How was my second semester as HR student?
PUBLISHED: JUNE 18, 2022 TIME: 9:15 AM PST ARTICLE #: 136
My second semester ended on May 30th, and our grades were distributed in the second week of June, which left me unhappy and disappointed. Perhaps if you look at my grades later, you will wonder why I am so frustrated because everything appears to be fine. But, to be honest, it wasn't enough for me and to tell you guys, this is not a humble bragging because I literally feeling dissatisfied about the result of my hard works this semester. Even as I write this essay, I am still enraged by my professors, and if we just had face-to-face classes, I would rush to my university and confront these educators. Okay, some of you may be wondering why, so I'll show you what I got this semester.
Some of you may claim that these are actually excellent grades, but I'll just go with my feelings. There are several reasons why in my brain, and these grades have made me really sad. I'm still irritated because I know I put in a lot of effort simply to be on top. Some of my classmates have also commented on how active I have been this semester. But whyyyyyy??? I'm just dissatisfied with my grades because my rank and GWA have both dropped already. (┬┬﹏┬┬)
There are things that I wanted to ask my professors but because we are just an ordinary students and we don't have a chance to talk about it, here am I, crying like a baby. *iniisip mabuti saan ako nagkulang, saan ako nagkamali*
To be honest, they seemed to just have merely played roulette. I was an outspoken and competitive student in the subject of Ethics. I stand out in every meeting and recitation. There will never be a time when the meeting ends without my words being heard. My outstanding achievement was also recognized by the professor there. He qouted also, "Haidee is one of the top students here in my subject, bakit sila lang ang pala recite? Where are the others?" See? So I expected that my grade there would be higher than what I had now. 1.75???? Really? Where did that effing grade came from? Take note, I also passed all the activities in his subject on time. (Palagi pa nga ako nauuna magpasa sa GDRIVE niya) pshh.
And when it came to obligations and contracts, this was the worst. I only prayed that we wouldn't have to see this professor again. Well, this topic was completely messed up. I completed the modules here on time, just as I did the Ethics activities. I also received positive feedback on the discussion board I talked with her. But where did this grade originate from, anyway? How did she come up with those numbers? One more thing is, upon asking my other blockmates, it was shown literally that she just predicted or played "ennie minnie miney moo" there.
There was another subject that completely stressed me out. It was all about training and development. Yes, I received a flat "one," but there's something strange about this subject. As you are aware, I am the creator of all the activities here. We are given a task by group but my groupmates are always not able to reach. Sometimes, they will just make an excuse not to present their works to me. Ending, I was the one who managed to pass all the activities completely. I was just disappointed because the whole group was given a flat "uno" as well and with no recognition of the hard work of the leader. (So parang ang dating, binuhat ko silang lahat tapos sila pa masaya dahil wala na silang naiambag saken, matataas pa nakuha nila)
This semester has been the worst. My grades have left me very disappointed because they have revealed that I am on the same level with the other students who have done nothing. They aren't even recited in certain classes, but you'll see posts from students who are happy with their grades.
After calculating my GWA for this semester, I wondered whether I should apply for the fourth time as a Dean's Lister. As you are aware, I have always been on the Dean's List since the beginning of my college career. But this will be the first time I am unsatisfied and frustrated for reasons other than my grades. Yes, these grades are still good enough to make the Dean's list, but I really expected to earned more points so that I would increase my rank. I'm very disappointed with these results because I know I worked hard and deserved better grades.
Here are our rants in this block with my new acquaintance. This young lady is likewise an excellent student and achiever. She is much brighter than me, but it turns out that because of the low marks that were given to us, her rank had also plummeted. She was also demotivated to apply for Dean's List at this point. Unfortunately, we are left with a bitter taste in our mouths. We only hope that the grading system will be fixed next semester, and that we will have professional instructors who will properly train us.
So to ask me about how was my second semester as HR student?
Well, that was really hard. I put a lot of hard works just to pass all my modules and projects on time but it seems like the grades that I received was not good enough. It was trully unfair. I learned a lot of things here and one of my takeaways is better to invest your knowledge. Even I am on the same level with the other blockmates who did nothing, I know that I am still one of the best. Life goes on and I should now try to accept the reality that some professors are really power trippers and a fortune teller. Why? (Eh kase, sakanila talga nakasalalay ang magiging tadhana mo)
Anyways, here's my previous blogs:
HR ka pla.. Pwd din yan pang abroad 😁