Sleepless nights because of...

May 06/07,2022

Death Scenes

There are times when she closes her eyes, flashes of being bitten by a snake, choke to death, or drowned in the water are all that's flooding her mind that she decided to be fully wide awake. Better get up and work again than deprive herself of thinking negative thoughts. She works and by the time she was finished the clock ticks five in the morning, a little thirty minutes, and the flashing alarm on her phone says you need to prepare for work again.

Overthinking/Internal fight over anxiety

She is smiling in front of all people around her. Talking like there are no such problems appear in her life. When you look at her you can never tell that she has any sort of suffering. She dances and sings and is bubbly in everything she does.
But, behind closed doors, in her bed comes to these thoughts, negative thoughts, about how will she deal her life with all these problems she has that she can't even think of a single solution to provide. She felt lost. She thinks that the world conspires over her trying to outdo everything that she has built over the years. She felt like living in hell.

Then she will start crying out of the blue, for no reason or as she thought, crying like someone has taken all her greatest possessions and she can't even think of why would they do that to her. Then the moment she had calmed down, sunrise came.

Binge Watching Anime

She starts watching episodes one until five then she was hooked like she doesn't want to stop watching it. Cutting off in the middle part of the story is not a good idea that she ended up watching the whole series in one go and to think that it has four seasons with twenty-five episodes per season but she wouldn't mind.

The kid in her always smiles whenever she saw her favorite characters on the screen. That powerhouse casts always amazes her that she will not mind whether she'll be having a lot of work in the real world.

Manga/Manhwa Reading

Romance, Yaoi, Slice of Life, Comedy
These genres are all her favorite upon reading manga stories. In anime, the animation is good and entertaining but nothing beats manwha for they express the thoughts and emotions of every character. The antagonist, the villains, always amaze her while reading for she can tell why they're doing those nasty actions.

Most of the dramas came from manga toon so reading before watching the series is a good practice because you will know what emotions were conducted in every scene.

Under the green light, payback, business proposal, under the oak tree, positivity, semantic error, cherry blossoms. These are all her all-time favorite manga that she had read with many episodes like a total of 100 episodes and she can finish a complete story in one go.

I was really sleepy the moment I arrived home after an eight-hour trip, the traffic yesterday and all these rallies makes me drain my energy that I didn't get to finish writing these.
Thank you for reading and good morning. I'll be going back to sleep a little since my pumpkin is still squeezing me right now.
Be blessed and be a blessing.
@mommykim