Being in a long term relationship, I can't help myself but think about settling down at the right age and a right time. (I just don't know what and when it is exactly.) The longer time I am with my partner, the stronger thoughts about settling down came up. I don't know why, or maybe, because I am growing older now and I really wanted to do it. Well, who doesn't want to settle down? I guess only few people. As for me, I don't want to spend the rest of my life being alone. I want to live with someone and build my own family with him. (Only God knows when and to whom.)
If we talk about the last relatioship I have, we spent six years and got engaged. But, we then got separated. Have I ever regret about it? No, I didn't. Because for that years being with him, I am able to grow more and learn to value myself better than other things. I am thankful for that years despite the heartaches it brought to me, because I am now having a happy lovelife with my love "Rhed."
I was asked by him, "What if MGD came back and ask forgiveness about what happened and then ask you to come back to him?"
I said, "I can forgive him but I will never go back to him."
I actually forgave him already. I already accepted the unhappy ending of our story. And I came up with these thoughts;
"Why would I choose to be with someone who gave me the feeling of being strangled when there's this Rhed who gave me freedom?"
"Why would I go back to someone who just let go of me when there's this Rhed who saved me?"
"Why would I go back to someone who doesn't see my worth when there's this Rhed who valued me a lot?"
"Why would I choose to go back to someone who ruin my life when there's this Rhed who tried his best to fix me, even when I didn't ask him to do so?"
"And why would I go back to somone who fell out of love when there's this Rhed who making me feel loved and cared so much?"
I will choose him. I will choose Rhed. I am confident. I trust him that he will not break his promise. I can't say it in front of him but I am hopeful that he will really prove that promises are not meant to be broken. I kept telling him that, "this will be the last." That he will be my last. I may not be the perfect girl for him, but I will at least try my best to prove that I can keep my words. Only God knows about our ending and hoping it will be a happy ever after.
That would be all for this blog fellas. Thank you for spending your time. Take good care of yourselves, especially your heart!โฃ๏ธ
TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!๐
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