Sometimes I Told Myself That I Regret Falling In Loved

Are you in loved? Have you been in love? Do you have the feeling of being loved? Well, some will say they have been in love with their crushed or their idols; others again spoke of the reality that holding the feeling also meant enduring the pain. Keeping the relationship to last also, you chained your left foot in such a bitter taste moment. Then come others who give up what they called falling in love, then at one point, they said they regret losing into it.

I met several people and talked to them when the boring times, one thing that I always curious about is, had they been fallen in love? Whom and what was the story behind it?. I always asked people why they married that person and the story behind the marriage. Does it because they fall in love with each other?. But some people had told me, being younger, that if they had the chance, they wanted to come back to the moment where the heart feeling is about to fall not yet to love because they regret doing it.

Within my personal story, that hasn't happened. I never regraded falling in love, but there was something I think I wanted to diminish, and if I ever had the time machine to come back, I wish to behold tight. Suppose there is a chance I want to be more than just it. Falling in love means you don't know what real fantasies are. Being in the spell of what we call love is like ecstasy that is just coming to the float off the oceanic plate.

But again, that is just a fantasy because a loved person will never be easy. We wanted to bar the boundary, trying to lock that person. We began to be jealous of everything. So when you were in love, it was customary to get jealous; it was okay to get mad at some people for they like crossing your territory. You wanted to protect the relationship you had. You wanted to become the guard of your loved ones. So sometimes, falling in love is not a potion but rather poison.

Do you become sleepless thinking about why they never called you back? What happened?. Until that, it feels weirder and becomes something. You kept thinking about it. Some people often think they are cheating on them, which might be because they did that sometimes and afraid of being repeated. That's the position of a second chance. You were together, but you keep thinking about the past, the history. Pretending that everything was now fine, but at the night where you never hold the one, come the time of repeated dreams, the nightmare of cheating, and the horror of trusting that person.

Still, I am familiar with the saying that "intelligent person becomes dumb when they are loved." I thought when I was young, it was impossible. Not until I felt the thing personally. I began to experiment and looked for evidence within my experience, looking for the record of people within me.

Falling in love becomes a poison, not a potion.

I never said it was terrible to fall in love, ladies and gentlemen. Being in the state of mind of happiness and absorbing the power of love is so much addicting. That's the reason why some wanted to fight for love.

That's the title, just sometimes. But when I remember all the things, the greatness and power of being inspired in loving and admiring someone, things began to chase. MAYBE I REGRET LOVING SOMEONE, BUT I NEVER REGRET FALLING IN LOVE.

Falling in love makes you something that covers up many things; you won't feel the tiredness when you see the one smiling at you; even if the world is so loud, you still could hear nothing but a butterfly in your inside. Especially when she holds your hands, the power of gesture and smile, the ecstasy of someone calling your name, or what name she gave you, it was so much that things were a matter of just happiness.

I also fall in love with another love story, like every one of us. We were fond of listening to and viewing the story of the author, some stories are natural and fictitious, yet we found the deal of believing what the feeling of being loved was. The crazy thing that comes inside is when we remember the scene from the movie we watched—wishing that it would come into reality.

It's normal to have regret in the ending; that's a typical case for we cannot do that in the first scene but just when we look out the finale. The finale makes us thinks that regret will follow.

I am honest when I say sometimes I regret falling in love; more accurately, I regret slipping involved with someone. But that regret leads to a memory, memories that I will hold forever. A scene inside that inspired me to write this one, live long and not make mistakes again. Does it feel like I won't be serious to anyone who comes next? I don't know; maybe that was for another story to tell.

We learn from regretting that for sure.

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