Just Cry Out Loud
March 18, 2022
Good day/night read. cash family! How's everyone today? I hope you guys having a great time regardless of the situation, it is not easy if we are not okay but we don't have a choice but to show people around us that we are okay that everything gonna alright, but deep inside you are broken into pieces.
As much as I wanted to be optimistic at all times but my mind and body can not cooperate.
It's so hard to feel that you are alone no one to talk to, feeling exhausted all the time, overthinking hits me badly,
How many nights I can't sleep now, I can only sleep like 3 to 4 hours and our body needs 7 to 8 hours of sleep.
Homesickness attacked me again, I can't help but wanted to cry and cry until no more tears came out of my eyes.
Life is so hard, that sometimes we want to give up, but then I know giving up is not an option I know this is all pain passing through that tomorrow is another day that for sure if today you feel pain and we know that after this we will going to celebrate as we overcome all this heartache.
I'm sorry if I do drama in here but I just wanted to express my feeling, the sadness that I have as of this moment.
I am like a bird in a cage, that wanted to escape as I feel choking but do I have a place on the outside?
I just leave it as a question to myself until I found out about the upcoming days, years in my life.
Closing words
There were times that we are good at advising others on their dilemmas but when it comes to our own personal we can not handle them sometimes.
To all having a bad day today, cheers to all of us keep fighting, keep moving forward as this is just a test to all of us to be able to become more strong for the next level.
It's okay to cry, in this way the burden that's inside our heart somehow can get out and so cry and cry and cry and after that, we can stand we stand again to start the journey, the goals that we set to achieve.
That's all for me today to all my sponsors, upvoters, commenters, who always leave a like, may God Bless you all.
These are my beloved sponsors you can all welcome to visit their write-ups too as they have wonderful writings for us to motivate more to not give up no matter what.
Thank you for reading!
I know how it feels for some one to be all alone life will looks boring to that individual. Seeing you faces in that kind of expression makes me sad . Never give up dear