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Have you ever felt like you are competing with someone? Do you considered other people to be a threat in your success? Are you comparing your achievements on theirs? If you ever find them ahead of you, what will you do then? Will you considered it as a competition? Or just patiently wait for your time to shine?
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This might be not a long story to tell, just a sort of, might be, made out of boredom or just, I don't have think of a good topic to tackled about for today. Hehe. "My apologizes for that!"πββοΈ
Lately, I was wondering and kept on asking myself, "Am I going to be on top?" "How?" "When?" Questions that kept on flashing my mind, out of the blue. It seemed distracting and a kind of something to be worried about. "Should I be worry, then?"
I've been dreaming at night a lot about being left behind by my classmates. Kind of wired, right? But when I woke up on that dream, I realized that it feels like, it is really on the real world where I'm in right now. I mean, it is not just a dream, but a novel situation that I am facing right now.
"Are dreams real? Or just made out of imagination?" Other people say that when you dream of something, the opposite will be on the real world. But what happens to mine on my dreams, were seemed similar to me in reality. "Aigoo! I don't know what to believe, or should I believe on that?
"Success will never become one without failures!" That's what other people say. Well, I must say it true. I've been failed many times, even before. I experienced a lot of envious moments, heartaches, pains, disappointments, rejections, and all. But I chose to kept on holding on to my faith that at such time, I will become successful, of course, in God's time.
"Do I ever felt that I am competing with someone?" "Do I considered other people as a threat for my success?" "Am I comparing my achievements on theirs?"
Well, my answer will be a big YES! A yes, because I'm used to think of it that way. I kept doubting myself and just complaining about my failures in life. I don't have the courage to take any risk and face the consequences of my actions. I am thinking that there will be no room for me to improve and become successful as what other people have for their selves. And what's worst, I even came up to the point that I want to end my life, just because I felt like I am not good enough or I can't do any better to improve myself and be worthy to become successful like other people that I used to know.
But, as the years gone by, growing up as a fine lady as I am right now, I made a lot of realizations in life. A kind of realizations in which I currently lived in. What I meant to say is that, these realizations gave me a lesson that I should just stick to my goals and focus on doing the things which leads to meeting my success!
I came to realize that life is truly a never ending battle, which means, competing is inevitable. But, is it right to think of it that way? IT SHOULD BE NOT! Given the fact that God will set His own time each one of us on how and when we will become successful in our own pace. Meaning, He should be the one to lead the way. I should let Him lead the way.
Perhaps, others just become successful ahead of time from me, but I will not bother myself on thinking that I am competing to any of them. Being envious is just a temptation and a hindrance for me to continue what I have started. A kind of challenge for myself to keep going on.
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I can't help myself but comparing it into a "flower". A flower that didn't bloom just yet. A flower that wait for its turn to bloom and to let the world see its true beauty.
Same goes through with my life right now. I may not as successful as other people right now, but if I let God see and weigh the efforts I made, for me to become one someday and wait for His time to have my turn, surely, I will bloom like a flower!
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That's it this article fellas. I hope you gain something out of this one. Hehe. My apologizes if I made it a messy write up. I just have a lot of things on my mind right now. Actually, I am kind of disappointed because of a personal matter between MGD and I. (Sighs!)
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I get your point, life is a constant struggle that will never stop, the good thing is that you have to have fun while it's happening.