Confession no. 1

Never fall inlove with this so called role play world. I know this is kinda stupid but I once fell inlove in this world called role play world. I joined a brother hood, I became a princess there. There's this one boy who felt lonely because his ex girlfriend dumped all his efforts especially his feelings. This boy message me and asked for an advice and a comfort. I became his best friend. I was so comfortable with him that even my problems at home I shared with him. We shared the best time laughing and joking with each other.

I was with him when he lost the world, when everybody left him. I was with him with his ups and downs. I virtually massaged and blow his hands when his hands got burned. He was the best buddy that I had. He takes care of me. He treated me like a princess and he treated me like I am so important.

Suddenly he changed.

He changed his clingy personality to cold. He keeps his secrets and problem to himself. I asked if I was still his best friend.

Not just a friend. He replied but he removed it immediately.

He said that he should get distance for me because he is afraid to start falling in love again. He is afraid to get hurt again without even knowing that by just keeping away distance from me he's the one hurting my feelings.

I'll promised to be by your side.

I cried, he didn't even mind my feelings. He keeps on telling that he doesn't want to hurt my feelings but he keeps on leaving me at my worst. I was there at his worst time. I was there when the world left him. I don't even mind my feelings because of him.

It's just one day I would knew that he gets back on her ex and even hide it from me.

I am lucky that I met you. Thank you for the support and on the friendship. He said those words to me.

I know I'm still suffering.

I hope you know that I love you do much.

Be safe.

And I hope you will not get hurt again.

I love you.

Thanks for everything.