Graduate Later, Tambay Soon

This must be published after graduation, but I decided to publish the good news I received yesterday in writing. I didn't expect that I'll also be receiving confirmed news unrelated to my studies. BLACKPINK IS COMING IN OUR AREA SOONEST, YAHOO! Therefore, I'll have interesting back-to-back topics to share here in read.cash. I don't know if it is interesting, though. I hope I could write in Friday despite my practice in the upcoming graduation. Without further introduction, let's get started.

Update: The dry run was postponed.

Yesterday, my mother sent me a form where she signed the conduction of a dry run for the upcoming graduation. I just screamed for a couple of seconds after seeing that surprise because why not? I thought I would not be graduating as I was left behind with my other batchmates in Valenzuela City. Most of them have already graduated, but you are still waiting for the incoming updates. You don't know how much I was jealous of the latest graduating students, and I insisted on being more patient. However, when I turned back on reality, I didn't get much excited.

I might graduate later with victorious achievement, but I might turn up tambay sooner as I failed on the admission of the university I entered. Weeks passed since that rejection, and the pain they stabbed still marks on my heart. According to the form, there will be hybrid graduation on July 15, 2022, held at our school. And a week before graduation, we will have our dry run or practice in simpler terms. I will be busy on Friday, so I need to double time for tomorrow.

After my mom got home from the conference where she goes, she sent me my grades through Messenger. When I saw those grades, I admit that I screamed. Who wouldn't be? It just means that we will not be defending our research anymore. Not officially confirmed, but that's what it means. I was also expecting that I would get low grades in PEH as I didn't take the performance tasks seriously. But now, look at the result.

Since I was curious, I computed my grades for the third and fourth quarters. I only had one line of 8 in one of my subjects, but I still got 92.43 on average. Not that high, but that's fine. I computed my grade in the fourth quarter and got 94.57 or 95 in estimation. At least once in my whole life, I have experienced accomplished being With High Honor. It is already a significant accomplishment for an average person like me. I also received my Sablay written the name of my strand, yahoo. As you expected, I took a mirror shot of my selfie. Then, post it immediately on my noise account.

However, they were just a waste as they still only based your dream on your grade at JHS. Ang sabi nila di'ba in-implement nila ang K-12 program para mas makilala mo pa yung career na nararapat para sa'yo? Tapos doon sa public university na gusto ko, grades lang nung Grade 7 to Grade 11 lang ang binasehan. Therefore, it means kung ano yung grade ko ngayon, wala siyang kuwenta kasi maririnig ko lang siya sa graduation.

Medyo nalungkot pa rin ako sa efforts ko and being optimistic this school year. Ewan ko ba bakit ko pa pinagbuti, and feel ko mali-mali desisyon ko sa buhay. Minsan pinagsisihan ko kung bakit pa ako nag-aral ng Senior High School kung yun lang pala yung basehan. Bakit ba ako masyado nag-prepare kung i-ba-base lang nila sa past yung grade mo? Sana talaga hindi ko na ipinagbuti haha.

Wala na akong magagawa kasi yun yung result na nakuha ko eh. I'll just be positive that everything happens for a reason even it is hurtful. See you on my graduation! You are all invited exclusively.