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Morning Rants

Here's another day when I have no idea what to share. I've been reading numerous prompt challenges but it feels like I have no enthusiasm to write something about it. Have you ever felt this too? As I woke up this morning, I quickly went to the restroom and then headed out to our terrace to perform some workouts. I simply do squats, lunges and then stretching's. I wanna try yoga as well but my body isn't ready for it. After a 15 minute exercise, I prepared my breakfast which is oatmeal with chia seeds and honey. I also like the flavor of it if it includes powdered milk, a good thing my little kid has still birch tree milk in the refrigerator. After I ate my breakfast, I opened up my laptop to start working on my daily modules. But of course, the first thing I usually do is to check noise.cash and read.cash to see whether the green baby visited my article over the last hours. Honestly, anytime I encounter this robot, I actually feel driven to write more. So even if occasionally, I truly feel lazy performing certain writings, the inner voice within me will say to me that I need now to start writing. And then look at me now, while I am writing this, I already scribbled a hundred words so I simply now let my hand do the tapping and speak the stuff that is on my mind right now. Okay, so let me simply tell you my rant about my studies, instructors and other kinds of stuff. So we have here a lecturer in Obligation and contracts that is highly unprofessional and continually gets to our nerves. She is really bad and whenever we would be having class there, it seems like I wanted to walk out from the class and just sleep. But agghhh, this lecturer constantly wants us to have a horrible experience. The topic is not a huge subject however she constantly gives us case digests, reflection papers and evaluations every week! And what's more frustrating is that, she is just nagging at us and to the reporters and the time will simply be wasted by her giving some sermons. Now I am losing interest in the subject. Basically, I feel pity for myself since the topic itself is extremely nice but if the professor displays such sort of conduct, continually pressing the pupils, what can we expect? We are not learning anymore here, to be honest. Another thing that is worrying me out is the coming face to face. I believe that I am still not ready for it since I am not supported by my parents. So if face-to-face lessons will be reintroduced next semester, who will assist me financially? If I start attending school, I will no longer be updated to the platforms I am earning. Another problem is the transportation, my stipend, my kid's allowance as well as his food, and also the other projects in school. I don't believe I can take it any longer. Every time I would think about these problems, I am starting to lose myself and feel like I want to stop everything. But thank goodness, I still have a circle of people who actually supports me even electronically. Motivation and words of wisdom are what I precisely needed right now. As I am currently concluding this piece, random texts show up on my phone and come from my pals and my boyfriend. Good thing I had this platform where I could share my sentiments and I can tell today that I am beginning to feel better.

Thanks for stopping by to this article guys. Also, thank you ate @MrsPepper27 for renewing your sponsorship!! Love lots ate!!

PUBLISHED: MARCH 15, 2022 TIME: 4:14 PM PST

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