Addiction

Blog 6
Date :December 09,2021
Time :7:02

Addiction for me is a habit that we can't control or get rid of easily. So this time I will be tackling the addictions of my husband.

He was addicted to drugs before I met him. Later did I know that He never stop using it, and He was one of the drug surrenders in their place. There was a time when I suspected him that he was high on drugs, and I was right. Glad he admitted when the time I ask him. Honestly, I hate people who use drugs as those people usually do stupid things. Anyway, He told me that He had already stopped using it, Hopefully, He really does. As we all know it can't do good to him.

However, that is not the only thing He is addicted to. He is a smoker too. Before I had a relationship with him, I already know that he is a smoker and I told him to quit smoking, and He said that He will quit as his birthday gift to me, but then I already celebrated my birthday twice with him, but he still didn't quit smoking then He promises again that He will quit after I gave birth to our son but well promises are made to be broken, so it never happens. My son is already 17 months old now, and he still didn't quit smoking. I have already given up on talking to and convincing him to quit smoking. Thinking too much about it causes me stress, so I better focus on my goals than stress about his vices.

Now he's addicted to mobile games like Mobile Legend. He's been playing that mobile game even before we got married but after his phone was broken it was stopped and honestly, I don't want him to have a smartphone but then a few days before he lost his job last October his workmates gave him a broken phone and my husband want it to be fixed. The only problem with that phone is the power button was damaged, and the phone kept on blinking on and off. So I did some research online on how to fix it, and luckily I was able to fix it at least we save some money by not going to the technician. After He lost his job he's been with me at work almost every day. To those who don't know my nature of work, I work as an internet Café attendant, I am usually busy at work plus with my extra work online like doing Noisecash or writing articles here. At least he is there to help me with my work while I am trying to distract him from thinking about what had happened to him (he committed suicide). I was trying to help him to cope with his depression, but then it leads him to get addicted to mobile games.

We ended up having misunderstandings about it. I freak out because he didn't get my point. I thought he will stop playing mobile games after what happened but until now he is still playing mobile games. He supposes to help me at work or help me to earn money online but nothing I can do about it. If he does not listen to me so what's the point of talking to him about it.

Closing thoughts

Most of us is being addicted to something or to a person. I admit I've been addicted to mobile games before, but then I realized that it can harm my eyes and my health, so I decided to stop that habit. It's really hard to stop but if you are willing to help yourself then eventually you will be able to get rid of it. How about you? What are you addicted to? How did you get rid of it?

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