"I felt Tired but still want to Type!"
"What a waste!" That is what I always said to myself whenever I missed a day without an article in here. Sometimes, I just can't help myself but felt this insecurity when I saw other users in here that didn't miss even just a day. They always have an article for a day, some even had two articles. "How come I can't do it myself?" I came across lots of articles sharing some tips on how to have it and some who shares links regarding the topics that can be use for writing a blog, but there are just times that it didn't sink into my head and I just end up feeling tired but still wanted to type. No wonder that I ended up writing and publishing an article that has no sense at all. Lol.XD. But the fact that I have "You", my dear read.cash fam, through ups and downs, I have your support, that's what encouraged me to keep typing and fight this tiredness O felt inside.
What makes me tired?
Doing the House Chores. You know, I am an only child. I am not used to do a house chores before my mama taught me to do so. I admit that I am not this kind of daughter that wanted to help "AT ALL TIMES" but when I came to realized that my mama needs my assistance at home, I immediately turned into a daughter that can be rely on. Well, as what I have said, I am engaged already so it is also very important for me to able to learn doing all of house chores so that when I become a wife, I already know what to do. And with that, when I finished doing the house chores being assigned to me for the day, the tiredness I felt is like pulling me to not do the thing of writing an article, but my desire to do is in there, so I ended up writing an article which was all about the things I did for the day. Still, I'm glad that I made it.
Watching a whole K-drama episodes. I am not a K-pop fan but I love to watch K-dramas or other Korean Movies. In my previous article, I shared to you that I watched the first three episodes of this trending Korean series entitled, "All of us are Dead." And just last night, I am able to finished the whole episodes. I said to you that I can't stand watching it alone, especially at night. I felt relieved when my papa and one of his friends had a drink. I decided to watch it with them, and the last episode, I just turned on the flashlight because I already went off to bed, that is why I am not active last night. With regards to this thing, when I woke up the next day, I felt that I just want to sleep the whole day, but still the desire to make an article is in there, so, even though I felt tired, I still chose to get up and start thinking what to write.
I felt Demotivated for the day. I will not deny the fact that I am not always motivated to go on for the day. Sometimes, I just want to let the day passed without an article. There are times that when I had a fight with MGD, with my mama, or just having a bad day, I am not motivated to write anything. I just kept on thinking about those bad things, and ended up crying because I felt like I was just unlucky to experienced such kind of situations where I can't focus on just thinking about positive thoughts. But, like I said, the desire to write is in there, so there are times that I wrote and published an article where at some of its part, I shared about my personal issues that shouldn't be. Well, I don't regret sharing it because I know you are there to comfort me. I am taking it for granted. I mean, your kindness and all of your advices. And with that, "Thank you so much!"
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"Fighting the tiredness is not easy, especially when don't have the desire to go on. But I am very happy that I have it. It may take some time to be able to realize it, but what matters to me is that I still have lots of reasons to fight back. Maybe I just have to take some pauses or find time to relax when I felt tired and after that, I will just think about the time or day that I could waste when I don't have the desire to keep going. That is why, I will fight and keep wanting to TYPE! After all, I will not regret pushing myself more because I know, I will reap something on it."
And that's it for this blog fellas.Thank you for reading!π
TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!π
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I want to extend my deepest gratitude towards the people that keep supporting my works in here. To my avid readers, likers, subscribers, and upvoters. As well as my sponsors; (old, new, and renewed ones), I thanked you all. Thank you for making my read.cash journey fruitful. And, thank you for our virtual friendship. May the Lord God bless us more fruitful days, months, and years to come!
Peace and Love,
@renren16β€οΈ
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|02.04.2022 @8:30AM|
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I spend a day thinking about what to write, I have the idea but I don't start, I start revising something else and I don't dare to write, I hope to have that article soon.