August 24, 2021
Days and nights became equal
And my heart is weary
Like the heavy rain from the rooftop
Your embrace is what I need
But you are far from my reach
I feel so cold
I need your comfort right now
But I just need to sacrifice
So I will just cry a little
And then smile after
We'll just count the days
Until we meet again
And we'll spend each day
With hugs and kisses
Because our time together is only limited
Unlike the days when we are apart
My love will be with you always
I'm sorry for that, I just missed my son because he keeps on crying ever since I left early morning yesterday. One of the reasons I prefer going to work when he's asleep is for him not to cry watching me go.
In addition to my bad day is that Big Boss keeps on nagging me repeatedly on things like some projects which I already sent the bid quotation in his email, I already made forms for the upcoming projects but he keeps on insisting that I didn't make one.
Now that we are neck-to-neck with all the surge of projects coming in that's when Big Boss became so hard at us it makes us want to hate him the most.
My co-worker file a leave of absence because she can't take the pressure anymore that she wants to breathe for a while. I truly understand her because we have so much to do and we were also walking on eggshells because of Big Boss, but she shouldn't leave for this is the nature of our work. There are days that we didn't have anything to do but there were also days like this where we can't even rest.
I kept on praying that may this project be smooth sailing so that we will not receive the daily nagging from Big Boss.
It really is hard being an employee, kudos to those who have it light, but it really is tiring. The paperwork that's keeping me on my seat the whole day that I can't even move my neck sideways lol!!..
After work, I just want to lay directly in bed but I need to call my son first before doing so. He is so lonely and my heart really aches to watch him so down. I kept on cheering him that the days will just pass by quickly and we can cuddle again. It does lift him up a little bit but when Mom told me to go to sleep that's when he cried again...aigoooooo
Anyways, have a great day ahead. I didn't get to publish yesterday because I'm busy and the system is down. I just shared my rant at work. Don't mind me.
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Fin!
With all the nagging from your boss and unnecessary stress you mentioned, I feel like having your own personal business will be the best option if only you could save towards it. I know its not easy but in the long run you'd enjoy it.