August 18, 2021
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
I'm Addicted to k-dramas and some Alien movies like Deception Point and I could watch Anything as long as it's not suspense or horror and I can have free time on Any Given Sunday and I could easily Crash And Burn onto my bed the whole day.
Every time I'm at work I can't find spare time to watch some of my fave dramas because my boss keeps telling me that dramas are just fooling us like we were crazy but I knew that he watched some dramas last Christmas and he narrated us what happens to the series he's watching. Tch!
Given The Chance that I get to be outside to visit work, I can have time to Dream about my KAI. I'd Do Anything for him the that's how much I adore him. I was busy watching his videos when someone talks at my back. Scared I abruptly said, " Don't Hurt Me". The man just laughs at me but I never dared look back on whom is the person laughing, "God Must Hate Me because I keep on adoring Kai and Kai only, seems like I am addicted to him already" that's what I thought while the man still laughs his heart out.
"I Miss You", the man said. "Now Surrender yourself to me My Alien". I Jump the moment he said those words.
An when I turn my head, there I saw, the smile that haunted me for years. The man who taught me how to love and how to be broken. I'm just a kid when I fall for him. Thirteen, that's my age that time when I tell him my feelings. Josh, the person who showed me that love is beautiful and perfect.
The Past
He's older than me and I said to myself that when I grow up I want to marry him. We are always happy together and we laugh and cry over silly things, he even made a simple song dedicated to me, and I ask him what the title of the song is, and he told me it's untitled for he can't think of one. One by one those words left in his mouth are like music to my heart. I really love him that I can't even think about anything aside from him. He was so cool that I want to surrender everything just to be with him forever
Then one day, my perfect world crashed when I saw him with another girl. It looks like they are on one heated argument because as I look upon the girl She Cries. Josh didn't saw me because he has his back on me. Everything that has happened the moment he hugged the girl and kiss her forehead. Where is the promise of forever he told me before?
Then it suddenly rained, raindrops and tears keep going under my eyes. This is The Worst Day Ever for me, I saw my love hugging another woman, I failed my exam, my family's having a feud. I Don't Wanna Make This all about me and me again so I will move on and forget about him. I walked home drenched in the rain, walk past my parents in the living room, washed and dressed. I don't want darkness so I will be sleeping with the lights on, then I remember that scene again and I want to cry out loud but I don't want my family to know my struggles. Welcome To My Life of being broken-hearted by the only man I ever loved, he's the only one I will ever love I guess. So I just cry in my sleep. It feels like it's me against the world and no one's going to help me but myself only, no one will worry me aside from me alone.
Present
"How are you?", he said with that sluggish smile plastered on his face.
"Oh! shut up, what are you doing here?" I irritably asked.
" I am on vacation right now, and I saw your mother at the market and I ask her about you, it seemed like they didn't know about us." Josh looked disappointed
"You Don't Mean Anything to me so why would I tell my family about you, I don't wanna think about you even for a minute so there's nothing to tell them anyways.
" Tell me, what happened to us? I thought we are working out well and we planned to get married and tell your parents about it, I was planning to meet you there but suddenly you are out of reach, I can't contact you. And when I came to your house your mother told me that you are drenched in the rain and your eyes are so swollen that you looked like you cried. I never saw you being problematic when I am with you". he narrates long
"Things happen, you know, and also nothing's gonna stop us from going our own separate ways right. I won't be there for you anymore and you do the same to me. Thank you for the memories. That one slow dance on our last night together will remain the most memorable moment in my life. I hope you are well together with the girl you hugged on that one rainy night." I said while living him dumbfounded.
"That was my sister". Josh says in silent
At last, I made it hoooooooh. My brain keeps looking for ideas on how to compile the songs hehehe.. This is my entry for @meitanteikudo song prompt..aigoooooo I took long enough but enjoyed writing it while listening to Simple Plan's songs. They are my ultimate band together with My Chemical Romance and Greenday with Incubus also hehe... I'll make another again if inspiration butts in my head again lol!!
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Fin!
Simple plan! pag sinabing simple plan. yung perfect talaga naaalala ko laging song nila.. gusto ko rin yung summer paradise at jet lag! gosh throwback!