Officially signing off

Last Friday was the last day of my substitution thus this Monday I officially sign off as a teacher to the school I work with.

Happy Monday everyone, especially to my dear sponsors. I hope you start your week with a bang. Keep safe always and God bless.

My 1 month and half substitution end last Friday. Time flies so fast whenever you love what you are doing and I don't want to leave yet. It sadden me at the same time I am happy. It's a mixed emotions. I don't know what I've felt really. Tonight I bid goodbye to the GC that my school staff had and I gave my heartfelt thanks to them. They are so warm and they treat me very nicely. They are all pleasant and kind. I will surely missed them.

Today is an ordinary Monday. I didn't wake up early prepare myself and went to school. A routine that I used to. It's sadden me, especially the school works and all. Haysss. Though I am happy because I could stay in the house, stay in the bed for how long I'd like but still there is this pinch in my heart that long for the daily routine. At some point I know I it will end sooner or later maybe I just overreacting or over played my role. I shouldn't have, I guess. Maybe I wouldn't feel this way right now. 😓

On the other side of it, I am grateful because I could resume my workout and my healthy routine. No more, fast meal, can goods and preserve food because I need to rash to work and I need to pack something for lunch. Most times can goods are the fast to prepare for lunch. So since I don't have to rash things every morning, I already have the opportunity to cook food for myself that is much more healthy than I consume when I was working. Since I had plenty of time in my hand earlier I went to the town earlier this morning to inquire the requirements for my salary claim. I visit my friend @Zhyne06 in her house and we had long conversation of how's life doin, plans and career. I also buy fruits and oatmeal for me to have some healthy food that would get along with my workout. I also start resuming my work out finally! 😁

I had two workout this afternoon jump rope and freestyle including plank, leg exercises, and arm exercises. And I had oatmeal with banana as dinner. And while eating I remember how I eat so much this past few months and I regretted it huhu. I know I can control my binge eating but I let food ruled again. So yeah, I should expect the consequences. Anyways so much about it, I can't keep blaming myself and regretting therefore move on and do something about it.

I know and I accepted already that my journey of being a teacher in that school had ended and I am officially signing off as there staff yet I know I have new journey to take and that is to myself. I am grateful of the experience and I will bring it in my lifetime wherever I am.

Thank you for reading. I appreciate you all God bless.