K&M

There are certain tales that, like the love letters we got, are worth sharing. For today, I'd want to tell you about some of the finest partnerships I had many years ago.

My second boyfriend's name was K. Wile M was the third one. They are both fine men, and I believe they are worthy of a second opportunity, but we didn't get one since, at the time, I let them go because I was the issue.

I went out of love.

And they don't really deserve me.

And I don't deserve them.

K and I met on Facebook, and our love tale lasted 18 months. Being in a long-distance relationship was really difficult. He was from Tuguegarao, and I live in Manila. After 18 months, I decided to call it quits since I was falling in love with the third man, M.

Am I really in love at that time??

M was one of my classmates, and we both lived in the same barangay. M was also kind to me. We're truly the best pals. I ended things with him because, as I previously said, I just regard him as a friend.

I regret letting go of K that time because for me, K was my First love but the reason for me why I decided to terminate our love story was due to the distance we had that time. I was an idiot at the time and was not a fan of LDR.

K and M are two individuals that take their work extremely seriously. I want to return with K, but have you ever gotten the sense that you want to return but it's just not possible? This is how I felt for the first several months that we were apart. I adored that person, and I must say that I cherish the times we had, despite the fact that it was all done over internet.

As for M, I regret that I only consider him a friend. everything we do together is just pure friendship really. I regret that I labeled the person even though love is not really the same as K's.

K and M,

I'm not sure precisely where you are right now. And I'm not sure whether you have children or are enjoying your life to the fullest. But I want you to know that you two, K and M, are already part of me. Years ago, while I was battling psychologically, you two brought some brightness into my life. Thank you for being such excellent warriors for me while the commander was such a jerk.

I'd want to apologize if I treated you differently than you expected, M. I understand how much anguish I caused you, which is why I chose to ghost you and never had a genuine closure.

Thank you, K, for sometimes inquiring how I was. You know I'm in good hands and in a solid relationship right now, but you're continually checking in to make sure I'm okay. That I am aware of. And I appreciate it. I want you to know that there is still a bit of you in my heart that I will cherish forever because that piece is already a part of me that I can't live without. Thank you for your patience, but I'm afraid I won't be able to return. I want you to spend your life blissfully with someone who will appreciate and love you unconditionally because you deserve it. I'm certain you'll find an awesome spouse, K.

In fact, I have many regrets regarding my relationships. However, I have learned a great deal so far. When you're in love, it's just like that. I've discovered that it's not only about having a good time. Sometimes you wonder whether you actually love this person. or do I just need someone who loves me?

To all of my readers, I hope you take some time to pause and evaluate your relationship with your partners. Remember, you must be devoted to your spouse and ensure that your love circulates and is reciprocated.

PUBLISHED: FEBRUARY 11, 2022
TIME: 2:28 PM PST