Playing with my emotions

I trusted and love you but what did I get in return, you stab me from the back, you play with my emotions. I blame myself for falling for your trap.

It all started when I went for a camping at the beach for just a week. It as been my thing every year to go to the beach and relax for a week or two because I do over work myself and it not easy managing my cake bakery by myself. I decided that I will always take a week to rest in the middle of the year. I pack my things and I already booked a reservation for single room for a week. I went to the beach ⛱ on a Sunday morning. When I got to my reservation center , I was taken to my room by one of the staffs and i stated categorically that I want a good view of the beach from inside my room,but I was given something else. I was so angry and insisted either I was given what i booked for or I'm been paid back. As I was expressing my Anger 😠 , a tall guy walked up to me and told me not to be angry and volunteer to leave his own room and took mine.

The following day, I went to the beach ⛱ side wearing a bikini 👙 , I sit listening to music and drinking a bottle of beer 🍺 when someone tapped me, I looked back to see who was it, it was the guy from the other day. I greeted him and thank him for giving me his room then ignore him. He left when he see I don't give him audience. That afternoon at the dining , he was also present and it was only the two both of us, i ask why he was stucking me and he said he wasn't. At the table we discovered we are the only customer that booked a week reservation. We ate and decided to go back to the beach. Throughout the day we were gisting and lost track of time.

I will say that week camping changed everything, I enjoyed every moment we shared. After the camping was over, I told him we exchange contacts and decide to meet by weekend at my place for dinner. We start happily, we were so happy together for 2years. I visit and he visit me too. After two years the truth was reveal.

My school mother when I was in school called me she will be returning from USA with her kids to surprise her husband and she will want me to pick her from the airport, u was happy that after a long time will finally see her again. I don't know her husband because they got married in the US so I was unable to go. I picked her up from the airport and when she directed me the direction shocked me because it was my boyfriend's house. I pretended and when she ask me to park In front of his house, I ask her if she knows him, she said he's her husband she told me and the father of her 3 kids, I told her everything and she ask me not to feel sad and told me to pretend all was fine. She ask me to go in first, I went in and was surprised to see me without calling him and I told him i have a surprise for him, I called his wife in and he was shocked with the expression in his face.

I left him and his family, I wasted a whole 2 years of my life with the wrong man thinking he was the right one. I discovered I was pregnant months after and I told my school mother and even told her I want to do abortion, she pleaded I don't and ask me to keep the baby but I should not tell her husband. After I gave birth, his wife told me she will take care of the baby, I told her I will take care of the baby myself.

I left the country and start a new life.