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Overthinking kills me. Hello. This is just another drama that stopping me from sleeping haha. I don't know. I just feel sad right now. If you hate drama. You better not read this! So, I will just write this and won't read because I hate my own drama hahahaha. Actually, I just want to release this here as I do not want to be a burden to anyone. I am not supposed to write but I can't sleep so maybe writing here will help me to fall asleep. Okay, here's the chicka... I'm just happy earlier, when something happens (my fault, I guess) and I have read a message, conversation rather, it's a not-so-old one. This is what I hate about re-reading old conversations haha. We do not know what lies there or I say we have forgotten but the feeling is going back after reading the messages. Hahaha. I was just reading a happy conversation when it got sad. I will not reveal what conversations about haha.  What I'm trying to say is, even someone told me that "it won't happen", "I'm not gonna do that", "it's already in the past", "don't worry about it", "everything's gonna be fine" and so on. I just can't help but to overthink. Especially when I am not on good terms with myself. XD hahaha. You know, I can't stop thinking about it or should I say, it keeps coming back to my head! Tumatak na talaga. Grrr. But I'm trusting them. It is just that, I don't know how to stop overthinking hahaha. Okay, I feel a little bit better now. Haha. Lemme share what I did today aside from overthinking. XD As usual, OJT (10am-6pm). My accomplished works today are scheduled posts, submitted a content calendar for April and made a social media report. Haha. After my shift, I immediately left what I'm doing because I sense that there's still no viand. Glad that my brother cooked rice. I also cleaned the messy kitchen area, ayaw ko nalang mag talk. Chariz haha.  By the way, to be able to finish the socmed report, I worked overtime but not included in my working hours haha. Gusto ko lang kasi tapusin para bukas hindi ko na iisipin pa. Maybe I will do revisions tomorrow if ever Sir N wants changes in the new content calendar haha. Daaaamn. As I stay up late, I expect that I will be hungry. What to eaaaat??? Haha. Gising pa ba kayo? Haha. If you finished reading this, wow. Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! <3 Keep safe! :)

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