Reality Is Bitter

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Maybe you are currently married and have a life partner. I also hope this happiness will happen to me sooner or later but if I want to choose I want to do it as soon as possible but who is my future wife? no lol. Throughout the journey of love that I have gone through so much love that I have lived, since I was in high school my first love appeared in the heart of a woman who I think is beautiful and smart. Happiness when still in school is felt when time is free and free from learning materials, I always pull him next to the library building that's when my hand holds his hand while talking to him. When I came home from school I always waited for him in front of the school gate for me to walk home with him. Even though I and him are always together but our courtship is still at a positive stage and we don't act like husband and wife because we realize that it's not the time for both of us to do it.

That was the beginning of my love story since I was in school, the two of us separated when I graduated from school because he was my classmate, so the continuation of love had to run aground because there were no more encounters like I did when I entered school. Our relationship actually didn't end, but because we live very far away, we can't continue this relationship because the school is very far from where I live. Because communication tools were also lacking at that time so that virtual communication could not be carried out by the two of us, the relationship was eventually forgotten as time went on.

A few months later since I graduated, I got a job in the city at a well-known company in my city using my high school diploma I was finally accepted to work. Every night I still think of him and my longing is deep. In my mind I'm actually scared because I can no longer see her in person and even more worried because she is a beautiful woman and surely many men will fall in love with her.

I still remember when he gave me a diary in the book he had written down his cellphone number and the book was still stored on my bookshelf. When I worked at the company for a month, I got my first salary and the result of my hard work I bought a cellphone but you have to remember that the cellphone I bought was not an Android phone because at that time the company had not produced an Android phone and the most important thing was to be able to communicate by telephone.

I did not continue my work in the company, only two months I stayed because of my desire to continue my education in college. Ever since I was in the city, my thoughts were on him as I leaned against the wall of the rented house I lived in while remembering the memories I had with him and hoping that the story would come back again. I was in the city while the diary was at my house which was in the village so I thought to look for it on my facebook social media account but I couldn't find it only my school friend I met so I communicated with his friend and gave my cell phone number and hoped his friend could give it to him .

I hope my cellphone number is already on him because of the promise his friend had told me to give to my lover. I waited for the news for a long time and hoped he would call me, I waited for days but didn't get any news. One day, exactly the seventh day since I gave my cell phone number to the friend, my cell phone vibrated, it turned out that there was an incoming message from a new cellphone number after I read it, how sad I felt as if my heart was torn out when I read the message that came on my cellphone with the sentence I hope you come to my wedding. ...(and his enemies) have his name on the bottom of the message invitation. I was helpless when I read the message and I knew it was the number.

My life seemed to fall apart and almost every day I kept reflecting and almost forgot to eat. I was about to wonder why this happened so quickly when he was still in school and hadn't graduated. Was she already pregnant so she decided to get married right away, my head hurt thinking about it and I decided not to call her back because I knew things won't go back to being as beautiful as it used to be so I turned off my phone for days to avoid calls and messages which I will accept.

A few days later I changed my cell phone number and I began to accept the reality of life that had befallen me. I feel how tormented I am with the problems I face, this sad love story proves that reality is bitter when life goals do not match expectations.

This love story taught me how to let go of someone I love because my soul mate is already arranged by God and I hope I can find him. The adventure of love is still a struggle for me to this day and I hope I can find it.

Thank you my big family Read.Cash forgive me because some days I often miss articles because I'm busy at work in the real world. If you have a story similar to mine and you have a way to get through that sad time, share it in the comments column.

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