Do you have something about yourself that you don't like? I'm not just talking about your physical appearance here but more about the entire you.
Well, I have a few on my list, and before going to bed, let me share with you some of the things that I kinda don't like about myself.
So here are a few:
I am too emotional. Every time I see someone crying, I can't help but get carried away easily.
I remember when I was a kid, it was my grandmother's wake, my cousins, relatives, of course, my dad was crying, and I suddenly cried too. In fact, I was the most emotional among my other cousins there.
You may think that was pretty normal coz after all she was my grandma, but I was still young at that time, and we weren't really close too. I only got to see her every summer, and we barely talked.
I'm not good at saying no. I think I got this attitude from my late dad. My dad would willing to help even if he had nothing much.
Just like dad, I am kinda like that too. Whenever a friend needed some help, especially money, even if I only had a little amount for myself, I would end up sacrificing myself for that person's need.
Usually, I would say, "sorry, I only have this amount....", but the sad reaction after getting refused would bother me so much. So I ended up letting that person have it instead.
I laugh easily. You may think this is not an issue, but it is. Whenever my friends would start making jokes, I'd be the first to laugh even if some people think that joke wasn't even funny. Plus, when I laugh, I laugh hard. I even turn red when laughing and people make fun of me because of that.
I eat like a construction worker. Unfortunately, I'm not a lady-like who eats like a princess. When I eat, I eat like it's going to be my last meal. I can finish 2 bowls of rice. Big bowls. And I eat more if the food is good, especially if there's a banana on the menu.
I fall in love easily. Ohh, boy! This one here is the worst of all! A little gesture and stuff, and boom, I'm in love! Lol. But the good news is, the people I liked don't like me in return, and they weren't the kind of people who take advantage of my feelings.
I am childish. I'm 33 with a body of 40 with 3 children, but how I act with other people is like a 12 years old girl.
My nieces would usually call me " abnormal", probably because I'm not the typical aunt who is supposed to act at her age.
I have a bad temper. Whenever I work and the kids would bother me from time to time, I get mad easily, and I feel guilty about it.
One time, my niece asked me why I easily get mad even by just knocking the door, but smiles when chatting a friend, and that question hits me so hard.
I get shy when asking people to pay their debts to me. Sadly, this one is considered my worst too. This is why I can't be a businesswoman. I got shy after 1st and 2nd try, especially when people start to give me that look like, "I will pay when I can, so do me a favor and wait!"
Now, it's your turn! Tell me something that you don't like about yourself.
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I get shy too when it comes to asking people to pay back debts..I didn't know you eat so much..I had to laugh 😁😁