Miscarriage

March 26, 2022

I published an article this week regarding about my experience in giving birth (Pain and Relief.. Tagged) and I feel happy sharing the world by beautiful it is to bear a child.

But that happiness suddenly change into sorrow. My sister in Christ messaged me asking how am I doing and even my spiritual journey, I responded that it's going well amidst hectic schedule. Then I also asked how is she and her daughter, my godchild,then she responded that her baby is doing well. We kept responding and then I ask how can she reply to me and asked her worked schedule.

What shocked me is that she told me she's on ML(Maternity Leave), so I told her what happened.

I'm on ML that's why on weekdays we pass by your house

I had miscarriage

That was supposed to be their second baby.

That was devastating knowing that they've lost a little angel in such a short period of time.Yet I can't seem to imagine what they feel loasing such little one.

And since I'm not good at comforting people and can't find the right words to say, I just told her that "maybe it's not yet for you" .

But I was literally crying while talking with her on the chat box. Then I video called my son at home saying I miss him and we'll ne seing each other next week since I can't come home because of the recollection.

But, when will be the right time? Can you patiently wait for it? If that timd comes, are you sure you're ready for it?

Well, we can't predict the future like we wanted it our ways. Instances will happen at any unpredictable time and all we need is to be prepared all the time. To gear up also with prayers and privisions, especially in accepting the fact that not all your wishes will come true if you don't work for it.

I also heard on the news about a young mother of three who sold her few months old baby just because of online sabong and now they're searching for the buyer of the baby. Hearing the news I want to question the Mother on how can she sold her baby just that easy.

Lucky are those who can have babies unlike those who can't bear even one or having miscarriage yet they just easily sold babies just because of their vices.

I just hope and pray that all young mother wil not give up on the little family they build. Childrens are not at fault in being this world.

Thank you for reading.

@mommykim