Thinking how active I am here and how I am now right now makes me want to go back in those precious moments. I can write two articles per day and I am happy everthing I can come up with topics. I can also read and interact to other users here even though i know they will not reply nor interact back to me, I am still consistently reading their articles and sometimes leaving a comment. I have this in my mind that even they will not return the favor, what you read to them will give you knowledge that you could use or things that you doesn't know before. But now I feel like I am losing my eagerness here as I can't focus writing articles and reading articles as many as I can in my stay in this site. But now I'm drifting away in this site because I can't focus on writing and reading articles as much as I used to.
Despite the fact that there are still 9 days left in the month, I admit that I fell short of my monthly goals. It all started when I was in the province and I lost my track here and in the noise. I believe one reason is that the you know, decrease here as I feel like my articles are no longer worth it.
Previously, I wrote barewritten articles about my life or some prompts that I sometimes wrote in an hour or less, and those articles always had earnings, but now even if I write them in two hours, I still don't get what I used to. I know it sounds like I'm just into it, but I'm still writing every day; it's just one of the reasons I can't focus again here.
Our main goals on this platform are to earn money and make new friends, and if I lose one of them, I will be sad and unable to focus as much as I used to. I can't deny it because that is my goal before entering this site.
My other goal is to gain at least 39 subcounts, similar to what I gained last month of 39. Despite the fact that it is not yet a month, I admit that I have failed in this one as well. As I previously stated, I did not have the opportunity to read new articles from new users and new friends. I only read who reads mine now, which is why I failed to meet this goal.
As I lose time here, I reclaim my life in the outside world of social media. I am now interacting with people around me, whereas before I was only in my room doing household chores and then returning to my room. I'm starting to live as an extrovert, but I'm still getting used to it.
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Publishing Date: June 21, 2022