Challenge: I'm afraid of?

I saw this challenge titled I'm afraid of written by Ate Zhyne06, credits to real writer of this prompt. I saw lots of users engage into it and I've come up into an idea of trying it. Honestly, I'm not a type of person that have lots of fears. I grew up in province that experience lots of things at young age. I've saw lots of weird things, I saw people exorcize by elements lurking around our school. I'm astonished as I saw those kind of scenarios. Our province I known for supernatural activities but I'm not afraid at all. I was born in a family that has the ability to communicate with the elemental creatures, cure unknown diseases and determine who's responsible for making you sick. My Tiyo Lolo is famous on this one, I witness how he cured his patients and I'm astonished on how he do it. Even my mother is also a famous folk healer according to my siblings. Maybe that's the reason why I have no fears, as I explore more articles on this platform. I witness that lots of people have fears and I think it's normal for a single person to fear something maybe because they we're traumatized from their past experiences that made them afraid of something. I myself can tell that I'm afraid at first but when I engage on it second time my fears got lessen. For an instance in love, oh no why I'm talking about love? but it's the easiest example right?. In love, those people that doesn't know about relationship have fears to engage on it. It is common fears especially for girls. They are afraid to engage on relationship due to various reasons. First, they are afraid to get hurt, we all know that if your new to a field that you're not familiar, you'll be doubtful if you try it or not because maybe you'll fail or it can break your heart. Second, afraid of being rejected, I think this is for everyone who first time engage on relationship and they want to court someone but there are thoughts in mind that makes them abort their decision.

As you can see, it's normal that people have fears. Some people are afraid of dark but it differs from me for the reason that I like to stay on dark. I just want to embrace peace and silence that's why I always find a spot in which there's no light. I'm not afraid of something that will whisper on my ears then say "chupapi munyanyo" maybe if someone do that they'll receive a hard slap.Some people are afraid of heights but for me I'm a little bit afraid if it was my first time. One time, I go up on rooftop of the building, at first I was afraid to look down but when I tried it on second time my fear is gone, maybe I was immune when I was a child because we go up on mountains that has height hundreds of feet. I'm not afraid of frogs, in fact I pick them up when I was on province, i love to play with them specially those toads, sometimes I hold them and give them kangkong, I don't know what I'm doing that time because frogs are not herbivores. In addition, some people are afraid of ghost but it differs from me, actually in my entire life I've never witness any supernatural phenomenon like encountering ghost, maybe my third eye is not activated or someone protecting me from those beings but one thing for sure, I'm interested to know them. When I was in Grade 9, I'm interested on studying supernatural creatures since I was influenced from TV series Supernatural. I've started researching on different creatures and how they formed. I've learn how to counter ghost, determine if there's a demon surrounds, different types of angels, archangels, races of demons, and many more. I became interested in those things but I didn't encounter any of it. Despite of things I'm not afraid of, there are weird things that I'm afraid I don't know if we have the same fears but let me share it on you.

I'm afraid in Crowd

I don't know if I'm the person having this fear but honestly I don't like partying with the crowd. Everytime I saw lots of people surrounds me, I feel like I'm gonna pass away. Everytime Im on crowd I walk fast so that I can pass those people then sigh deeply after I pass. I'm not into crowd, in fact when I was speaking in front of everyone during our research festival it made me frozen and all the practice I do became useless as I saw lots of students looking at me.

I'm afraid to loose her

Why I include this? I don't know also, maybe I just want to make this article long but some people may experience it. Afraid of loosing someone, maybe our beloved or intimate lover. On my experience I was afraid on loosing her on the past but the distance and barriers on communication makes our feeling cold to each other. That was past and past must be forgotten cause it's part of our history that makes us more matured in life.

I'm afraid of cockroach

I don't know why I'm afraid of cochroach but I'm not afraid of ghost? Maybe because cochroaches have disgusting looks and everytime I saw one of then, I gave them a chance to live by letting them run, but once they pissed me off like flying over me then it will activate my super saiyan mode then I will get a slipper as a legendary weapon then I will act like in battle and the slipper is a bomb that will drop into them, the impacts so hard that their flesh will come out on their body. I'm weird right?.

Author's Message:

How about you? Are you afraid to fall inlove just like me? just kidding. You can share it to us, there's nothing wrong in sharing your fears, in fact it can help to reduce your fears into something. Best regards if you reach the end, have a good day.