I need this now

This morning while I baby sit my baby I keep browsing on my facebook.Sometimes I went to tiktok to entertain my self.This is what the things I hate to my self .I feel tired an unmotivated and I spend and wasted my times for this matter.I need to do my laundry now but I feel tired so here I am lying on the beside my son.But then I was thinking to find some topic to write here I wanted to make my day more productive ,I went to my facebook again and there,aha! I found this haha.I found a topic to write.

Things that I needed

Rest

I feel so tired ,I wanted to rest I wanted to have that feeling again that I will not get stressed of thinking and doing some house chores.I really tired now ,my laundry are waiting for me ,my son is already sleeping and this is the best time that I can continue and finish my laundry but here I am now having a rest.I have a headache ,I'm still in pain because of my wisdom tooth.After suffering a mouthsore ,I am suffering the pain of my wisdom tooth now.I was thinking to home to my parents and there I can rest well.

Peace of mind

This past few weeks ,my mind was always in trouble because of my situation here ,it wasn't easy for me to live with my inlaws but I don't have any choice but to stay here.I know a lot times I am complaining but I don't have any choice,I need to stay here coz we don't have our own house. I felt hopless thinking my earnings here ,I was thinking and feel dispressed on how I can pay our debt if my earnings before won't back now.

Good health

Last week I am suffering a mouthsore ,after 4days it was gone but then afyer a the other side of my mouth was having a sore again and I am really in pain ,it gave me headaches and body pain.And afyer that mouthsore I am suffering my wisdom tooth.How can I do my chores and taking care of my kids if I had this illness?Last few days ,sobrang mainitin ang ulo ko dahil sa nararamdaman kp and a lot of times that I scolded my kids.I feel so sorry it.As a mother ,we need to have a good health always so that we can do our resposibilities for the family.

Money

Oh money !money! Please come into my empty wallet.I guess we all need this everyday living.I am badly needed a money money now.First ,I need to pay our debt which is 20kpesos or $400 ,we need to pay it for six months but me and my husband is hindi sanay namay utang ,actually its our first time to have this huge amount as a debt.Dati nakautang kami worth 5kpesos lang or $100and we able to pay it for 2months.If I could have that amount right now I am going to pay it for our debt.

Second is we need money to continue our house ,we need to have 40-50k pesos para matirahan na yung bahay.Where could I find that huge amount?Sigh!

Third ,we need money for our daily expenses ,my husband salary is enough for our needs and I tried to forget my wants ,our needs is our priority for now.If I had given a chance to have an extra money now ,well I spent the rest of it for my wants like going to salon ,buy new clothes ,treat my family to have a dinner or lunch in some restaurants nad for my kids wants also ,they wanted to have a toy car and bike.And because we don't have money for now ,mag imagine nalang ako haha.

Food

Food is life ,we are all happy if we had a lot of foods.Not even a lot ,we are happy if we can have food for our 3meals a day.Food is very important fo us.My husband can provide our needs like foods ,but sometimes I was craving for some foods which we don't have in our table.If I had a lot of foods right now ,I am going to give it our neighbor who does'nt have food in their table.

Happiness

All I mentioned above is can makes me happy.If I can rest I will happy ,if I had a peace of mind of course I will be one of the happiest person on earth,If I could have a lot of money for sure 100percent I will be happy .I will be happy coz I can have what ever I wanted and ofcourse I will not forget those people who needs help and if I had a lot of money I will help them and helping others can makes me happy.I will be happy if I had always a helathy body and not only me ha but for the rest of my family ,I am happy looking at them having a healthy body but of course I am happy for all of us ,praying that we are always having a healthy body.Food can makes me happy ,who else here will be happy when the tummy is empty?I guess no one wil be happy right?We are all happy if we can have what we want.Achieving our goals which can makes us happy and that happiness is what we need everyday.

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And thats it for today ,I think I need to do my laundry na baka magising na ang bulilit ko.

Thank you for your time ,have a nice day!