmGirl
