A Stabbing Pain

I'm pretty late in starting tonight. I was just absorbed in playing my game. That's why. I haven't played for long periods of time these past few weeks so I just wanted to catch up and make the most out of it.

But that out of the way, my mind is now clear and devoid of any distractions. But to be honest, it's totally empty too. I can't think of any topic that I could write about. Actually, I'm not sure if this one can make the cut and I'm not sure that I would be able to write anything with substance inside this 15-minute timeframe.

I really can't quite focus because my head is aching. And it's literally aching. I bumped my head into the door handle of the hanging cabinet in the kitchen. It was right above the kitchen sink. Nope, I'm not that tall, it was just too low for me.

And the knobs of the cabinet are just the ones with small metal rods. I bumped into one of them and it sort of pricked my head.

I swear that I could feel like it stabbed me right into my skull. I felt a sharp stabbing pain and it made me sat on the bed and fall on it. My whole body tingled and it just went numb. And then I could feel the pain on my head like the skull caved in a little. My sight became blurry after that.

I mean, my vision is originally blurry without my glasses on but it became more blurred and fuzzy. I also felt the urge to vomit. Although, the last part was just me thinking that I could have a concussion. I mean, I swear, the pain was just really paralyzing, temporarily. I couldn't even think earlier and I was just groaning in pain.

Do you know how it feels like when you stab your little toe against something hard? Now take that pain and multiply it by three, then twice, and place it on the instead. That's what I really felt. It was just so unbearable to me.

I'm not quite sure why but I think that I do have an elevated sense of pain. I mean, I think that I feel most pains amplified. I just have no to little tolerance for pain. I don't like pain. I'm too sheltered and too weak to endure any pain. I don't know why. I'm just so weak against any pain really.

Maybe it's just the human nature of self preservation but I think that my fear or weakness toward pain is just so ridiculous.

When someone acts to hit me, I'm already feeling the pain somewhere and I'll just exclaim ouch or something or most times, I curse at the freaking initiator of the pain. I would just love to pay him or her with 100 times the pain I felt.

Oh man, I'm feeling like I can't even control my right eye now. It's just too heavy and the only thing that's keeping me away is the occasional stabbing pain on my head that was caused by the impact earlier.

Also, wow. I just caught myself closing my eyes. Dang. What would happen if I would doze off and I will still be writing. Man. That would be so fascinating and I could be featured in a show, may KMJS or something. If there's sleep walking, there's sleep talking, there's sleep f**king, so why can't there be sleep writing? I wish to be a master of that. But I'll practice that some other day. For now I'll just succumb to the calling of sleep.

Hey!

I don't have much to say tonight, rather, I can't say much tonight. I'm just so sleepy now and my head's still throbbing from the pain.

I'll leave you to it then.

Also, this has been part of my Late Nights, Drunken Thoughts series. A series of freewritten articles that I write on the verge of sleeping. When my thoughts and ideas are in their freshest and purest forms.

And of course, since this type of writing is raw, there will be so much errors that I would hate to count them. You can help me by pointing out these errors so I could correct them. You will have my gratitude if you would just do me the favor to point them out.

I'll leave you with that and until we read again...

Sweet Dreams.

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Series    : Late Nights, Drunken Thoughts
Title     : A Stabbing Pain
Published : 04-Apr-2022
Author :  © RB